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the voices of the lost is lost (some are found with you) by azrielkians
Fandoms: Yuri!!! on Ice (Anime)
24 Apr 2020
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"it was just one time," he loses the sharp edge on his tone. otabek altin is strong--- really, Kazakhstan steel on his bones and bronze on his skin; yuri's not a match for someone made out of battle. he looks away, burning festering, "one time. there won't be another.
"i don't want a one time, though." if it's possible for war to smile, he sees it to be like pyro; quick fire, but warm warm warm. "i want you."
(or yuri and otabek met under sparkling lights, neon signs, and human bodies on dancefloors. it's not a one-night stand if it's love)
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“do you—” jimin inhales, as if the question itself is physical hurt. “love someone now?” the question drifts in between them. cutting deeper into already jagged cracks.
(do you love someone else (now)?)
“i—” he couldn’t form the words. couldn’t say yes when the some of the things that’s them still lives and rots and withers underneath his bed. he can’t say, at some nights, the feeling he gets, thinking about him is hurt and love and hate. and how jimin and jeongguk is an island never to be reached again. he smiles, not to hurt him really— but to ease, his lies would carry more truth either way. “i do. he’s nice.”
“ah…”
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(or jimin and jeongguk are former lovers. jeongguk's a boy who loves to earn his share of the money to live, and min yoongi's
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where they’re already lying on velvet silken sheets by azrielkians
Fandoms: 방탄소년단 | Bangtan Boys | BTS
31 Mar 2020
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“i want this.” yoongi doesn’t know where he started to be the one who does the begging. but jeongguk is sad too. tied in dollar notes because they’re lovers to other people too. they’re not theirs. and it feels too wrong being in these sheets. yoongi’s given up being human for jeongguk. he swallows the things in his mouth; a mix of love, and revulsion. of need. “i want this.”
“we’d be breaking the rules.” jeongguk seems to smile, at least that’s what yoongi sees. but he knows jeongguk lying when he moves to his side and yoongi’s on the bed. jeongguk goes closer, lips-to-lips. he hears words uttered, something like i guess it doesn’t matter. there’s no fireworks when their lips meet. it’s just hormones getting the better of their wants and needs and wants. it’s just things going out of control. somewhere, yoongi says no one will know. jeongguk stifles a laugh at this. yoongi’s on his stomach, jeongguk at his back. fingers touching as if he hasn’t had enough of this.
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it starts like this—
threading carefully through the rain, buying coffee sachets at 7/11 stores in three a.m., and nudging him awake in the early rises of the sun streaks. it starts as easy as this— star-kissed happiness, dark hair foaming in between his fingertips filling his palms with its softness. the soft banks of the clouds just peeking through open windows. affection slipping past to easily between the two.It ends like this—
(or that fluff you didn't know you needed.)
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paper-strong, flower-stem kind of weak by azrielkians
Fandoms: 방탄소년단 | Bangtan Boys | BTS
16 Sep 2019
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His knee aches the most out of his worn body. Paper-strong—human no matter how much hierarchy and society pushes itself onto him. But his aching knee tells so much. How many pieces of him has been ripped away finally?
The boombox keeps blaring in his ears. He clenches something in his chest that’s alive, that’s there and he wonders how long it’ll be there. How long before it’s taken away too.
He stays on the floor. Head on the ground. Water and bottle spilled. He spills too. Blood, guttural sounds that comes out his mouth—his own kind of veins, own kind of sickness that bloats in his head like a tumor. Insults, comments, voices— criticism hitting him one by one. He’s flaring up like fire and he hates that the most; burning alive like ash.
(or he's going through a blizzard, confusion. Of love and hate; of loving two than one. of feeling it all, and feeling none at all.)
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when jeon jungkook was born, every planet was aligned, a perfect chart for a boy made of stars (literally, there are talks, stars for skin and gild for blood) (yoongi somehow believes them).
Bookmarked by azrielkians
21 Oct 2019
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“i’m yoongi,” he says. “hoseok’s roommate? he asked if i would be willing to drive you to work so here i am.” jeongguk stares at yoongi’s outstretched hand—nails covered in chipped black polish, which are attached to a very long and veiny hand, which is coming out of a fucking leather jacket, which is thrown over a black shirt, which is tucked into a pair of very tight and ripped black jeans, which come to rest above a pair of black combat boots, and that’s just—not fair. at all.
somehow, jeongguk manages to make the part of his brain not connected to his dick work enough to raise his hand, grasping onto yoongi’s a little too tightly. he swallows thickly, praying to god that his face isn’t as red as it feels when he looks yoongi in the eye again and lets out a quiet, “hi.”
(or: yoongi is a bad boy, jeongguk is a baby boy, and opposites always attract.)
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- Part 1 of (—who owns my heart)
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Bookmarked by azrielkians
15 Jul 2019
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No one really cares, right? Or, a collection of oneshots where Namjoon is too blinded by his hatred for himself to see the love everyone else has for him.
Sad endings are marked with [S] and happy endings with [H]
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He has to believe that there’s a Namjoon waiting for him in the future that’s happy. who’s surrounded by people who love him and he loves back, who looks at a sunset staining the sky pink and feels something, whose main character role in his dreams finally bled over into real life. And that that Namjoon is holding out his hand, beckoning, telling him, all you have to do is keep going. Keep taking the next step, and you’ll reach me.
So that’s why he trudges on. Too depressed to live and too okay to die.
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Bookmarked by azrielkians
08 Jul 2019
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I know I'll fall in love with you, baby by witheredleaf (micooled)
Fandoms: 방탄소년단 | Bangtan Boys | BTS
23 Mar 2016
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The soulmate/soulbond au where Yoongi is part of a famous rap duo and Jungkook is his diligent fanboy, they meet at a fansign and things escalate from there
(alt. Yoongi didn’t sign up for this)
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Bookmarked by azrielkians
30 Jun 2019
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family!au where Jimin’s just trying to survive high school, Taehyung keeps weirding everyone out, Namjoon is an embarrassing dad, Jin is supermom, and Jungkookie’s just along for the ride.
(now translated into spanish)
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Bookmarked by azrielkians
30 Jun 2019