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Gyuvin has been dating Ricky for about 3 months now; to this day, they have not done anything intimate yet. Like INTIMATE intimate. He doesn’t know what he’ll do if Ricky leaves him because of his condition. Gyuvin thinks it’s too early to admit but he might actually be in love with Ricky. He’s still not 100% sure about it. Maybe just around 95%.
Recently, Ricky has been dropping hints here and there and Gyuvin has been doing his best to change topics every time but he can already tell that Ricky’s starting to get annoyed. Like today.
It’s 7 PM, a horror movie on Netflix, and Ricky’s head is on his thigh. Or at least it used to be. RIcky’s head was on his thigh at the beginning of the movie but now, it’s directly on his crotch. Ricky keeps on flinching at the jumpscares and Gyuvin can feel himself getting worked up. Gyuvin’s not sure if Ricky is doing this on purpose or not but he can’t have the situation escalate.
“Babe, I need to pee.” Gyuvin taps Ricky’s shoulder.
“Hold it in, the movie’s almost over.”
“I can’t.”
“You’re really gonna leave me alone with a horror movie playing?”
“Just pause it, babe.”
“That’s worse.”
“C’mon babe, I can’t hold it any longer.”
“Fine.” Ricky gets up from Gyuvin’s lap. Or crotch. “I’ll come with you. I need to pee too.”
“What?” Gyuvin looks at him in confusion.
“What? We can’t pee together?”
“No, that’s weird.”
“We’re boyfriends, Gyuvin.”
“I know, but that’s weird.”
“You pee with strangers at urinals all the time.”
“That’s different. We have our own individual urinal to pee on. We don’t pee on one bowl at the same time. Just stay here and go after I come back.” Gyuvin stands up and walks to the bathroom.
He looks in the mirror and wonders if he did the right thing. Ricky did look a little hurt with their conversation and just left but his dick is throbbing and he doesn’t know until when he can hold back with Ricky. Ricky won’t leave him if he knew, right?
He traps his dick on the waistband of his underwear and tries his best to make it look as flat as possible. He rehearses his apology in his head and then goes out of the bathroom.
“Hey, babe, I’m-” Gyuvin starts but Ricky is not on the couch. His heart drops to his stomach and he immediately panics.
He runs to the entrance to see if Ricky’s shoes are gone but to his surprise, they are still there. He calms himself down and slowly walks to his bedroom. He opens the door a little bit and peeks.
On his bed is Ricky (or at least he hopes it is) covered by a blanket from head to toe. Gyuvin walks carefully to the bed before settling down beside the figure.
“Ricky, I’m really sorry.” He hugs Ricky from behind, blanket and all.
“It’s okay…” Ricky replies weakly.
They both lie in silence beside each other for a few minutes before Gyuvin hears sniffles from inside the blanket.
“Hey, hey, hey, why are you crying?” Gyuvin tries to pull the blanket off but Ricky holds it tight.
“Am I ugly, Gyuvin?” Ricky asks between breaths.
“What? Of course not. You’re the most handsome man I’ve ever seen, babe.” Gyuvin hugs him tighter. “Did I say something about your looks?”
“No…”
“What is it, babe?” Gyuvin tries to pull the blanket off again. This time, it gives.
Ricky looks at Gyuvin intently before swallowing the snot that formed from his crying.
“Why won’t you have sex with me?”
Gyuvin’s eyes widen with surprise.
“I…”
“It’s just that I know I’ve been making myself clear. I know I don’t say it directly but I keep on making advances but you always turn me down immediately. It’s like the thought of us being sexual at all disgusts you.”
“No!” Gyuvin sits up on the bed. “That’s not it at all, Ricky.”
“Then why?” Ricky sits up too. “Do you not feel horny at all?”
“It’s not that, babe. I promise you, I’m horny for you all the time!” Gyuvin says immediately, too late to realize the intensity of what he said. “I m-mean I-”
“You don’t have to lie, Gyuvin-ah”
“I’m not lying. I just-” Gyuvin can feel the tears forming and looks up. “It’s just that I-”
Gyuvin takes a deep breath, gathering all the courage he can muster. “I, I have a condition.”
“A condition?” Ricky looks puzzled. “Do you have ED? No, that’s not it, I felt it earlier.”
“It’s not ED. It’s-”
“It’s?”
“I cum a lot.” Gyuvin scans Ricky for his reaction
“You cum a lot.”
“Yeah. I, I cum a lot.”
“That’s the reason that you won’t have sex with me?”
“Yeah. Aren’t you disgusted?”
“Why?”
“What do you mean why?”
“Do you think cum is disgusting?”
“My ex-girlfriend puked on me.”
“What?”
“It’s- ugh. My ex-girlfriend and I were having fun. She was giving me head and I warned her that I was close. Because I don’t if she likes that, you know, like if she likes it inside. She said that she was a swallower so I was like ‘Okay, cool.’ And then when I was there, I told her and she smiled and I came, and the next thing I know she was puking all over me.”
“Wow.”
“I asked her what happened, ‘cause she said she was a swallower and I wonder what went wrong she told me that there was too much cum. She said it was disgusting. We broke up the next day.”
Gyuvin keeps his eyes down, not wanting to look at Ricky’s reaction.
“And that’s why you won’t do anything sexual with me? Because you think that I’ll find it disgusting?”
Gyuvin nods.
“I really don’t mind Gyuvin.” Ricky cups Gyuvin’s hands in his.
“You say that now but we don’t know once you see it,” Gyuvin says, completely downhearted.
“Then let’s see it.” Ricky holds Gyuvin’s face up.
“What?”
“I want to see it. I really want to see you cum Gyuvin-ah.” Ricky stands on his knees, pushes Gyuvin down the bed, and straddles him.
“Ricky, I-”
“Please, babe?”
“O-okay.” Gyuvin surrenders. “But maybe we can just do a bit of side fun for now? I don’t think my ego can take it if my dick makes you puke too.”
“Whatever you want, babe.”
Ricky slowly presses his body against Gyuvin’s making sure that their dicks rub against each other. He plants tiny kisses on Gyuvin’s jaw before kissing his lips.
Ricky keeps kissing Gyuvin until he feels a quick lick on his lower lip. He smiles into the kiss before opening his mouth to let Gyuvin’s tongue in. Gyuvin then lets his tongue explore all the nooks and crannies of Ricky’s mouth, making the blond boy moan and shiver. They both pull away, smiling like idiots at each other.
“You like that, babe?” Gyuvin asks as he combs Ricky’s hair back with his fingers.
“Y-yeah. I like it a lot.” Ricky pushes himself off Gyuvin and lies down on his side right beside Gyuvin. “Can I touch you now?”
Gyuvin swallows. But instead of answering, he takes Ricky’s hand and places it right on the edge of his waistband. He looks at Ricky for a second before pushing his hand inside his underwear.
“Wow,” Ricky says as he wraps his hand around Gyuvin’s cock.
“What?” Gyuvin asks nervously.
“Nothing.”
“You’re making me anxious.” Gyuvin places his hand on top of Ricky’s.
“It’s just that it’s huge, babe. Your balls too.” Ricky says before letting go and unbuttoning Gyuvin’s jeans. He pulls everything down to Gyuvin’s thighs, exposing his boyfriend's cock. “The only small thing about you is your face. It’s so unfair.”
“Thanks?” Gyuvin kisses Ricky again, before reaching for Ricky’s dick too.
Ricky helps Gyuvin by pulling his pants and underwear down, letting his cock free too.
“Wow,” Gyuvin says.
Ricky slaps Gyuvin’s dick. “Don’t mock me.”
“I’m not.” Gyuvin reaches out for Ricky’s dick. “Yours is pretty handsome.”
“It’s okay. I get it. Mine’s really small compared to this monster.” Rocky strokes Gyuvin making him moan.
Instead of replying, Gyuvin starts to work on Ricky’s dick too. They both start out slow, trying to gauge each other’s reactions and temperaments. After a few minutes, Ricky reaches his head towards Gyuvin for a kiss. Maybe this is the day he dies.
Gyuvin tries to keep a balance between making out, stroking Ricky, and keeping himself from coming too soon but after a while, Ricky breaks their mouths off and lifts Gyuvin’s shirt. Ricky takes Gyuvin’s hands off of him and sits down on the bed, facing Gyuvin. He looks at Gyuvin for permission and when Gyuvin nods, Ricky immediately went to work sucking on Gyuvin’s nipple.
“Oh- god.” Gyuvin throws his head back. “That’s it, Ricky.”
Ricky nibbles lightly on the bud before sucking it and then circling his tongue around it. He repeats the process on both sides until Gyuvin is a crying mess. “R-Ricky, slow down. I-I’m close.”
But instead of slowing down, Ricky repositions himself so that he has a view of Gyuvin’s cock, all while keeping his mouth work on Gyuvin’s bud. He speeds up his pumping until Gyuvin shouts.
“Ricky, I’m coming!”
As soon as the words come out. Ropes of thick white cum ejaculate from Gyuvin’s cock. Ricky counted each burst. One. It hits his hair. Two. It hits Gyuvin’s face. Three. It hits his face. Four. It hits his eyes. He closes them. Five. It hits his face again. Six. His face. Seven. His face. Eight. Nothing on him but Gyuvin’s cock was still pulsing. Nine. Ten. Eleven.
“Oh god, Ricky.” Gyuvin scrambles to grab the blanket that Ricky used to cover himself and wipes down Ricky’s face. “I’m so sorry. I told you it’s disgusting. I’m so sorry. I’m really sorry.”
Ricky grabs the blanket from Gyuvin and wipes himself. He sits up and looks at Gyuvin. Cum was dripping from his left eye to his mouth and Ricky smiles at him.
“It’s not disgusting, babe. I love it.” Ricky straddles him and kisses Gyuvin’s eye, cleaning cum off with his mouth. He follows the trail of cum until he reaches Gyuvins mouth.
“Jerk me off, babe.” Ricky commands as he slides his tongue into Gyuvin’s mouth, making him taste his own seed. Gyuvin follows and soon enough, Ricky cums on Gyuvin’s chest and shirt. Not as much as Gyuvin but enough to leave evidence. Ricky drops his body on Gyuvin making them both fall into the bed.
“I love you, Gyuvin-ah,” Ricky whispers. “Cum and all.”
“I love you too Ricky.” Gyuvin laughs. “But I think you love the cum more than the all.”