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    Shane’s face lit up with recognition at the song. “Oh, wait, I like this one!”
    Ilya watched in amused confusion as Shane stood suddenly and followed a bunch of Metros onto the dance floor. The remaining Metros hooted and hollered after him.
    Hayden grinned at the sight. “Right on the dot, three drink Shane.”
    Ilya looked at Hayden with an inquisitive look. “Three drink Shane?”
    Hayden nodded sagely. “We’ve only seen it twice. Because he hardly ever drinks and rarely more than one drink. But three drink Shane likes to dance.”

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    27 Jul 2026

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    Ilya has two problems.

    The first is that his best friend is freshly single and needs to get laid. The second is that Ilya is having some...weird feelings about it.

    These are completely platonic and heterosexual concerns for his friend, of course.

    (or a college au featuring shane and ilya as best friends, and shane as ilya's bisexual awakening)

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    27 Jul 2026

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    “No skating today,” the alpha stated after Ilya’s eye stayed on the rink for a moment too long.

    “Skating?”

    “I know we're hockey players, but we have to beat some stereotypes.”

    Ilya wasn’t really sure what that meant, but he caught one part of it that he did care about, “I play hockey?”

    The man’s brows furrowed again, “Ilya, are you sure you—”

    “I play hockey?” he interrupted, even though he knew it was a bad thing to do. One did not interrupt an alpha and he would pay for it later, but he needed to know.

    “Yes, Ilya—”

    “I am good?”

    “Yes—”

    “The best?”

    Now the man laughed, “fuck off.”

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    Ilya knew that admitting confusion, showing weakness only lead to worse things. The strange alpha he slept next to or the men he played hockey with might be sweet, but they were just as capable of cruelty as anyone else who Ilya had ever met. He knew better than to give any of them an opening. So when Ilya Rozanov woke up in a house with no memory of how he got there, he refused to admit it. Instead, he tried his best to piece his life together without drawing too much attention to himself.

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    26 Jul 2026

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    Shane pulls open a drawer where he keeps a pen and a note pad, and quickly pulls it out to start writing. Ilya won’t tell him what is wrong, but he at least has a few ideas.

    1. Ilya misses Boston. He lived there for years, had established a life there with friends. More of a clubbing and party scene than Ottawa. He misses Svetlana.
    2. Ilya misses the Raiders. He moved to a bottom of the barrel team, before Ilya came along they lost more games than they won and it’s only recently that they’ve been winning anything, and even then the losses are still frequent.
    3.

    Shane stops writing. His heart hammers in his ears as he stares down at the notepad, the sad little list looking back at him.

    3. Ilya is lonely. He misses sex. He misses women.

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    Shane notices that something is bothering Ilya. He seems miserable, and the less he talks to Shane about it, the more Shane begins to spiral, searching for a reason and ways to make it better. Turns out, he could not have been more wrong.

    Based on chapter 21 of The Long Game, instead of Ilya suggesting that Shane should sleep with other men, Shane suggests Ilya should sleep with women.

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    27 Jul 2026

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    Shane is drunk, concussed, and hiding in a phone booth when he calls the only number he knows by heart.

    The man who answers is not Hayden Pike.

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    26 Jul 2026