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There are so many things Azure is proud of
how proud of resolving their issues with Two time,being able to stay like he's right now,holding his partner like they are going to disappear
Keeping attention and try to memorize everything tiny thing,how their face looks so calm and the slow breath,how their skin touching eachother
Familiar
Warm
A silent reminder that they are alive,they are ok and safe,and not on that forsaken place of death and torture
Azure is proud of how each one is trying their best to heal,trying to be more communicative to one another
Two time it's getting better at managing their anxiety,paranoia,and mood swingings,also stopping to cut
at least when they do they ask for help,and Azure is glad to help Two time with anything they need
He has being working on his anger issues and the weird relationship he has with this body
Azure doesn't feel fully comfortable on it yet,he doesn't think he ever will
But he learned to accept it
He learned to appreciate it
Its a weird feeling of thinking your body its beautiful,any body is,thinking on how much its unique and every little mark and scars that make “you”
But at the same time feeling like it doesn't belong to you,it's not ugly! It just doesn't represent you
Looking down and expecting to see a flat chest only to find the opposite its weird
Azure hates and love his body
The days where this feeling of appreciation its shattered and discomfort takes over,Two time is always there to show how beautiful it is,to comfort Azure
To hold his hands and say sweet things,to share vulnerability
To show their whole you,all the parts they think that are ugly,pretty,confusing,weird,funny
Show to each other in the hope of making they feel more comfortable with their own little parts
In the end of the day,it's what makes him…himself
Azure its proud of how they can be comfortable
Never he thought that one day he would be able to sleep without any clothes,yeah its weird but its amazing in the same time
Is it freeing in a sense?
and both of them being able to share their warm,to be more close that they ever could,to feel eachother,like their souls are hugging
It's oddly comforting
Being able to just show yourself to your loved one and being appreciated,and not feeling like you don't deserve it
Azure its proud
For both of them
He is happy they are alive