DreamingOfBlue



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    Ryan bats the curtain out of their way and follows him in, savoring the way they have to squish their bodies in, their sides fitting against each other. Naim’s thigh bends over Ryan’s knee. One of his lanky arms gets swallowed by Ryan’s chest and bicep. Naim looks similarly thrilled, lips wavering as if he's testing his confidence. He’s still blushing. 

    “I’ll say it back if you smile real pretty,” he says to Naim’s lips, digging in his pockets for spare coins. 

    Naim goes still, like he’s too stubborn to give in to the kiss he so obviously wants. “Say please.” 

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  2. Public Bookmark 31

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    "Why don't you ever want me to touch you?" Naim says, his eyes flicking back up when he finds his words.

    Ryan seems to take a moment to process the words before his face does a weird, stuttery thing, and he whips his head away from Naim's scrutiny. "That's not--" he shakes his head, like he's trying to figure out what he's trying to say. "Don't worry about that, Naim." He says, glancing at Naim from the corner of his eye.

    Naim feels his brows furrow. "What?" He asks, because it's all he's thinking, and when Ryan doesn't respond, he adds: "I wanna make you feel good."

    Ryan looks back to him quickly, shaking his head. "You do. You make me feel good." He says, voice adamant, and it makes Naim believe him, however foolishly. "So... Why does it have to be more than that? More than what we do now?" He looks at Naim through his eyelashes, warily, like he's worried how he'll respond. If he'll yell.

    Naim doesn't yell. He watches Ryan for a while before relenting. "...Okay." he sighs, and he knows that Ryan can tell he's not truly done with the subject.

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    Or: Trials/Tribs of coming out to your bf you have to spend forever with.

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    30 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 31

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    Ryan calms down after a moment, though he's still grinning, rolling to lay on his back instead of his side, looking up at Naim. His hands are resting on his chest, like he's delicate, like he's not the strongest person Naim knows. Naim can't help but trace his knuckles along the side of Ryan's jaw. "How do you figure you'd like to...?" Ryan talks slowly, like he's testing the waters. "If we ever went all the way."

    Naim looks up at the ceiling for a moment, knocking the back of his head against the wall behind them as he gathers his thoughts. He can feel Ryan moving to rub his lips against the side of Naim's finger, pressing a chaste kiss to the webbing between his thumb and index.

    He allows his chin to fall back down, narrowing his eyes at Ryan. "I don't know. I didn't really think about it that hard. I thought more about--" he shrugs. "Other stuff."

    Ryan tilts his head again so Naim's watching his profile, looking at the wall opposite them. "I'd want you inside me, prob'ly,"

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    27 Jun 2026

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    "I told you there was a funnel web," Ryan gasps against his mouth as Naim rolls his hips again, "because I wanted to touch you."

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    Naim and Ryan spend the night after they leave Bandee in a motel. They do some much needed talking... and kissing. Mostly kissing.

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  5. Public Bookmark 32

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    Ryan thumbs at the lock, brows furrowing. “I can’t trust you.”

    Naim regards him like he’s made a fool of himself. “I can’t trust you either,” he volleys. “I wanted to stay away because I know you don’t want to see me, but—” He turns at breakneck speed to look behind him, whimpers, and looks back at Ryan, his face having lost all of its color and gained every shred of urgency Naim can muster.

    or, ryan forgives naim; an imagining of ryan's last night in bandee, victoria.

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