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  1. Public Bookmark 44

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    with ptmc short-staffed, jack has worked himself to the bone. samira tests a theory that she can get jack to take care of himself if the thinks he's taking care of her.

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    They eat with the faint murmur of the ED as a soundtrack. She pulls apart small pieces of her egg and cheese english muffin. Abbot wolfs down the burrito and studies the remains of the wrapper, as though his own hunger has surprised him.

    Her lips twitch with sympathetic amusement. How oblivious he’s been to his own needs. There’s a strange delight too, in finding Ellis was right. He’ll listen to her. He’ll give in, if it’s her. The thrill down her spine is electric. She wants to know how far she can push this. Exactly how close she can get before he says no or sees through her. How good would he be to himself if she asked it of him? Will he let her love him in this transitive way? Care for yourself because you care about me and I care about you.

    Well. Samira Mohan is nothing if not data-driven.

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    01 Jul 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 51

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    The distance is working. At least technically. Samira and Jack speak less, they spend less time together, and the flirting has all but disappeared. Everything is simpler and more professional now.

    And she has never been more miserable.

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    26 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 33

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    "You know what's actually fucked up? I think about your mouth. That fucking mouth, Mohan."
    Or: Samira loses a patient. Jack finds her in the dark. Things escalate.

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    26 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 61

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    Samira wants one reckless night with a sexy stranger.

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    25 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 15

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    Taking Dr. Abbot’s class had been changing her somehow, transforming her ambitions right in front of her eyes. She was good at doing the workshops. She liked digging at the simulated standardised patients to get to the root of their issues, like she was solving a mystery. She had been working on this thesis idea for years, making it her motivation to get into medicine—but she felt shaken by the fact that she had been missing such a major piece that seemed so obvious to her now. She’d thought surgery is where the buck stops, but she never considered where it all starts.

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    24 Jun 2026