SecretDilemma
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"Kevin struggles with the concept of home — he doesn't know if the image conjured from that word will ever stop being the dark and suffocating room he shared with Riko —, but he knows there must be some of it in the way his breathing comes easier when he is alongside Andrew."
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Kevin's perspective through the end of The King's Men and after it, dealing with anxiety, trauma and being in love with his best friends.
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16 Jun 2026
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"Seeing as his social media feeds are mostly Exy related, it's inevitable that he ends up reading posts about himself. It's a foul habit, he knows it, but justifies it as being attentive to his public image. How he is perceived by the public affects his career, and he will always do whatever it takes to keep being a professional Exy player — especially now that he is so close so being called to play for the Olympics Court."
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Being a famous athlete is hard. Being a famous athlete in a gay three-way relationship with two other famous athletes is unthinkable.Kevin might be letting his fears consume him.
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16 Jun 2026
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Do you ever think of me and my two hands by adodora
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
17 Feb 2026
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"Andrew's hands were meant for fighting — fighting for himself and for what was his. His responsibility was keeping his people safe, but it didn't extend to keeping them happy or even comfortable.
It was a completely foreign feeling, to want to give comfort. It wasn't what he was made for."
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Andrew and his hands were alone in the world. Until they weren't.
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16 Jun 2026
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He walks into the apartment, seeing Andrew standing in the kitchen, his hands leaned on the counter, his back to Kevin. Kevin didn’t think anything of it at first, he set his stuff down by the door, and Andrew clearly heard him, but he didn’t turn around. “What’s the plan for dinner?” Kevin asks, making Andrew take in a long breath, his hand reaching down, out of sight. Kevin took a minute to realize what he had walked into, but he heard Neil’s voice instead of Andrew’s next.
Neil’s voice was shot, his breath coming out quickly, and Kevin realizes way too late what he walked into. “Answer him,” Neil says simply, to Andrew.
“Don’t care.” Andrew replies, his voice sounding wrecked.
Kevin freezes, Neil is out of sight, but it’s not hard to imagine what is happening. He can imagine Neil on his knees, taking Andrew as far as he could, maybe even a hand wrapped around what he couldn’t fit in his mouth. Andrew was silent, but Kevin’s sure his face was twisted in pleasure, especially as he reached his hand down to likely press into Neil’s hair.
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15 Jun 2026
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Lohen tries to poison Varka. Somehow he doesn’t think about what might happen if he actually succeeds.
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07 Jun 2026