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    Shane makes a drunken mistake in the name of protecting his carefully constructed closet, his life explodes in spectacular fashion. Suddenly faced with an unplanned pregnancy, a movie-star girlfriend, and a team of publicists convinced that "devoted family man" is a better headline than "gay hockey player," Shane commits himself to a future that looks perfect on paper. The only problem is that his heart still belongs to Ilya Rozanov—the man he left behind a few months earlier with a broken heart, several unresolved feelings, and a belly button full of cum.

    Featuring an unforgettable supporting cast of ridiculous characters—including the endlessly supportive Rose, a delightfully meddling book club of old biddies who adopt Ilya as one of their own, and a sweet baby who changes all of their lives—this is a funny, emotional story about parenthood, forgiveness, grief, healing, and two grown men who could have avoided most of their problems by having one honest fucking conversation.

    Don’t love the premise? I promise the delivery won’t disappoint. DO IT! I dare yah!

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    02 Jul 2026

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    “Can I come in?” Iyla asked.
    “Why?” Shane asked.
    Ilya took a deep breath. This anger didn't come from their rivalry. Something had happened. He needed to figure out what it was and how to fix it. The information he needed only lived inside the man in front of him. The man in front of him didn't want to give him any information. How would he get it?
    “Don’t we ever spend time together off the ice?” Ilya asked, a little suggestively.
    “Not anymore, Rozanov,” Shane said.
    “How long?” Ilya asked.
    “What?”
    “How long has it been since we were last together?” Ilya asked.
    “Five years,” Shane said.

    A funhouse mirror multiverse story where our Ilya wakes up alone in his old Boston penthouse and the other Ilya wakes up in a world where he is married to our Shane. Now with a little epilogue!

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    28 Mar 2026

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    The twin brothers Shane and Ethan are identical — so alike they’re impossible to tell apart.

    For years, Ethan vanished without a trace. Then, just as suddenly, he reappears with an unusual request: he wants Shane to take his place for a while.

    Shane agrees, unaware that Ethan’s past is filled with secrets, enemies, and danger.
    Worse still, Ethan is married — to the powerful and irresistibly hot husband Ilya Rozanov.

    What could possibly go wrong?

    Or: What if Shane has a twin brother — one who looks exactly like him but couldn’t be more different? And what if that twin brother just happens to be married to the unbelievably hot Ilya Rozanov?

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    24 Jan 2026

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    At this point, a clean break up would be more merciful. If either of them could manage it.

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    19 Jan 2026

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    Shane Hollander is tired of wanting someone he cannot have, and he’s dying as he waits for someone who will not stay. Someone who doesn’t want to stay, not when there are so many others waiting for him. Fun of another variety, Shane left a treat amongst many.

    It’s humiliating. It’s distracting. And it feels like shit.

    He wishes he could erase his feelings, move on as easily. In an effort to gain back control over the ‘situation’ that has become his romantic attraction to a notorious player, Shane attempts at imitating Ilya Rozanov’s methods until he perfects them and becomes as good as keeping it light and casual as his rival.

     

    Or Shane tries to Hoe Phase himself into a self discovery journey to choke and kill his feelings for Ilya Rozanov. Ilya is not the only who suffers from it, but he sure feels like he’s being choked and killed.

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    Story ends after chapter 6 but I keep writing bonus because the hyper fixation doesn’t end.

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    18 Jan 2026