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Sitting at the bar, swirling his red wine, he can hear the melody. It’s their song. “Fuck, this was a bad idea,” he stood up to leave but then remembered this is his party, he cannot leave.
**I sit alone, slumped down,
And I break myself down with these thoughts
When did you start to hurt me?
You don’t even know**
He knew falling in love with him was a bad idea. No one will ever approve of their love. He thought ending things will be the best thing he can do for them.
“Jeff Satur, I hope you are happy, wherever you are.” He sighed and downed the whole glass in one go and asked for another. But he knows that’s not possible, he knows that not only had he broken his heart but he has also made him lose himself.
**You’re hurting too ‘cause you are mine,
I just wanna blow your mind
You’re only drifting further away like this
I say that its all fine,
The truth is that’s a lie**
Standing at threshold of the ballroom, he searched for his face. According to everyone, he left few months ago to live with his distant cousin. Prince Jeff, the mysterious prince. But here he is, unaware of the whispers around him, his only focus on finding the cold prince who took his heart.
Heading towards the bar, he found him but instead he found man who looks like he lost his entire world. There was no shine in those eyes, no cat like naughtiness, just cold gloomy eyes. He knows he loves him too, but Bible Sumettikul is a stubborn man who believes he is doing Jeff a favor by sacrificing himself.
“Oh Bible, why are you doing this to us. I am not leaving you here alone today. I will take what’s mine.” He whispered to himself.
**I want you to be your light,
You should be your light
So you won’t hurt anymore, so you can smile more
I want you to be your night, baby
You could be you night
I’ll be honest with you tonight**
“People say red wine is good for your heart, but I’ll let you in on a secret, it does not heal a broken heart.” Jeff whispered, sliding beside Bible and taking his glass from him. “Why are you doing this? Why do look like you lost the world or something? You have to be strong, my love.” Jeff sighed taking a sip and scrunching his nose cutely at the weird taste.
“You’ll never get used to it, Don’t try to act at all brave and manly, we both know you can’t drink.” Bible said smiling softly.
**You’re hurting too ‘cause you are mine,
I just wanna blow your mind
You’re only drifting further away like this
I say that its all fine,
That’s not what I truly think**
“Then why don’t you get up, act like the man you are and be true to yourself for once. Why don’t you just accept the fact that this is hurting you as much as it is hurting me? Why don’t you just be honest and tell everyone who you are, who you want? Let them all go to hell. Why, Bible? Is our love not enough for you to fight?” Jeff's voice cracked and he had tears in his eyes ready to jump out.
"Because I don't want you to get hurt. Yes I want you, I want you so bad that I am ready to throw away this royal suit, this party, this mansion, and be with you. But I can't be selfish and ask you to leave your family to be with me, Jeff. So go and leave me when I'm still willing to let go, don't waste away your whole life on me." Bible whispered, almost on the verge of crying.
**I want you to be your light baby
You should be your light
So you won't hurt anymore, so you can smile more
I want you to be your night, baby
You could be your night
I'll be honest with you tonight**
"You know I've closed my study, I don't go there anymore because it hurts. That room is full of your memories." Jeff whispered in his ear while dragging Bible to the dance floor.
"You caressing my hair while reading to me. You leaving sticky notes for me in the morning. You making love to me on that cold table top." Jeff said locking his eyes with Bible while they danced slowly, never taking their eyes off from one another.
Every soul present there was staring at them, but at this point nothing matters anymore. It's just the two of them.
"Okay. Let's leave." Bible said almost groaning at the way Jeff was pressing himself against him. "But before that I'd love to take that table with us." Twirling Jeff around once and caging him his arms tightly he pecked Jeff's lips noisily.
**Now promise me, oh, oh
Several times a day, oh, oh
I feel alone, oh oh
Don't throw me away, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh, oh, hold on here
Cross our pinkies
And promise me now, oh, oh, oh, oh**