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    It happens in an instant.

    Over Ilya’s shoulder, Shane sees the doctor and Wiebe give each other a look, and in a sudden bout of impatient anxiety, Shane ends up saying the words that come to ruin everything.

    “Don’t touch me.”

    The effect is instantaneous. Ilya’s hands fly to his sides, and Shane gets a front row seat as Ilya’s heart breaks before his very eyes. Eyes dimming and lips trembling in slow, painful technicolor.

    It causes Shane’s heart to break, too, and he vows, immediately, never to see such a look cross his husband’s face again.

    OR Shane embarks on a mission to heal his husband’s heart, one PDA at a time.

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    15 Feb 2026

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    “I’m right here. And you are okay, and you are safe, and healthy, and you are at home, yes? It is quiet, and nobody is there, nobody is bothering you. And the world is full of stupid idiots, but you are not one of them. And I am here. When you need me, I am here.”

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    or: The whole world thinks Shane is gay because of some stupid internet rumors, and he doesn't even have to confirm it. He's losing control of his entire life and he needs somewhere to put what little he does have.

    Ilya has open hands.

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    15 Feb 2026

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    Shane is still learning that he doesn't have to be perfect in his own relationship. Ilya is still learning the rules of Shane's bad days. So when Shane tries to push him away after a crushing loss, it leads to a tense argument. But ten years of rivalry are no match for Shane’s tears; the second he starts to cry, Ilya folds like a house of cards.

    Or: Shane tries to starve himself as punishment for losing, Ilya tries to feed him, and it turns into a very soft night of pampering because Ilya is legally incapable of staying angry at a crying Shane.

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    29 Jan 2026

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    He remembers showing up to L.A. without notice, all sweaty from the Harvard sweater plastered to his skin because he took the goddamn redeye and didn’t pack a thing, knocking until the lazy fuck got up and stood in front of him with bleary eyes, ready to yell, and instead got washed over by visible confusion and just untethered happiness. The way he shoved forty-something pages into his hands and Ben didn’t need an explanation. He just stepped aside to let Matt in and quipped, “I’ll start a pot. Cigarettes are on the counter.”

    And that was the beauty of working with Ben. He just fucking got it. He understood what Matt was offering without ever really needing to explain anything. It’s always been like that. Innate. Not something that grew over a decade of friendship but something that was placed within them by the goddamn universe or something.

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    22 Aug 2025

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    "Come on, Buck. Let it out. I hate this, too. I hate leaving you. Tell me how much you hate it. Yell at me, Buck. Come on, yell at me,” he begs.

    Buck snaps. He pushes off the couch and crowds into Eddie’s space.

    “Is this what you wanted?” He spits, pushing hard enough against Eddie’s chest that he takes a step backwards. “Hmm? You want me to lose it on you?”

     

    Or, Eddie cannot handle Buck pretending to be fine about his move to Texas. He, in fact, refuses to let him.

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    27 Nov 2024