10 Bookmarks by binbreads
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It was a sin, that much he knew— a massive fucking one, at that. It was pure blasphemy. He was aware that his pastors would never forgive him for this, but he'd learned to accept it. He'd fallen from grace. There was no saving him now.
(Hueningkai found that he didn't even mind. He was getting his brains fucked out by Choi Yeonjun, things like these were the least of his worries.)
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15 Nov 2020
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If I ask You to Stay (Will You Listen?) by xaugust_solasta
Fandoms: TOMORROW X TOGETHER | TXT (Korea Band)
15 Nov 2020
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"Never grow up, Kai. I want us to always be like this."
When Kai replied, there was wisdom in his eyes that Soobin had never seen before. Either the sparkle in his eyes had always been there and Soobin hadn't noticed it until now, or it was something new that had emerged.
"I'm going to grow up no matter what. But I know you'll still love me."
(Soobin knew it was inappropriate and kind of sick to feel this way, but he's not ready to lose Kai.)
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15 Nov 2020
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force of habit by cutaepatootae (elysian)
Fandoms: TOMORROW X TOGETHER | TXT (Korea Band)
13 Nov 2020
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He hasn’t even touched Kai, but he already feels completely out of his depth. “How’re you feeling?” Soobin manages to say, walking slowly over to Kai’s bed.
“Like shit,” Kai whines. “I feel so hot, and my skin’s all prickly, and everything hurts.”
(or: kai goes into heat for the very first time, soobin helps him through it, and things go downhill from there)
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14 Nov 2020
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"A fucking email?!" Soobin tears right into him, not caring that the younger man is clearly groggy with sleep. "I get a fucking email?!"
"Soobinie," His boyfriend whispers to the receiver, sighing tiredly, but then his resignation turns into indignation. "Do you have any idea what time it is?"
"It's a clobbering time, that's what time it is!" Soobin seethes. "Why didn't you call to tell me this shit, Kai?"
"Because I knew you'd be angry," Kai defends his choice of action petulantly.
"For future reference: knowing that what you have to say will upset me is precisely the reason why you should call to tell me, not say it in a goddamn email."
(There is no doubt in Soobin's mind that his relationship with Kai is the most important thing in his life, and instinctively he decides that everything has to make way for them to be together. All Soobin wants for his life is to be with Kai – for a hundred days, even for more than that, he yearned to just be with him again. Why would Soobin ever sacrifice that for a one-in-a-million chance at becoming an artist?
He’s never been so wrong.)
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14 Nov 2020
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(p.) to stir, to touch, to move to tears.
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26 Aug 2020
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close to home by cutaepatootae (elysian)
Fandoms: TOMORROW X TOGETHER | TXT (Korea Band)
15 Aug 2020
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“Soooo,” Soobin says, and he sounds like he’s trying for casual but it just comes out sounding like he’s on the verge of a heart attack. “Who’d you dream about?”
Kai nearly chokes on his grape juice. “Nothing!” he says. “No one!”
(or: that sookai pre-debut to present-day origins fic no one asked for AKA pre-debut fun times, adolescent awkwardness & boys being 110% whipped for each other)
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15 Aug 2020
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Having sex with his teacher was risky– it meant a one-way ticket to the principal's office and a 100% guarantee that Soobin would lose his job.
But, regretfully so, that was exactly what made it so exciting.
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Soobin fucks his student– Hueningkai.
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04 Aug 2020
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"I know love. I've loved someone, genuinely loved him." He pauses briefly to push back the powerful memory. "But not more than I love you."
It’s hard for him to breathe, suddenly his lungs are full of water and he keeps breathing through his mouth to release the tension around his chest. Soobin wants to cry but he holds it in.
"And I lost that person because I thought choosing you over him would mean something to you. But clearly I was wrong."
(Soobin sacrifices everything to make things right between him and his father. He puts his life on hold so as not to offend him, to not add insult to injury. He has had relationships fail because he wouldn't introduce them to his parents and he could never spend Christmas with them because every year he has to try to fix something that couldn't be fixed and he can't help but wonder if anything ever going to make a difference, when it's only him who wants to change.)
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02 Aug 2020
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Draíocht by yjline
Fandoms: TOMORROW X TOGETHER | TXT (Korea Band), 방탄소년단 | Bangtan Boys | BTS
26 Jul 2020
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By crossing the doors, he would no longer be Huening Kai. No. He would become Omega number x, the weird Omega who was home-schooled one year longer than the legal duration, he will be older than every Omega present. A bad choice; according to the testimony of Omegas who had gone through this scenario.
"Hello and welcome to the Omega's Office, I'm Yoona, your host. How may I help you?"
Kai gulped and walked forward.
(Huening Kai went to the auction expecting to be bought by some random Alpha and became a part their harem forever. Instead he was shoved into a world of royalty and dirty politics and four Alphas who couldn’t seem to leave him alone.)
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26 Jul 2020
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“Isn't the whole purpose of a dating profile to introduce yourself? This is me."
The blond-haired man scoffs. "The purpose of a dating profile is to present yourself as a datable individual, who isn't weird at all for falling back to online dating in the first place. So in your case: be a little less you."
"Yeonjun!" Soobin whines and drops his head down, cradling his face in his arms on the kitchen table.
"Start over," Yeonjun orders; he leans over and promptly deletes the short personal essay Soobin had written about himself. "Write about where you grew up, about your hobbies and what you are looking for in a partner. Something normal. Pretend to be a respectable person."
Soobin twists his neck and peers up at the stern older man, his expression pinched. "That sounds exhausting."
Yeonjun smacks him upside the head.
(Soobin just wants a boyfriend, that's all. Apparently getting someone who would binge-watch food networks with you also means saying hi to your previous fuck-ups and facing the damned life you'd left behind.
How wonderful.)
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24 Jun 2020