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  1. Public Bookmark 16

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    Ryan bats the curtain out of their way and follows him in, savoring the way they have to squish their bodies in, their sides fitting against each other. Naim’s thigh bends over Ryan’s knee. One of his lanky arms gets swallowed by Ryan’s chest and bicep. Naim looks similarly thrilled, lips wavering as if he's testing his confidence. He’s still blushing. 

    “I’ll say it back if you smile real pretty,” he says to Naim’s lips, digging in his pockets for spare coins. 

    Naim goes still, like he’s too stubborn to give in to the kiss he so obviously wants. “Say please.” 

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    01 Jul 2026

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    Sick to my fucking stomach oh my god to think you’ve found the one person you can feel safe and vulnerable around and have them put their hands on you in the most violent way??? Incredibly written

  2. Public Bookmark 58

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    In reality, it could have been any number of people. His parents, or the neighbors, or a little girl walking her dog on by. Anyone would stop to watch two boys throwing stones at one another.

     

    Ryan kills Naim that night, too

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    29 Jun 2026

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    Simply stunning

  3. Public Bookmark 19

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    Ryan drags Naim along with him to go tree-climbing. Predictably, this does not end well.

    Pre-the Entity but post-“Nah, nothing” in the warehouse.

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    26 Jun 2026

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    They’re so soft and sweet with each other :( my heart hurts, it’s so gorgeous

  4. Public Bookmark 70

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    Naim climbed up the rattling, half-rotted scaffolding, and reached his hand into the fire to pull something out.

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    25 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Oh god. “Not you. I want you just like this." Actually sick with how perfect this piece is. The desperation and the horror at your own desire but not enough to let it stop you. Humans are just wretched, selfish things and if you can’t have the one you love then you’ll settle for the murderer with its face. Maybe soon it’ll kill you too, but at least for now you can steal this little slice of yours and satisfy the feral clawing in your chest.

  5. Public Bookmark 22

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    Ryan is pretty sure the creature wearing Naim's face and throwing rocks at his window isn't his boyfriend. But Naim's voice begs so sweetly for forgiveness, rooting him to the floor anyway.

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    Ryan thinks Hunter turned them in to the Church, and deals with the truth. Atleast he's not dealing with it alone.

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    25 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    To love someone so much that if you’re to die you’re so grateful that it’s at least by their hand :(