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  1. Public Bookmark 55

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    Shane realizes he deserves better after Vegas. Ilya spirals.

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    28 Jul 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 50

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    He awoke, launching himself off the bed. His body reacting before his mind did. It wasn't until his feet were on the floor, chest heaving, that he understood what happened.

    A strangled sob tore its way across the room. Hayden's eyes shot up, a bolt of fear coursing through him at the sound.

     

    Or - Rookie Shane begins to have frequent nightmares, his mood deteriorating as he desperately pretends he has everything under control.

    Hayden struggles to get his rookie to let him help, while Shane grapples with what happened to him. Over time, with the help of those closest to him, Shane comes to terms with the fact that it wasn't his fault.

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    24 Jul 2026

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    Ilya, against his better judgement, is in yet another boring midsize SUV and on the way to none other than Shane’s parents cabin.

    Ilya knows almost nothing about these people. He knows Yuna abstractly. She is an excellent manager, cut throat, a force to be reckoned with, and the woman who singlehandedly secured the majority of Shane’s impressive sponsorship portfolio.

    What he does not know, and what feels most important, is how the Hollander’s are going to take to the “gay son fucking his rival thing”. To be entirely fair, it’s a lot to absorb in an afternoon. But Ilya is not concerned with protecting the delicate constitutions of the elder Hollanders. Ilya is worried about protecting Shane. Supporting Shane. Showing Shane he chose correctly when he chose Ilya, despite everything that might point to otherwise.

    And so, Ilya is resolute in his decision. No matter what happens, no matter what they say, he will focus on one thing: protect Shane.

     

    OR:
    Shane and Ilya are finally on the same page about being in love. Shane's family is not.

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    21 Jul 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 78

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    After his heartbreaking interaction with Rozanov in Sochi, Shane decides it’s time to move on. 

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    20 Jul 2026

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    Because I can’t stop so I figured I’d drop them all here.
    Thanks Stickyslut17 for all the sleepless nights 🫶🏼

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    20 Jul 2026