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These things never happened overnight. Rarely do they even begin in months. No, it started well over a decade ago, when you were both just children running wild in the castle courtyards.
He had arrived at court as an orphan apprentice to the old tumbler, a sharp-tongued boy with dirt on his knees who refused to bow to you. While the noble children treated you like glass, Wooyoung treated you like a target. He was the boy who tripped you into the rosebushes, the boy who stole the ribbons from your hair just to make you chase him up into the apple trees, and the boy you had personally ordered to the kitchens a dozen times for his sheer insolence.
You grew up fighting for dominion over the castle grounds. But as the years bled on, the nature of your warfare changed. Your skirts grew longer, his shoulders grew broader, and the childish pranks warped into a dangerous, sophisticated malice.
The real shift, though, happened 2 weeks before the Solstice Ball in the royal library. You had sneaked in past midnight to find a book, anything to dull the pang of overwhelming loneliness, thinking you were entirely alone. You were reaching for a heavy leather tome on a high shelf when a hand slid up next to yours, easily pulling the book from the ledge.
You spun around, ready to call the guards, only to find Wooyoung standing so close you could feel the heat radiating off him. The bells on his outfit were gone, replaced by a simple dark tunic. Without the jester's paint, his face was strikingly sharp, his eyes entirely too piercing.
"Looking for a way to escape your duties, Princess?" he had murmured, holding the book just out of your reach.
"Give it to me, acrobat," you hissed, stepping into his space to snatch it.
Instead of backing down, he leaned closer, trapping you against the bookshelf. The scent of cedar and cloves filled the air.
"You wear that crown like a noose," he whispered, his voice losing all of its theatrical playfulness, turning dark and heavy.
"You pretend to be so perfect, so untouchable. But I see the way you look at the gates. You want to run just as badly as I do."
"You know nothing about me," you whispered fiercely, your heart suddenly hammering against your ribs for an entirely new reason.
"I know you hate this court," he replied, his gaze dropping to your lips before snapping back to your eyes. "And I know you hate that I’m the only one brave enough to tell you the truth."
He had dropped the book into your hands, his fingers lingering against yours just long enough to send a jolt of electricity down your spine, before vanishing into the library shadows.
Every interaction after that night became a breathless battle of wits. A lingering brush of hands at dinner, a sharp, double-entendre thrown your way during his performance, the hatred hadn't dissolved; it had warped into a desperate, competitive tension.
By the time the Solstice was three days away, the friction was unbearable. Seeking an escape from the stifling pressure of your court duties, you sought out the old undercroft beneath the North barracks. It was a cavernous, forgotten space with high stone arches and narrow slit windows that filtered the dying afternoon sun into a hazy, amber light. It served mostly as an abandoned training hall for the palace guard, and you hoped the cold stone would offer some silence.
Instead, a loud, rhythmic, and visceral thud cut through the quiet.
Peering through a set of heavy oak doors, you found Wooyoung alone. He had discarded his doublet, wearing only his dark trousers. He was practicing handsprings and flips across canvas mats, moving with a fluid, explosive grace that you had only ever seen applied to mockery. This was pure, raw athleticism. A fine sheen of sweat coated his bare back, his muscles tightening and burnishing in the twilight canvas of the room.
You went to step back, to flee before you were caught, but your shoe scraped against the stone floor. The sound was microscopic, but in that quiet room, it was a thunderclap.
In a flash, Wooyoung spun in mid-air, landed perfectly balanced, snatched a training dagger from a nearby rack, and sent it flying. The heavy thunk was bare inches from your cheek, vibrating into the thick wood doorframe. Your heart stopped.
"Stalking me now, Princess?" he asked, his voice low and raspy, the playful smirk entirely missing as he walked toward you through the amber haze.
"You nearly killed me, you idiot!" you hissed, stepping out of the shadows, fueled by a sharp burst of defensive rage.
"I don't miss unless I want to," he countered. He stopped directly in front of you, crowding your space, his bare chest less than a foot away. The heat radiating off him was immense, a complex mix of exertion and cedar that completely overwhelmed the damp chill of the stone. He reached past your shoulder, his warm, muscular forearm brushing your arm as he yanked the dagger from the wood, before twirling it lazily between his fingers. His intense gaze dropped to the frantic rise and fall of your chest.
"You’ve been standing there for ten minutes," he murmured, a slow, wicked smirk finally spreading across his lips as he trapped you against the heavy door.
"Years of calling me a nuisance, and here you are, hiding in the dark just to catch a glimpse of me. Tell me, your highness... do I perform up to your standards?"
The defiance that had kept you upright for a decade suddenly felt fragile, melting away under the sheer weight of his proximity. Your hand rose to rest against his bare chest, all intentions of pushing him away vanishing, as you felt the rapid, heavy thud of his heartbeat beneath your palms. His skin was slick and hot, his muscles tightening instantly under your touch.
Wooyoung’s breath hitched, the cocky smirk vanishing as his gaze dropped to your hand. The jester was gone.
"You shouldn't be here, y/n," he growled, his voice dropping to a rough, gravelly whisper.
"You're the one who trapped me," you whispered back, tilting your chin up, refusing to look away. "Are you going to let me go, acrobat, or are you all talk?"
A low, dangerous sound rumbled in his throat. He dropped the training dagger, letting it clatter loudly against the stone floor as his hands came up, his grip locking onto your waist with a fierce, possessive pressure that lifted you slightly off your feet. He pressed you hard against the door, pinning you with the full weight of his body.
"I am never just 'all talk' with you," he breathed, his face dipping down until his lips brushed against the sensitive skin just beneath your ear. A helpless gasp broke from your throat as his mouth trailed a burning path down the column of your neck, his teeth grazing lightly against your pulse point.
Your fingers curled into his damp hair, pulling him closer as the years of built-up friction, the childish pranks, and the stolen glances all collapsed into a desperate, roaring hunger. His hands slid from your waist to the curve of your hips, pulling you flush against him, letting you feel exactly how much control he was losing. He pulled back just enough to look at you, his chest heaving, his dark eyes absolutely wild.
"Tell me to stop," he panted, lifting his hand to trace his thumb over your lower lip with a trembling pressure. "Tell me right now, Princess, because if you don't, I'm going to ruin us both."
You didn't tell him to stop. You couldn't. Your fingers tightened in his damp hair, pulling his mouth back down to yours, completely ready to let the world burn.
Clack-clack-clack.
The distinct, sharp clicking of the Head Housekeeper’s heavy wooden clogs echoed from the adjoining corridor, heading straight toward the undercroft doors. She was singing a low, droning working tune, her keys jingling at her hip. You had seconds. There was nowhere to run without stepping directly into her path.
Wooyoung didn't hesitate. He grabbed your wrist, his grip tight and commanding, and yanked you backward into a narrow, recessed shadow between two massive stone buttresses supporting the vaulted ceiling. The gap was tiny, a structural corner meant for shadow, not for two grown people.
He pulled you in and pressed himself flat against you to fit inside the shallow alcove. The heavy, dust-covered velvet tapestry hanging on the pillar fell shut behind you, plunging the world into total darkness.
You couldn't breathe. Your front was plastered perfectly against his bare chest, the heat of his skin searing right through the silk of your bodice. His thighs bracketed yours, pinning you into the stone corner. In the pitch black, every sensation was magnified a thousand times: the slick texture of his sweaty shoulders under your palms, the scent of cedar and cloves filling your lungs, and the desperate, ragged rhythm of his breathing against your collarbone.
The housekeeper entered the training hall. You heard the rustle of her skirts, the clatter of her bucket as she set it down on the floor just outside your curtain.
Wooyoung leaned his head down, his lips resting directly against the sensitive crook of your neck. He didn't kiss you, he couldn't risk the sound, but his teeth grazed your skin in an agonizingly slow, deliberate promise. His hands slid down to the small of your back, his fingers digging into your waist to pull you even closer, completely erasing any pocket of air between you. Every time the housekeeper shifted outside, Wooyoung’s grip tightened, his chest expanding against yours as he held his breath.
The torture lasted for five endless minutes until she finally picked up her things and moved to the next hall.
When the heavy outer doors finally clicked shut, Wooyoung didn't immediately move. He parted the tapestry slightly, letting a single sliver of amber twilight cut across his face. His dark eyes were blown out, heavy with a hunger that had only grown wilder in the dark.
"If she had opened that curtain," he whispered, his voice a rough, dangerous thread, "I wouldn't have even regretted it."
The gravity of his words hung in the damp air between you. He stepped back first, finally releasing his grip on your waist, and the sudden absence of his body heat felt like a physical blow. The cold of the stone walls rushed back in to replace him.
You leaned against the pillar for a moment, hands trembling as you smoothed down the wrinkled silk of your skirts, trying desperately to piece your royal composure back together. Your breath was still shallow, your pulse a frantic, echoing rhythm in your ears.
Wooyoung watched you, his expression uncharacteristically guarded as he pulled his dark tunic over his head. The effortless grace of his movements was still there, but the easy, mocking smirk he usually wore like armor was entirely missing. For the first time in ten years, you didn't know what to say to each other. The childish insults were gone, and the truth was far too dangerous to speak aloud.
"You should leave first," he said quietly, his back turned to you as he strapped his training daggers back onto his leather belt. "Before the guards change the watch at the lower gate."
"Wooyoung," you started, his name tasting unfamiliar and heavy on your tongue.
He paused, his shoulders tensing, but he didn't turn around.
"Don't, Princess," he murmured, his voice laced with a rough, warning edge. "If you make me look at you like that right now, neither of us is making it out of this room."
You closed your mouth, the words dying in your throat. Without another syllable, you gathered your heavy skirts and slipped out into the dimming corridor. You didn't look back.
For three agonizing days, you suffered through the fallout of that claustrophobic nightmare. Neither of you had finished what you had started, and the unresolved heat stretched between you both like a taut wire. Every time you closed your eyes, you could still feel the desperate, heavy imprint of his body against yours in the dark.
You were actively avoiding each other, a mutual, unspoken pact born out of pure survival.
It was a game of near-misses. On the second afternoon, you turned the corner into the long, vaulted gallery just as he was walking toward you. The moment his smoky eyes locked onto yours, he stopped dead in his tracks. For a fraction of a second, the jester's mask cracked completely; his jaw tightened, and his chest rose in a sharp, ragged breath. Then, before your ladies-in-waiting could notice, he spun on his heel and disappeared down the servant's stairwell, abandoning the hallway entirely just to escape you.
Seeing his panic only fueled your own fire. He wasn't smug. He wasn't laughing. He was just as terrified of how much control he had lost behind that velvet tapestry. You were both pacing the castle like caged animals, terrified of what would happen if you were left in a room together for even a second.
Until tonight.
The Solstice Ball.
The Great Hall was loud enough to drown out a murder, but all you could hear was the infuriating chime of silver bells. From the high table, you watched Wooyoung spin a pair of daggers for your father’s amusement. He was a blur of velvet and mockery, playing the fool perfectly, but right before he caught the final blade, his dark eyes cut through the crowd straight to you, and he winked.
It was a silent provocation, a reminder of the dangerous secret humming between you. There were a hundred ways a princess could ruin her life, but letting the court jester put his hands on her had to be the most spectacular. You hated him. You hated his sharp tongue, his easy arrogance, and the way he looked at you like he knew exactly what you looked like beneath your corsets. And yet, the moment his hand had brushed yours while passing the wine moments earlier, the air in the ballroom had become entirely unbreathable.
As the music swelled, the young Lord Choi offered his hand, and court protocol demanded you accept. He led you to the center of the floor, his hand resting firmly against the small of your back, spinning you through the crowd of dancers.
With every turn of the dance floor, you caught sight of a shadow leaning against the grand stone pillars.
It was Wooyoung. He had stripped off his ridiculous tri-cornered hat, his dark, messy hair falling effortlessly over his forehead, perfectly framing his face. He wasn't performing. He was just standing there, a discarded jester mask dangling from his fingers, watching Lord Choi's hand on your waist. The absolute, unblinking intensity of his gaze cut straight through the entire crowded room, heavy and suffocating. His smoky eyes held none of the forced mirth he displayed for the court; instead, they were burning with a dark, territorial fury.
When the dance finally ended, the Lord lifted your hand to his lips, his gaze lingering entirely too long. Across the room, you saw Wooyoung’s jaw tighten, the sharp ridge of his nose and the severe line of his jaw catching the candlelight as his long fingers gripped the stone pillar so hard his knuckles turned white.
Slowly, deliberately, he gave you a microscopic tilt of his head toward the exits, and he winked again. It wasn't a playful gesture this time; it was a lethal challenge.
Unable to take another second of the heat, the forced smiles, and the terrifying intensity pinned to you from across the floor, you rose from your chair. You didn't care who noticed your sudden departure. You slipped out of the light of the grand chandeliers and ducked behind the heavy, sweeping velvet drapes of the royal gallery.
A moment later, the fabric rustled. A shadow blocked out the light of the hall, and the faint, traitorous jingle of bells fell silent.
Wooyoung crowded you against the cold stone, his chest meeting yours, his breathing already shallow and ragged. Without the distance of the ballroom between you, his presence was staggering.
"You’re late, Princess," he murmured, his voice a low, raspy velvet that skipped across your skin. "And here I thought you were too occupied letting that Northern brat spin you around the floor to remember your way out."
"He is a guest of my father's, Wooyoung," you retorted, stepping deeper into the shadows, your heart instantly resuming the chaotic rhythm it had learned three days ago. "I am required to dance."
"If he touches you like that again," Wooyoung growled, his voice a low, gravelly thread in the dark as his long fingers hooked firmly under your chin to tilt your head back. His gaze dropped to your mouth, thick with a desperate, raging jealousy. "I am going to forget my place entirely. I am going to forget the King, the guards, and the crown."
He pressed closer, his grip tightening until the heat of his body completely erased the chill of the stone, trapping you against the gallery wall just like he had behind the tapestry in the undercroft.
"And what is your place, Wooyoung?" you whispered back. Your hands came up to press against his shoulders, fingers curling into the velvet of his doublet. You were trembling, the risk of the crowded ballroom just inches away making your blood roar.
"You're the court jester. You're supposed to make them laugh, not hide behind curtains threatening lords."
He let out a low, ragged laugh against your skin—a sound that was completely undone, stripped of all mockery.
"I enjoy the access it grants me," he whispered, leaning down until his lips brushed the shell of your ear, his breath hot against your neck. "The jester is the only man allowed to speak the truth to the crown. And the only man allowed to see the Princess when she thinks no one is looking."
A delicious shiver rippled down your spine, your defenses completely shattering at the raw, desperate yearning in his voice.
He pulled back just enough to look into your eyes, his long fingers sliding from your chin to cup the side of your neck. His thumb slid down to press right against the frantic, hammering beat of your pulse, a silent acknowledgment of how much power he had over you as he breathed.
"So, tell me, your highness... are we going to keep pretending we hate each other, or are you going to give me a reason to finally lose my head?"
You stared up at him, the sound of the ball fading into nothing but a distant hum.
"You're insane, Wooyoung. If anyone walks behind these curtains..."
"Let them look," he panted against your lips, his eyes dark with a hunger that promised to burn the entire castle down around us. He let go of your throat, his hand sliding down to grip your waist with a fierce, possessive weight.
"The door to the north tower. The lock is broken. Tell me to stop, Princess, or tell me to meet you there."
You didn't answer him. You couldn't risk the sound of your voice betraying just how utterly undone you were. Instead, you wrenched yourself from his grip, your emerald skirts rustling loudly in the small space, and ducked out from behind the velvet drapes before he could stop you.