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Jeno has never been good with words. He’s tried, so many times, to be able to convey his heart well, and it’s always a half-assed, stuttery mess that sometimes gets him in even worse situations. But when words lack, his body has always been there for him, strong and steady. It’s a flaw that he’s made up for by making sure to be there, exactly where he is needed.
(they're all coping in the best ways they know.)
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13 Apr 2026
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“Can you cut the shit,” he says, not even trying to keep his voice down, “and just tell me what exactly you want from me?”
Jaemin’s mouth does that little twist, like he’s folding up a secret. “Is it really that complicated?” he says, voice syrupy and quiet.
Donghyeok’s skin goes tight, scalp prickling. “You’re messing with me. You get that, don’t you? You keep pulling this—this psychotic stuff, and then you act like you’re doing me a favor.”
The intern at Donghyeok's work place is causing problems.
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29 Jan 2026
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"You know," Haechan drawls, words blurring together as they drip off his wine-wet tongue, "Mark used to say that about me, too. He said I looked like a girl. So sometimes, when we fucked," Haechan pauses again, catching Jaehyun’s fidgety gaze, "I'd wear girl clothes. Like a skirt, or a crop top, stuff like that, whatever Mark wanted. He always came too fast when we did it though. I kinda wish I found someone that could last a little longer, ‘cause it was pretty hot."
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17 Dec 2025
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You know you don’t have to do this, Jaemin’s words rip through Donghyuck’s head like this is the first time he is hearing them. Maybe it is.
But Donghyuck looks outside the glass doors and sees stupid fucking Mark leaning against the passager side of the car, aimlessly scrolling through his phone and wearing the grungey orange beanie Donghyuck bought him for his birthday. And Donghyuck’s heart aches at the sight of his boyfriend for some reason.
It’s just Mark.
(Or, Donghyuck’s past relationships are sort of starting to ruin his life. Well, more than they already have).
Translations: Russian
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- Part 1 of if you're on the water & co.
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09 Oct 2025
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“You like working on your birthday?”
“Birthdays aren’t a big deal to me."
Haechan finds comfort in his routine: full-time student by day, part-time bartender by night. His regulars adore him, but none intrigue him quite like Mark Lee, the reserved foreigner who has just moved to the Seoul for a fresh start.
But Mark is elusive, constantly vanishing without a word of explanation. So Haechan makes it his mission to find out why.
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11 Aug 2025