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Jon stood there sitting on the bed staring down no he wasn’t his eyes aren’t on anything his eyes hazed with faded green faded brown his eyes weren’t his anymore they stopped being his back then now he sits with vision of endless void head down space out he can’t see anything he heard Martin walk into the room silently his head jolted up
“Martin is that you?” He look around turning his head still not use to himself having no eye sight
“It’s me Jon” Martin said as he slowly walk to the side of the bed that Jon is sitting up in he gently placing down the tea at the edge of the bed “you should told me you were awake Jon” Martin nudge Jon arm as he met his eyes to Martin eyes
His gaze was unsettling even without his vision Martin felt intense Jon instantly turn away “I’m sorry I forgot you told me not to” “no no no Jon” Martin try reach to him his hands felled through Jon…
Oh it’s happening again
He stood there looking at his hands as the room got cold Jon pulled Martin close to him “I can tell your sad” Martin smiled felled “Jon can you look at me?” He cupped Jon face and gently moved it to his eyesight “I wish I can see your face Martin”
Martin pulled him jon closely as he moved there lips close together making a small peck in the lips “I am happy your here jon” even hint sadness was tainted in Martin voice “please drink the tea I try to make sure it wasn’t hot as last time” Martin laughed at the memory of Jon burning himself but it’s funny Jon didn’t seem bothered burning himself with the drink
“Sooo Jon” Martin sat at edge the bed “yes Martin” jon try feel for the tea as he met the cup he slowly grab it making sure it was in his hand as he blew onto it slowly taking a small sip from it “thank you for the tea” Martin try smile
The room was already cold Martin curled up at edge where Jon feet at him laid there depressed he didn’t know what to do with Jon his love his partner his world he’s weak unable do task he use to do now needing assistance for everything
“Martin your thinking too loud” Jon grunted “sorry Jon” Martin made small laugh as he turn to see Jon drinking his tea “just been a rough month”
“It has been” Martin laid there “Martin” Jon try figuring where to place the tea back down Martin pick his head up to see him struggle he got up and put it to the side
“Still getting use to this?” Martin smiled tho Jon couldn’t feel it but got the hint “it’s weird” he smiled towards him they sat in silence it was nice
“I miss this type silence something nice something not in edge” Jon nodded and smiled