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hate that i made you love me

Summary:

The Final Battle between Naruto Uzumaki and Sasuke Uchiha becomes a confessional.

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sasuke is a bottom argue with the wall

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Naruto knew it even as he laid beneath Sasuke, staring up at the exhausted Uchiha through the constant sting of his fists connecting to his face, Naruto knew it the way he always had. They fought for hours. Naruto let Sasuke take all of his rage out on him, Naruto fought back with everything he had the way Sasuke needed him to, and he steadily denied it each time Sasuke tried to downplay their relationship for his own sake.

Naruto knows. He knows the feeling of his chakra as if it were his own, that eerie, unreadable rage that envelops any room that Sasuke takes space in.
He has always known Sasuke is stubborn. He’s chased him long enough to understand that his emotions are explosive.

So when the war was finally over and it should’ve been grounds for celebration, Naruto knew that even that was too easy for Sasuke to accept. So he obliged him. He followed him to the two statues he lays bloody at the foot of now, doing his best not to look so hopelessly in love as he studies the raw hate etched into Sasuke's features. He tries his best to pretend he isn’t grateful to be touched by him in any way after years of being too late, of relentlessly tracking him down.

Naruto has to tear his gaze from Sasuke to lean his head to the side, coughing up blood. He thinks looking away from him now, when he’s finally here, is more painful than any blow Sasuke could possibly land. Sasuke doesn’t want to know that though. Sasuke doesn’t want to admit that a part of him already knows that.

Naruto thinks that these shared feelings are a part of the reason Sasuke never stopped running. He knows that. They could never be as close as they both wanted to be but never spoke out loud.

Now that it’s over, what other choice does Sasuke have here? His revenge was enacted. Itachi redeemed. The war ended.

Naruto is the last loose end for him. He’s the last connection that Sasuke has never had the ability to contain. If he keeps running, Naruto will never stop chasing. If he stays, he has to face the soul crushing weight of the emotions he’s locked away head on.

Naruto’s head sways back to center on Sasuke over him, his gaze stuck on Sasuke’s trembling fist each time it draws back and connects more softly now to Naruto’s beaten flesh.

“Why can’t you just die already?” Sasuke pants, his palm pressing heavy on Naruto’s chest as he looks down at him. The anger in his expression diminishes with each passing minute, replaced by a pain so profound that Naruto has to dig his nails into his palms to stop himself from reaching out.

“Kill me if you need to, Sasuke.” Naruto answers honestly because there’s no other choice here. They could both kill each other if one of them really wanted to, but one is busy enjoying the intimacy of the contact and the other one is pulling punches too early and denying he likes this too.

He could shove Sasuke off of him and reverse their positions. Sasuke is weaker now. He’s swaying on Naruto’s lap as he presses down harder against his chest, trying to catch his breath. Naruto could take advantage of this, but then he’s scared he’ll forget the feeling of Sasuke’s weight on top of him too quickly. It would also just hurt Naruto more to continue to batter his beaten face further beyond recognition. A face he’s only seen glimpses of these past few years. A face he’s trying desperately now to memorize in case he loses it again.

“You kill me! Kill me!” Sasuke clenches his fists and beats down on Naruto’s chest in a sudden outburst, the blows soft but Naruto still winces, aching all over.

“You know I won’t do that, Sasuke.” Naruto shakes his head, his hand snaking up and closing over one of Sasuke’s fists as it smacks down on his chest again. Naruto coughs more blood, not turning fast enough and choking as it goes back down with nowhere else to go.

Sasuke’s pained expression shifts to a sudden panic as he slides off of Naruto’s lap. He turns him on his side and pats at Naruto’s back with way too much pressure to avoid seeming soft even now as the blonde coughs up red violently.

Naruto falls back onto his back, sprawled out and staring up at the sky as the sun still beams overhead, slowly beginning the process of setting. Sasuke lays down next to him without a word, his hands at his side. The only sound between them is the sucking in of air, their lungs expanding painfully as they both try to regulate themselves again.

Naruto pretends not to notice that there is less than a centimeter of space between their pinky fingers, they are always just almost there. Almost touching. It’s always almost enough.

The silence stretches on with Naruto just listening as Sasuke’s breathing finally begins to even out, a sigh of relief escaping past his lips at Sasuke’s quiet momentary acceptance.

“I hate you, Naruto.”

“I love you, Sasuke.”

There’s not a second of delay in Naruto’s easy response. He hears Sasuke swallow the heavy knot in his throat, his eyes shutting hard as his breathing begins to stagger again.

“I love you. I love you. I love you, always, Sasuke.”

“I’m asking you not to. I’m begging you not to.” Sasuke’s voice wavers slightly, a heavy sigh leaving his cracked lips.

“It’s the one thing I can’t do for you. You know I’ll do anything else you ask.” Naruto smiles weakly, his head dropping to the side to face Sasuke’s profile.

“What does loving me get you? Look where you are, Naruto. Kill me. End this now. End my torment. Our…”

“Why does it have to get me anything? I’m next to you. That’s where I am.”

“And this makes you happy?” Sasuke scoffs, his voice too tight. “This agony.”

“It doesn’t hurt me to love you.”

“Look at you!”

Naruto sighs in response, his head tilting to the side. His eyes immediately trace from the disheveled hair stuck to Sasuke’s forehead, to the furrow of Sasuke’s brow as he struggles to understand, to the slender curve of his nose leading to his chapped pink lips, shut hard in a tight line.

“Yeah. Maybe that’s wrong.”

“So you admit—”

“It hurts more trying not to love you, Sasuke.” Naruto speaks softly, his lips twitched downward into a small frown. “I’ve tried, you know? Maybe I never stopped chasing after you, but in my head. I’ve tried. Ran through the different scenarios. Played them all out. I don’t think there’s a version of me that doesn’t love you the way I do.”

“You shouldn’t say things like that.”

“I know.”

“One of us is supposed to die.”

“If I killed you it’d be like I just killed myself. You’ll have to be the one to live if it’s what you really want.”

“It has to be me, Naruto. I have to die.”

“Then I guess we’re stuck here.”

“Naruto, you don’t understand.”

“I do, Sasuke. You don’t have to say it. I know.” Naruto smiles gently, his chest tightening as Sasuke’s head droops to the side, their eyes finally meeting.

“I’m supposed to restore my clan.”

“Yeah.” Naruto nods his head, understanding clear in his features. “I’m not asking you to give that up. I’m just asking you to come home.”

“You’d be content to watch me get married and have children?”

“I’d be content just to know you’re alive, Sasuke. Don’t you get that? We’re sneaking around it, but it’s not as big as you’re making it. I love you. I love you in a way no one has ever been able to understand. I love you in a way that has made even some of my closest allies look at me with disgust when it finally clicks for them. That’s never stopped me.”

Naruto pauses to steady his breathing, sensing his emotions starting to get the better of him.

“Get married. Have kids. Or don’t. Leave the village. Never acknowledge my existence again. I’ve always tried to let you do what you want but you always… choose wrong.”

Sasuke laughs, the noise distinctly bringing Naruto back to the beginnings of team seven. He briefly sees his immediate obsession with everything involving Sasuke, his overwhelming urge to capture all of his undivided attention, the longing disguised in a childish rivalry.

He’s brought back when the laugh turns into a crackled cough, Sasuke wincing as he settles back down.

“Do you realize how contradictory that statement is?”

“I’m sorry that I don’t see destroying the entirety of the Hidden Leaf as a right decision on your part, Sasuke.”

“I moved past that.”

“I like Kurama. And also the other Tailed Beasts. And most of the Kage.”

“So you don’t like the Cloud one either?”

Naruto grins at this, shaking his head in disbelief at Sasuke’s ability to read him after all this time.

“He’s one of the allies that looks at you funny, huh?”

“I don’t think that me traveling between villages to plead for a recall on your execution with the grounds of you being my friend helped.”

“You probably cried.” Sasuke scoffs, a playful edge to his tone.

“I cried.” Naruto smiles, his heart squeezing at how easy talking to Sasuke still comes.

“I don’t want to get married and have children.”

“Then don’t.”

“I’m supposed to want to.”

“I don’t care.”

“You’ll get married and have children.”

Naruto pauses at this, suddenly deep in thought. “If you left… or, if you did first.” He says it so softly, almost like he’s hesitant to admit it.

“Funny.” Sasuke huffs out a sharp breath through his nose.

“Why’s that?” Naruto’s features scrunch as his eyes scan over Sasuke’s as he rolls them.

“I was thinking the same thing.” Sasuke shrugs.

“I’ve never been one to leave, Sasuke.” Naruto answers firmly, an eerie acceptance settling over his features.

“Yeah, but you’d marry first.” Sasuke responds just as firm, resentment lodged in the back of his throat.

“Guess we’re both flawed that way.” Naruto sighs, his jaw clenching as he senses the hurt in Sasuke’s tone. “Just stop running.”

“We’d kill each other.” Sasuke turns away from him again.

“We already try to.” Naruto sits up with a grunt, leaning back on his elbows and looking over Sasuke as he stares up at nothing.

“It’s not right.”

“We’re teenagers at war. What’s right?”

“The war’s over now.”

“It’s not over until you come home, Sasuke.” Naruto touches his hand to Sasuke’s cheek, redirecting his gaze to meet him directly again. “With or without me.”

He hears Sasuke suck in a sharp breath, his cheeks tinting pink as Naruto’s thumb smears a spot of dried blood on his cheek.

Naruto doesn’t have time to react before Sasuke’s forehead connects with his with blunt force, Naruto’s vision immediately blurring as the pain shoots through him rapidly.

He can hear Sasuke’s rapid breaths, the faint outline of him scattering backwards, his pupils dilated like an animal cornered.

“You can’t do that, Naruto. I’m not—”

“What is the point of denying what you feel for me anymore?” Naruto rubs his head, struggling still to regain his focus.

Naruto doesn’t answer, tumbling forward towards Sasuke and pinning him down, watching the Uchiha’s features twist in a mixture of shock and excitement.

“I’m not—” Sasuke struggles under Naruto’s hold and Naruto tugs him up by his torn and bloodied shirt, slamming him back down in an attempt to knock some sense into him.

“You are! I don’t care if you don’t admit it, just don’t sit here and still keep trying to deny it to me! Of all people, ME?!” Naruto continues to shake him, Sasuke’s limbs catching and tugging on any part of Naruto he can grasp, fighting with all he has in him.

Sasuke screams in frustration, his face a few inches away from Naruto’s as he continues to thrash, the two taking turns having the advantage. They wrestle each other with no outspoken goal in mind, attempting only to silence the others' accusations.

Sasuke ends up straddling Naruto, his hands wrapped tightly around his throat as Naruto claws at his face, grabbing a handful of hair and tugging him to the side, slamming him face down against the ground. Naruto is over him in an instant, his breath hot against Sasuke’s ear as one hand presses down against his cheek, his other hand securely holding his hip down to stop his struggle.

“Who are you lying to, Sasuke? After all this time, do you honestly think I would still accept your denial?” Naruto digs his palm against Sasuke’s cheek, pushing his face into the dirt below.

Sasuke pants below him, his resolve weakening at Naruto’s relentless insistence. When he shifts again, Naruto moves more of his weight onto him and Sasuke instinctively presses up against it, earning a strangled gasp from Naruto.

Naruto freezes over Sasuke, his breathing altered slightly, unsure of how to proceed.

“Sasuke…”

He feels Sasuke suck in a shaky breath, his eyes shutting hard as he presses his hips back up against Naruto. Naruto’s grip on Sasuke tightens, his hand moving from his cheek to press down on the small of his back, holding him there.

“What are you—” Naruto exhales, a breathy moan escaping past his lips at Sasuke’s movements. He feels his eyes flutter shut as he presses down on Sasuke’s hips again, leaning further and grinding down against him.

Sasuke just presses his face down into the dirt below him, biting down hard on his bottom lip to stifle any noise that might escape, any indication that he is enjoying this.

Naruto notices, leaning over Sasuke and sliding a hand up from his waist to tug at his hair, yanking his head back. Sasuke lets out a broken moan, his breath catching as he tilts his head and meets Naruto’s gaze.

Sasuke is flushed and panting, his pupils dilated so far his eyes somehow look a shade darker than black. Naruto groans at the sight alone, holding him there and forcing him to hold his gaze as he grinds against him again. His hand kneads at the flesh of Sasuke’s waist with a bruising force, making him feel the obvious bulge pressing against his backside.

“Naruto—” Sasuke says it so desperately, his voice unsteady as his hands crunch at the ground beneath him

“Tell me you feel it too, Sasuke. Please… just once, tell me…”

Naruto chokes on his moan, shaking his head no as he chews his lip until it draws blood. Naruto moves his hand from his hip, sliding it under Sasuke’s body and palming at his hard, aching cock. Sasuke physically tenses, his breath catching as he squirms again under Naruto in a weak attempt to knock him off.

“Tell me to stop, Sasuke. Tell me you don’t want this.” Naruto pleads, his hand remaining but not making any effort to pull back or escalate.

Sasuke’s hips push down against where Naruto’s hand lays, forcing him to touch him. Naruto grinds hard against him in response, resulting in a whiny moan from Sasuke below him.

“You like this, don’t you?” Naruto huffs, his hand squeezing the outline of Sasuke’s erection through his pants.

Sasuke only moans in response, shaking his head no all the while he urges the blonde idiot to continue to force the confession out of him.

“Yeah? I should’ve known you wanted to be put in your place. Just needed something to make you listen.” Naruto is just talking to get a response, trying desperately to hide his own inexperience as he watches Sasuke unravel below him.

“I’ll… I’ll run again, you know I always…” Sasuke gasps at the weight of Naruto grinding against him, feeling the years of lent up frustration.

“I’ll just come and get you back again. You know I will.” Naruto scoffs, both his hands quickly securing on Sasuke’s hips as he pulls back, turning him over and hovering over him again, holding Sasuke down, his thumbs pressing hard into his waist.

“I don’t even know what I’d… I don’t know what I’m doing—” Sasuke suddenly sounds insecure, his voice weak and unsure. He leans up on his elbows, so close that Naruto can feel the warmth of his breath, watching as Sasuke’s eyes scan over his features, really, finally seeing him.

“I don’t either.” Naruto reassures gently, his grip on Sasuke loosening at their mutual confessions.

“It makes me weak to want you this way.”

“We’re stronger than everybody else, Sasuke.”

“Not like that. Not—”

“I got stronger because I love you so much I needed to be able to drag you back home.”

“You got stronger to be Hokage one day.”

“You think I would want to be Hokage, that I would ever accept the title, if I couldn’t save you?”

Sasuke sucks in a sharp breath, his cheeks tinting a faint shade of pink at the realization.

“I’ve never been afraid to tell the world I love you. The stupid rivalry we had as kids was just my lack of understanding. I don’t think I could love more than…” Naruto motions between them, his own face reddening as he goes on, “this.”

“You’re an idiot, Naruto.”

“Yeah. Yeah, I’m an idiot. Just call me something. As long as you think I’m something.”

Sasuke leans forward and Naruto follows, mirroring each other's actions until their lips meet in the middle. The kiss is brief, soft, exploratory. It is life altering nonetheless.

They pull back, noses still touching as their eyes meet again. Naruto can’t bear the separation now that he knows what it’s like to be close. His hand snakes around to Sasuke’s nape and tugs him forward, their lips crashing more clumsily now. It’s a mess of teeth and neither wants to give up control, Sasuke’s hands finding stability on Naruto’s chest as he presses him firmly, only enabling Naruto to lean further into Sasuke.

Naruto bites hard at the flesh of Sasuke’s bottom lip, earning a startled gasp out of him. He takes the opportunity to take control of the kiss, feeling the way Sasuke eases up under him, submitting to Naruto’s lead.

Sasuke begins tugging him closer, their mouths syncing as they continue to swallow each sound the other makes. Naruto feels every emotion at once, his mind buzzing with every interaction he’s ever had with Sasuke, with every interaction he’s ever had with the girl he’s supposed to love, with every way that no person in his life has ever taken up as much space as Sasuke has. He can’t stop now that he knows what it’s like to have him this close. His hands fumble at the tie of his obi, desperately seeking more contact.

Sasuke helps him, his own hands tugging down the fabric of Naruto’s jacket, his hands sliding up his chest under his shirt to feel the heat of his skin.

“Naruto—” The blonde feels his heart in his throat at the breathy way Sasuke begs his name, tugging at the hem of his shirt and ripping it over his head to give him what he wants. He always wants to give him what he wants.

“What do you want, Sasuke? Just tell me.” Naruto whispers against Sasuke’s neck as the robe puddles under him, exposing his pale chest. He kisses the skin there because it feels right and he needs to, his tongue tracing up the spot he can feel the Uchiha’s pulse racing from.

Sasuke shudders at the contact, his back arching against Naruto’s chest as both gasp at the feel of each other's skin like this. So close. So intimate.

“Don’t make me say it.” Sasuke pleads, half moaning as Naruto bites down at the crook of his neck, earning a sharp inhale from Sasuke.

“I’ve waited long enough for it. I deserve to hear it once.” Naruto laps at the bite, soothing the ache as Sasuke winces.

“One time would never be enough for you.”

“You’re just scared you won’t be able to stop once you start.”

“It’s too late for that already.”

“Tell. Me.” Naruto punctuates his words by shoving Sasuke back, pinning his hands above his head as he works at his neck, leaving marks across his pale skin.

Sasuke writhes underneath him, hands pressing against Naruto’s restraint, his back arching as Naruto fits himself between his thighs. When Naruto grinds down against him, they both moan out, the sensation surprising the both of them.

“You. I want you, Naruto. I’ve always wanted… you, okay?” Sasuke admits it finally, causing Naruto to curse under his breath, his efforts only doubling.

“Take… I want more off.” Naruto releases his hold on Sasuke to tug at the fabric of his pants, sucking in a sharp breath as he reveals Sasuke to himself. His erection slaps heavy against his lower abdomen, his tip red and leaking, begging to be touched. Naruto obliges without thinking twice, his hand wrapping tightly around Sasuke’s base and stroking him once, watching for his reaction.

Sasuke immediately makes a sound in between a sob and a moan, his thighs trying to twitch closed and instead squeezing at Naruto’s hips between them. He pants, trying to recenter himself before Naruto repeats the motion, watching his rival fall apart beneath him.

“Shit, Sasuke… does that…?” Naruto asks softly, his thumb swirling the bead of precum forming at Sasuke’s tip around as he twitches beneath him.

“Don’t… just don’t talk I… please…” Sasuke begs and Naruto strokes him again, leaning over him and capturing his mouth in a hungry kiss, swallowing every whimper he pulls from him.

Sasuke trembles below him, his hips kicking into Naruto’s hand as he whines and begs against his mouth for him to keep going.

“Yeah? You’re so…” Naruto’s breath catches in his throat as he watches Sasuke writhe under him, his beaten body flushed red and his hands clawing at Naruto’s shoulders, trying to find something to ground him.

Naruto releases his grip on Sasuke and before he can really protest he’s fitting his face between his thighs, sucking his tip between his lips and moaning at the taste of him. Sasuke cries, his body tensing and then shaking as Naruto slides his head down, blinking up at him.

“N-Naruto… wait… you don’t have to…” Sasuke begs, throwing his head back as Naruto chokes himself on his length, coming back up to breathe.

“Want to. Fuck, I want to. You’re so pretty.” Naruto reassures, kissing and licking stripes up Sasuke’s twitching length. Naruto resumes his motions, coming down and choking as Sasuke hits the back of his throat, his nose meeting the trimmed patch of black hair at his base.

Sasuke has tears streaming down his face when Naruto comes up again, his mouth agape in a silent scream as Naruto repeats the motion, feeling Sasuke’s hips jerk up to bury himself deeper somehow. Naruto gags, lifting himself off and coughing, a string of saliva still connecting the two.

“I’m… I’m sorry…” Sasuke pants, his legs spread and twitching as he watches Naruto with a look of genuine concern.

“S’okay… feels good.” Naruto admits, scratching at the back of his neck, his face flushing a deeper shade of red. Naruto wipes at his face before lowering himself again, making Sasuke yelp as he slides his hands under him, lifting and spreading him open for him.

“I’ve really never… done anything like this. With anyone…” Sasuke says again, his breath catching as Naruto spits against his hole, massaging his rim with his calloused fingers.

“I… um, me neither… but Kakashi sensei reads a lot… and that pervy sage used to make me proofread…” Naruto admits, shrinking as Sasuke’s eyes widen in surprise.

“You… you read that junk…?” Sasuke huffs out a laugh, a staggered moan escaping him as Naruto’s finger slides into him one knuckle deep. Naruto grins shyly in response, "They were all kinda boring and trashy… but I thought some of it might be useful, you know?”

Sasuke’s eyes flutter shut as Naruto works him open, his body tensing each time Naruto slides his finger back inside of him. “Pervert…”

“You seem to enjoy it.” Naruto smiles, his gaze shifting to meet Sasuke’s as Naruto spits against him again, sliding a second finger inside of him to join the first. Sasuke tenses, his body twitching.

“That’s… I don’t—” Sasuke’s words are cut off as Naruto crooks his fingers slightly, pressing firm against a spot that rips a desperate moan from Sasuke.

“Yeah?” Naruto asks, dazed at the sight before him. He presses against the spot again, crooking his fingers more into it, more deliberately. Sasuke’s back arches up sharply, his eyes rolling back as his lips part in a silent scream.

“God, Sasuke…” Naruto half moans, watching as Sasuke’s dick leaks onto his lower abdomen, red and aching for attention. He continues to pump his fingers into him, watching Sasuke try to crawl back only to be pinned down.

“N-Naruto… I can’t…” Sasuke pleads with him, his thighs trying to shut and only squeezing Naruto’s hips, locking him in.

“Yeah… you can. You wanna.” Naruto smirks, slipping a third finger into him, rubbing firmly against the sensitive spot inside of Sasuke.

“I’m… wait, Naruto I’m gonna…” Sasuke desperately tries to scoot back away from the sensation, Naruto’s hand pressing down firmly against his hip to keep him in place under him.

“I know. What did you think I’m doing this for?” Naruto smiles down at Sasuke, his gaze full of determination as he continues his efforts, the wet sound of Naruto’s spit slicked fingers only audible in the gasp between Sasuke’s pleading cries and Naruto’s wicked encouragement.

Naruto leans down and takes Sasuke’s length into his mouth and Sasuke screams, his back arching off the floor beneath him. His eyes roll back as his entire body trembles, hot spurts of cum filling Naruto’s mouth as he moans at the sensation, sucking him in deeper and swallowing all that he can manage. When he pulls back, panting, he licks at the corner of his mouth where Sasuke drips from him, determined to keep anything he can pull from him to himself.

Sasuke whimpers as he comes down, still feeling Naruto’s fingers pump slowly into him, scissoring and stretching him open. Naruto watches Sasuke's dick, still half hard, twitch at the sensation.

“I’ve dreamt of touching you like this, Sasuke.” Naruto whispers, his voice hoarse from taking Sasuke.

Sasuke only whimpers in response, his body surrendering to him, losing all its tension.

“Did you think of me, Sasuke?” Naruto hums, letting his fingers drag against the spot inside of him and watching how his back arches slightly and his breath catches.

“Yes…” Sasuke whispers softly, only for Naruto.

“You liked me chasing you, didn’t you?” Naruto exhales through his nose playfully, dragging a desperate whine from Sasuke.

“Y-yes…”

“Why, Sasuke?”

“P-part of me liked having you so… obsessed…”

“Yeah?” Naruto smirks, curling his fingers and earning a strangled cry from Sasuke, his dick fully hardening again.

“You read a lot… of those books.”

“I’m good at this? I wanna be good at this. Need to be. Make you stay. Or you can go. I’ll follow you anyway.”

“Wanted you… inside me… hated myself for… wanting it so bad…” Sasuke admits, his hips grinding down against Naruto’s hand now, adapted to the sensation.

Naruto curses under his breath, his own hand fumbling at the button on his pants as his own neglected erection rubs painfully constricted. He hears Sasuke inhale sharply when he finally manages to release himself, removing his fingers from Sasuke abruptly and hooking his hands under his thighs, dragging him closer.

“F-fuck…” Sasuke gasps, leaning up on his elbows as he watches Naruto take himself into his own hand, stroking himself a few times. He drags his precum over his shaft, coating himself before spitting into his palm and adding it as well.

“I was so confused the first day you did this to me, you know?” Naruto lets his eyes flutter shut, leaning his head back. “Just a normal day sparring and then you ended up on top of me. I shoved you off and ran off home.” Naruto moans softly, keeping his strokes slow and controlled.

“I know, Naruto. Sometimes I’d feel it… keep pushing you and dragging you back into our fights just to get closer. Stay close.” Sasuke feels himself trembling with want as he watches Naruto, biting his tongue to avoid begging.

Naruto leans over him, connecting their lips in a slow kiss, nipping at the skin of his bottom lip as Sasuke feels Naruto’s tip nudge at his hole, hot and heavy against him.

“Won’t fit…” Sasuke gasps, already anticipating the struggle.

“I’ll make you take it. It’s the least you could do after all this mess you made.” Naruto’s kiss trails down his jaw, his teeth finding leverage where his collarbone protrudes slightly.

“Wanna take it.” Sasuke admits, dazed. His mind fuzzy as Naruto nuzzles against the crook of his neck.

“I know you do, baby.” Naruto hums, leaning back again and spitting into his palm, coating his length with a few even strokes. Sasuke whines at the nickname, his breath catching as Naruto lines himself up, pushing against Sasuke’s rim until he’s able to slip himself inside.

Naruto groans, biting down on Sasuke’s shoulder as he struggles not to just shove himself in and come from the sensation of Sasuke surrounding him alone.

Sasuke’s lips part in shock, his nails digging themselves into Naruto’s shoulders as he steadily rocks himself deeper, slipping past his ring of muscle and settling in a few inches. Sasuke whimpers below him, his body tensing at the new sensation.

“You… I need you to relax. Squeezing me and I can’t—” Naruto takes in a shaky breath, trying to will himself not to finish before he’s even fully seated inside of Sasuke.

Sasuke nods, easing his grip on Naruto's shoulders as Naruto uses his hands to rub soft circles on his hips, staying still and letting him adjust.

“Move… please, move.” Sasuke pleads after a few moments, his body trembling as Naruto kisses up his chest, his jaw, finally reaching his lips and pressing firm as he thrusts forward, burying his remaining length inside of Sasuke in one smooth motion.

Sasuke’s back arches against Naruto’s chest, a choked sob escaping past his lips as he struggles to form any coherent response. He digs his nails down Naruto’s back, every nerve inside him lit.

Naruto pants, the feeling of his hips flush against Sasuke’s, the overwhelming warmth of being this close, he has to pull back slightly to avoid finishing, giving Sasuke a shallow thrust.

“S’too… too much… can’t…” Sasuke’s hand reaches between their bodies, his fingers tracing where Naruto fills him, eyes widening at the stretch.

“You’ve never given up before, Sasuke.” Naruto leans in to whisper against his ear, nipping softly at the flesh before he pulls back and sinks himself back inside completely. Sasuke’s hand slaps over his mouth, a muffled moan seeping through.

“Don’t do that. Let me have it. Please.” Naruto begs, his hand gathering Sasuke’s wrists and pinning them above his head. His other hand holds Sasuke’s hip securely, angling him as he begins to slowly thrust into him.

Sasuke whines out Naruto’s name in a breathy moan, his body relaxing to the touch as he accepts it, giving in to Naruto completely.

Naruto’s thrusts grow more purposeful, faster, as Sasuke pleads beneath him, his hard cock sandwiched between their bodies, the friction only increasing Sasuke’s pleasure. Tears begin to stream down the Uchiha’s face, his body beginning to shake beneath Naruto as he forces him closer to release, Sasuke’s vision beginning to blur at the intensity.

“Naruto— w-wait I… again I… it’ll be a mess…” Sasuke pleads as he feels himself beginning to spiral, his hands weakly trying to shove Naruto back to avoid the embarrassment of letting go like this.

“I want it. Give me the mess, Sasuke.” Naruto reassures firmly, increasing his speed as he begins to falter slightly. Sasuke screams, his weak shoves changing into feral grabs as he tries to tug Naruto impossibly closer. Sasuke sinks his teeth into Naruto’s neck to stifle his moans as he finally comes, the warm liquid shooting onto his and Naruto’s chests, creating a sticky mess.

Naruto curses as Sasuke tenses, squeezing him so tight he feels like he’s about to faint as his hips stutter and he finally spills himself inside of him.

He collapses onto Sasuke, his arms bracing on either side of him to avoid pressing his full weight against him. They both lay panting, struggling to come down from the experience they just shared.

“The fact that I love you doesn’t lessen any of my hate for you, Naruto.” Sasuke says after their breathing begins to even out.

“I think I’ve learned that the Uchiha just have an interesting way of expressing their love. You can hate me all you want.” Naruto lifts himself, smiling down at Sasuke.

“You’re an idiot.” Sasuke rolls his eyes back at him.

“Yeah. But look where you are.” Naruto teases back, letting himself slip out of Sasuke finally, earning a gasp from them both. Naruto watches as he leaks out of Sasuke, his hands keeping him spread open.

“Okay. You’re perverted. Off.” Sasuke shoves back at Naruto who obliges him easily.

The two sit naked in front of each other, staring back and studying the other's movements.

“Will you come back to the Hidden Leaf with me, Sasuke?” Naruto says softly, pleading.

“What will happen then?” Sasuke’s jaw tenses.

Naruto shrugs, unsure.

“I’ll come back if you don’t get married.” Sasuke says quietly, his gaze drifting off to the side as his cheeks tint pink.

“I won’t get married if you don’t.” Naruto inches forward, wanting to be close to Sasuke again.

“What then? What will we do?”

“We can just be together, Sasuke. Any way you want to. Any way that works.”

“Don’t you have a solid opinion? What will people think of you if we— it’d probably mean giving up on becoming Hokage.” Sasuke shakes his head in disbelief.

“That was a dream I only allowed myself to want if I saved you. If I don’t save you, I don’t want it anyway. This is me saving you.” Naruto admits, his palm stroking Sasuke’s cheek.

“You don’t need to save me.” Sasuke scoffs, leaning into Naruto’s touch.

“I think you saved me just the same.” Naruto whispers, placing soft kisses across the bridge of Sasuke’s nose, his cheeks, his jaw.

“Let’s go home then.” Sasuke smiles hesitantly, still unsure.

“Yeah, let’s go home.” Naruto responds, sure.

Notes:

first narusasu, kinda nervous