Fics with Pain
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[Can you hear what I'm trying to say?
Can you feel the fear that I'm feeling today?]Series
- Part 1 of Fics with Pain
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Learn to breathe again by Frenchibi for thunderingskies, joanofarcticmonkeys, hajiiwa
Fandoms: Haikyuu!!
20 Dec 2016
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The moment Hajime opens his eyes that morning, he knows he should probably just stay in bed.
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- Part 2 of Fics with Pain
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"Iwa-chan?"
"Got cold," Hajime mumbles - but it's feeble, and oh, oh, something is terribly wrong.
"Are you-" Tooru tries to pull back, but Hajime's arms are holding him in place. "...are you crying?"Series
- Part 3 of Fics with Pain
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A voice, familiar, low, sends his heart thrashing.
"Tooru?"
There's a storm coming, wind building, rustling the leaves of the large apple tree and the hedges of the neighborhood.
There's no need for a greeting.
"...Iwa-chan."((Edit: Translation into Russian available, link in notes!))
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- Part 4 of Fics with Pain
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Tooru gets like this sometimes, lost in the darkness inside him that grows like an endless abyss, threatening to consume him. It's all Hajime can do, to try and take his hand and lead him away from the edge.
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- Part 5 of Fics with Pain
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"You okay?" Oikawa asks, brow furrowing in concern.
Hajime shrugs.
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- Part 6 of Fics with Pain
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How are you still here, relentlessly loyal, when the world is out there, waiting for you?
The world isn't waiting for Hajime.
[Hajime’s world is gray and empty - but Tooru is warmth and color. Why is he sticking around, when Hajime has nothing to offer him...?]
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- Part 7 of Fics with Pain
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Hajime shakes his head, frustrated tears spilling over again.
“I’m worthle-”
“Never,” Tooru says, fierce and determined. “Not to me.”
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- Part 8 of Fics with Pain
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There’s a single sliver of light, breaking through the tightly pulled curtains. It reaches the foot of the bed in a neat triangular shape, and Hajime’s eyes keep catching on it.
Tooru, on the other hand, is deliberately looking at the opposite wall.
They’re used to silences - or, well, they should be.Series
- Part 9 of Fics with Pain