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I still in the hospital,my shift will be over in 3 hours. I just make my way from ICU to ER, pass the waiting room when i see the newsflash on TV. It was a bombing i guess in Wakanda. I don't know where Wakanda is,I think it's in Africa. My geographic is so bad,i can even get lost eventough i had a map. It was awful there's a lot of casualties. The news anchor said the Wakanda government blame Avengers for the blast. It said it was a bad side effect of the vigilante action from the Avengers. In my opinion ,i can't exactly blame them for what happen in Wakanda. Their purpose was good,they just want to catch the bad guys. I think maybe if they not came for save the day there be more casualties than now. Besides i don't think Avengers is bad people,i mean their leader Captain America is used to be Bucky's bestfriend. Well maybe until now if they have a chance to talk to each other heart by heart. What happen to them it's not their fault. Hydra took the responsibility,i talk about this with Bucky,but he just don't want to discuss it with me. He said he likes his life now,and the chance of losing me for join the Avengers freaks him. I lied if I'm say that I'm not flattered when he said that,because that's mean he put me first over everything.
Yes my life with Bucky is going great. We spent a lot of time together,i love him more than anything in this world. Our bond getting stronger,in fact he's the only person i got in this world. I'm not good at making friends,my parents said it might because my antisocial trait. Well,i don't like to be called antisocial,the terms of prefer to spend the day at home or just sitting at corner booth of small coffe shop with my earphones on and a book in my hand sounds better to me. We haven't decided to live together,we still have our own apartments. It's just sometimes i spent night at his or vise versa. Eventough our relationship is steady,never in my mind thinking about marriage or kids. It doesn't mean i don't want to have one someday,i do like kids. But in our condition right now,pregnancy and parenthood not the best idea. He still have nightmares,even it's not so often like before,but when he has it broke his down. And i have to do everything to soothe him up. I hate to see him when he was like that,it brokes my heart too. That's way children will only gives us more troubles right now. Maybe one day if he has managed his fear we will think about it. For know i still get my depo shot regularly. He hates condoms. For marriage i think we will pass that for unknown period of times.
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I leave the hospital as soon as i can. I promise him to make dinner tonight. When i get to his place, he's sitting at the couch watching the news,same topic as the one i saw before,the blast in Wakanda. I sit next to him,grab his right hand and put it over my head,i put my head on his chest. Put my arms around his abdomen not saying a word,just join him watching the news.
When the news over,I held up my head to see his face,his face is so stiff. I kiss his scruffy double-chin,he look down to me,his face softened,he smile and kiss my forehead. I know he's mind is working hard right now. But i don't want to give him more trouble by asking about what's going on in his mind. If he want to tell me,he will.
I get up to the kitchen prepare for dinner. He get up too,walk behind me to helping me cooking dinner. I told him to leave all that to me, but i know how's stubborn he can be so i let him help me. We open a bottle of wine, and drink it while we cook dinner. There's no dinning table at Bucky's so we just eat our dinner at the kitchen counter. We share story about our day, it's been 6 months since Bucky got his steady job as a contractor. He's suprisingly good at making something. He told me that he will join project to build a house and there will be a good amount of money on it. I smile proudly to him,the fact that he can cope his fears aside and put it to something more usefull is making me so proud of him. We finished our dinner,he's not let me clean the dishes. So i just watch his back when he washing the plates.
I stand up and hug him from behind when he's finish his chore. I burried my face on his back,he held my hand. He let me doing that and stay still for minutes. Then he turn his back slowly. His eyes look at me full of affection,he cares my face with his metal hand. I'm glad he's not to afraid to touch me with his metal hand anymore. Because it means he has more control of it right now and not the opposite. When his left hand touch my cheek,it feels cold but it surely soothing. I smile at him,stand on my tip toes so i can reach his lips and kiss him. He help me make it easier with bending his body a little so i can reach him easily. He kiss me sweet,he open his mouth and let my tongue slide into his, he bite my lower lip lightly. He lift me and make it to the couch. He sit there with me still on his lap. I pull his shirt off as i still kiss him passionately. His hands already at the hem of my sweater too,he pull it up over my head and start to kissing my neck,trail his tongue to my ears,whispering some sexy words in Romanian. Eventough we used English as our daily language but the idea of him speaking Romanian when we have sexy times like this it's whole lot better,because it's 150% sexier when he said with his husky panting voices.
He unhooked my bra strap and throw it away to the floor. He kiss my boobs one by one, suck them and nibbling teasing me. He swirling my nipples with his tongue and pinch them lightly with his metal arm. When he does that it gives me shocking sensation that makes me turn on more. I trail my hands on his chest to his abs,i scratch it a little with my nails. Move down to his v shape,i touch his abs hair which is connect to his brunette pubic hair. I open his jeans button,unzip his fly,and slide down my hands into his brief freeing his big hard throbbing cock. I held the shaft and give a good grip on it. He flich and groan. I lower my body and down to the floor in front of his spread legs.i still have my panty on but is now feels so damp because my cunt already wet like shit. I got his cock in my hand make a slowly move up and down,he tilt his head back,groaning louder. I licked the tip of cock,cleaning the precum on it,lick down to the neck and make my way to all over it. He's panting harder. I put it in my mouth,my tongue makes swirl move as i suck it. I swallow it till it bump the back of my throat. And move in and out keep sucking and twirling. I feel it getting bigger and bigger in my mouth. As his body start to twitching and i know he gonna cum anytime soon i put my hands on his hip makes sure i not letting this go. He swear and screaming my names as he spurt his warm semen in my mouth. I swallowed it like usual,i like the taste of him,it makes me aroused more. I clean him good and move my body to his lap. I move my wet cunt on his thighs. His hand trailing my back,going down to my butt. He slide down my unusefull panty, his hand makes his way to my opening. He tickling it,as he put his other finger to stimulate my clit. I grap his wrist,panting i said to him.
"Please baby,just put it in me now."
I know how fast he can recover and get hard again. He grant my wish,and help me make my way to ride his cock. I go down as slow as i can. I wanna feel him filling my hole completely. As he already inside me fully,i make back and forth move with my one hand on his thigh and the other one his shoulder. He looked down,enjoy watching my cunt eat his cock as i make up and down move,his hands in my hip,secure me so I'm not falling when I'm bouncing to hard. I can see his lusty eyes when he look at me,i try my best to keep eye contact with him but the sensation it's too crazy. I even tearing in corner of my eyes,i can hold it anymore. I think I'm gonna cum in a minute. I arch my back,tilt my head back,i came so hard so fucking hard as i need seconds to gain my awarness. I close my eyes enjoying every thrill i get. He stil move his hip and as his breath sound become rough i know he gonna cum anytime soon. He always be a loud one,he make beastly sound like a growl when he emptying himself inside me. I can feel his semen flooding my vagina it feels so warm and so good. He buried his head on my breast still panting and try to catch his breath. I let him takes his times, beside i don't wanna him pull out yet. I like the sensation when his going soften inside me. So i take my times too. Enjoying every seconds of it when we're connected.