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    “Shane.”

    “Don’t. Just don’t, please?” He finally looks up at the mirror to see Ilya standing behind him through the reflection.

    He steps a little closer and he can feel the heat of him on his back. He feels the tension through his body slip away as Ilya’s body heat and smell surround him.

    “Did he do that to you?” He finally asks after a moment of silence.

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    Shane loved his simple and domesticated life as an omega, or so he thought. But his husband’s constant work trips had him feeling more lonely than he cared to admit to anyone. What happens when he meets an alpha who makes him feel things his over controlling husband/alpha has never made him feel? Now he has to navigate these confusing feelings for someone who isn't his mate.


    Or: Omega Shane meets Alpha Ilya, except Shane is married. But Ilya is in love and is determined to save him.

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    04 Jun 2026

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    The fire went out a long time ago. All that remains is ash.

    After years of trafficking, Ilya Rozanov has been conditioned to expect pain from every outstretched hand. So when he's placed with Shane Hollander, a seemingly gentle man in a quiet cottage, he knows better than to believe that it's rescue. It is a new chance to be good enough, if he can just figure out what this one wants from him.

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    03 Jun 2026

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    "Hi, solnyshko.”
    The Russian pet name set a firework off inside Shane's mind as he heard it cooed from behind him. The intonation was just as he remembered, but the voice was much deeper.

    He turned and felt himself short circuit. It took every ounce of willpower to not let his jaw drop cartoonishly to the floor. Shane would recognize his individual features anywhere, even after 5 years. But it was as if someone had snapped their fingers and the smug, silly Russian boy who had been attached to Shane's hip for 3 summers was transformed into some sort of fucking Adonis right before his eyes.

    “Ilya-” was all Shane managed before strong arms were wrapped around his waist and lifting him off the ground in a greeting all too familiar from years ago.

     

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    When Shane Hollander & Ilya Rozanov spent their summers as teens in an elite hockey camp, they quickly became inseparable friends. But they lose touch when Shane moves on as a prospect for the NHL and Ilya for the KHL.

    Years later, Montreal makes a bold move to take the hottest player in the KHL. After hearing of the Russian's reputation, the Montreal Captain is tasked with keeping his old best friend and new teammate out of trouble.

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    02 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 37

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    “You know, I don’t think we’ve actually said more than five words to each other since, um… since the last time.”

    “The last time? I don’t think I remember. I guess it’s been so long.”

    Ilya was lying straight through his teeth. He remembered every moment of that afternoon like it was yesterday: remembers the elation of letting the cry of “Shane” pass through his lips and the crack in his voice as he begged “Hollander”. He had been sitting on that couch, with the taste of tuna and cheese stuck to the inside of his mouth and a puddle drying on his stomach, for the last thirteen years. But he couldn’t say that.

    He needed Shane to tell him. Needed somebody — the only other person in the world who knows what happened that day — to confirm he wasn’t crazy, that he didn’t imagine the whole thing. That there had been something real, even if just for a millisecond. He needed somebody to tell him back the story he’d been picking apart with a magnifying glass for the better part of two decades.

    The tuna meltdown was really, truly the end — until a series of unfortunate run-ins force Shane and Ilya to face the memories that have been torturing them for nearly fifteen years, and face each other.

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    02 Jun 2026

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    Yuna has been worried about Shane since the day she found out she was pregnant. He was quiet, prefered to play by himself or try to bribe stray cats into his arms to take home. Always alone.
    Shane wasn't like other children, she knew that. He was special in many ways, but seeing him by himself all the time hurt the large part of her that new no matter what he did, he would be an outcast. All she wanted was for her baby to have an easy time in this world, have someone to look out for him.

    A friend. God, all she wanted was for Shane was for him to have a friend, and with every birthday or missed milestone she grew more and more worried it wouldn't happen. Not without help.

    Then the Rozanovs' moved into the house next door.

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    31 May 2026