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Kihyun is always sensitive to smell. He can distinguish people by their smell. When he goes somewhere, by smelling the air, he can roughly tell who had been in the place, for example in their kitchen. A smell of baby powder, it’s apparent that Jooheon sneaked in their kitchen this morning to steal some food. Minhyuk must be let him in. Minhyuk smell is… fruity. He’s trying some new perfume these days, so he smells different every week. Hyungwon, he’s not that fond of his smell. It’s not that unpleasant, it’s just Hyungwon’s style is really different from him. One thing that he’s sure of, he’s attracted of the scent of the youngest of the group, Im Changkyun.
Kihyun tried his best to deny it, because he read somewhere that if you’re attracted to someone, you’ll be attracted to their smells too. That’s why you always wanted to be around them, the article said. No. I’m not attracted to Changkyun. Kihyun tells himself while looking at the mirror, preparing to host midnight idol.
“Hyung?” A black haired man appears on his door. Changkyun. “Ready?”
A rose along with Changkyun’s natural scent fills up Kihyun’s cavity. His heart stopped for a while.
“Um, yeah, just spritzing my perfume and I’m done. You can wait in the car, I’ll catch up,” Kihyun said. He can see the younger nodded from the mirror. He exhales while looking at his final look in the mirror, reaching to ruffle his now brown hair, and satisfied. Big mistake, by the time he reached his door, he immediately noticed a lingering scent left by Changkyun. ‘Stop it, Kihyun! Don’t be a pervert!’ Kihyun screamed in his mind. Tonight will be a long night.
**
Much to Kihyun’s relieve, tonight shoot is running so smoothly. Although he’s a little bit distracted by soft touches Changkyun did to him. Almost every night. It made his scent remains on Kihyun. The brunet can’t wait to scrub it all off in the shower.
“Can I shower first, hyung?” Oh no. Kihyun just knows, if he let Changkyun showers first, he’ll be screwed. He can’t believe he changed into a pervert. “Please? I’m so tired hyung. I’ll took a five minutes’ shower and then go to sleep directly. I’m going somewhere early tomorrow,” Changkyun shot him a puppy eyes and like a good hyung he is, he said okay.
“You’re the best, hyung!” the black-haired jumped from the car right away and goes straight to the bathroom.
Kihyun follows behind him slowly, and slumps in the living room, drowsy.
“Don’t sleep here, Ki,” Minhyuk said. “It’s not good for your back.”
“I know, Min, just waiting for Changkyun to finish his shower and I’ll go in after,” answered Kihyun.
“Why don’t you just shower together? Saving time and not that it’s weird, I’m doing it with you guys all the time. Understandable because we all want to sleep quickly,” Minhyuk said nonchalantly. Kihyun can feel his cheek heats up. “Why are you so red? Are you sick?” Minhyuk check his temperature by touching his forehead. “You’re not warm, though?” after a minute Minhyuk mind clicks. “Are you really in love with him?“ Kihyun slaps Minhyuk mouth shut.
“Are you crazy?” Kihyun tries to appears intimidating but he knows he just as read as tomato at this point. He gives up. He removes his hand from Minhyuk. “Is it really obvious, Min?”
“To me, yes. To others, not really. You know I’m quick to notice these kind of things. Since when?” Silence. “Woah. I can’t believe you suppress your feelings for so long,”
“It’s hopeless, Min.”
“What do you mean?” Minhyuk frowned.
“I don’t know, I feel like Changkyun already seeing someone else. He always on his phone, smiling, all the time,” Kihyun explained. “I’m trying to move on, you know. From a long time ago. But his smell –“ his eyes saucered.
“Smell…?” Kihyun decided to explain everything. How he noticed a person smell. How Changkyun’s scent is driving him crazy, especially after he changed his perfume to a hint of rose. By the time he’s done explaining, the bathroom’s door opened.
“You’re next, Kihyun hyung! Good night! I will sleep like a baby tonight, I’m so tired,” Changkyun chirped. Kihyun exchanges look with Minhyuk, and smile awkwardly.
“Good night, Kyun! I’m going to bed too. Didn’t I tell you I’m having a photoshoot tomorrow?” Both of Kihyun and Changkyun shake their head. “Ah. So now you know. You have the entire dorm for yourself tomorrow, Kihyun!” Minhyuk smiled knowingly.
“Probably I’m going to sleep all day,” and Kihyun walked to the bathroom. Shit. The smells scream Im Changkyun in every way.
**
Kihyun wakes up early, everyone knows that. No matter how tired he is, he still up at the same time every day, 7 o’clock in the morning. He can continue sleep if he wants to, but usually he gets up and readying himself to work, or doing some chores if he has no schedule, like, right now. So he gets up, did some stretching, and walks to the fridge to drink some cold water. He gulps, gulps, and gulps until he finishes half a bottle of water. When he closed the fridge, there’s Changkyun beside him. All clean and ready to go.
“AAAAAAAA!” Kihyun’s heart beats so quickly and he’s out of breath. The younger has the audacity to laugh at him. Changkyun is red. By laughing at him. This guy…
“Why are you like that hyung, it’s so funny to look at you be scared like that!” Changkyun still laughing.
‘Heart, stop! Please. I don’t want to die by heart palpitations in this young age. Yoo Kihyun control your hormone please!’ Kihyun tells himself that, but apparent to Changkyun that he just stood there without saying a word.
“Hyung, are you okay?” the younger stopped laughing and started to worry. “Hey, I’m sorry for surprising you, okay? I don’t know that you’ll be this shock…” Changkyun hugs him. What?
Kihyun hold his breath as long as he can and said, “It’s okay, Kyunnie. I’m still sleepy so my brain is processing a little bit longer than he should,” he inhales. Oh the smell…
“Still, I’m sorry okay? I’ll buy you a bucket of mint-choco ice cream on my way home later!” the black-haired said. Kihyun push him away.
“Where are you going?” Kihyun asked. He’s not curious, he just doesn’t recall Changkyun has any schedules today.
“Ah. Next month J magazine issues, I’ve been asked to model. They just wanted to discuss the concept with me,” he smiled. “Bye hyung! See you later!”
Kihyun smiled back. “Be careful Kyunnie!” and waves.
Kihyun stands in the kitchen for a long time, until he noticed there’s no Minhyuk. He usually bugs him so early in the morning.
“Hah, Minhyuk is really early too. Maybe I will do some laundry…” And yes, he decided to do exactly that. Kihyun does laundry for Changkyun and Minhyuk too, if their basket is full. Of course, he’d done his first. Then Minhyuk’s, and Changkyun is the last, because, he had the most laundry.
“Kyunnie is really busy these days. He even can’t wash his clothes. It’s piling up like crazy,” Kihyun mumbled to himself.
While waiting for the laundry to be done, he glances into Changkyun’s room. The younger has this bad habit, not close his door shut, and his reason is the hyungs will never steal from him. Kihyun hesitates, a lot, but he decided to enter the room. He breathes, and of course, the smell is intoxicating to him. He saw the maknae’s bed, and blush. It hasn’t been made. Changkyun, his Changkyun, slept in this bed, get up, went to shower, and never touch this bed again after that. The brunet is curious. He never smells Changkyun’s natural scent this much, it always masked by his perfume. But here, it’s all raw. He sits on the bed. Inhales.
Oh my God.
Now Kihyun realizes that he indeed can’t escape from Changkyun’s scent. Changkyun in general. Just by sitting on the edge of the bed, and breathing properly, he is intoxicated. Slowly, he climbs into the bed and lays down on his stomach. Place his cheek on the pillow. Inhales. He presses his face into the pillow and take a deep breath. Fuck. Now he had a major hard on. His body reacts first before he can think. He started rubbing himself into the mattress.
“Hah.. hah.. Changkyunnie..”
Kihyun drools, moving his body now facing the ceiling, instantly back to his sanity. Wipes the drool over his face.
What am I thinking!?
He stares at the apparent tent below. Quickly, he sprints to the shower and help himself finish what he started.
**
After that day, Kihyun can’t control himself any longer. Every time he had the opportunity, he went to Changkyun’s room and taking pleasure there. Alone. Even finished off there. When Changkyun got home that day, he told the younger that he got bored and decided to deep clean the entire dorm and change all the sheets. Changkyun didn’t ask more. It’s going on for two months.
**
“Hng…”
Kihyun moves his hand, teasing himself slowly. He slides his hand over his stomach, his hip, and eventually the tip of his member. His other hand slides up his shirt until exposing his nipple, and pinch it between his thumb and middle finger, hard, imagining it’s Changkyun’s. He moans.
“M-more, Kyunnie…”
He forms a circle with his left hand and fucks it, chanting Changkyun, Kyunnie, Changkyun, in every thrust. Nearing his climax, he hears the front door open.
“Kihyun hyung! I’m home!”
Shit. It’s Changkyun. Kihyun gets up from the bed fast and grab his short and brief, still panting.
“Hyung?” He hears his own bedroom door close. Changkyun already checked on his room, so eventually he will come to his own room to sleep. Kihyun hid on the closet, praying the younger didn’t think to change his clothes.
“I thought hyung is home…” Kihyun hears Changkyun mumbled to himself. “Maybe he just wanted to go for a walk. Or, go to the convenience store to buy some ice cream…” Changkyun looks at his bed.
“Oh my God,” Kihyun hold his breath. “Am I really leaving my bed this disheveled?” Changkyun straighten up his bed sheet as best as he can. “No wonder Kihyun hyung often cleans my room, ah, I will apologize to him later,”
Changkyun throws himself to bed. “I guess I can take a short nap,” and he goes to dreamland. Kihyun just stood in the closet for another 15 minutes, to make sure the younger already in deep sleep. He opens the wardrobe slowly, to not making any noises, and out from Changkyun’s bedroom.
**
Changkyun notices that his favorite hyung acted different this past weeks. He still greets Changkyun every day, and flashes his oh so beautiful smile for him, still listens to him whenever he talked about his day, but he physically distanced himself from Changkyun. Every time Changkyun get closer, he can see the older tensed, and exhales.
“Hyung, are you mad at me?” Changkyun confronts Kihyun after some times.
“What are you talking about, Kyunnie? Of course not,” the older answered. Changkyun sits close to Kihyun.
“See?” he moves closer. “You don’t even want to see me. What did I do wrong, hyung? Sorry,”
“No!” Kihyun shouts. The younger looks at him with puppy eyes. Kihyun becomes calmer. “No, Changkyun. I’m sorry if you feel like that. I just have so many stuffs in my mind and still can’t solve it…” Kihyun pats his head. Changkyun feels content and leans into the touch.
“Really, hyung?” Kihyun nods.
“Of course, you are our maknae. Our baby. How can I get mad at you?” It’s you that who’ll hate me if you know what I’ve been doing, Kihyun thinks.
“Can you give me a hug?” Changkyun asks, “I’ve been Kihyun’s hug deprived these few weeks,” and Kihyun hugs him. Changkyun takes a deep breath.
“I miss you, hyung.”
“I miss you too, Kyunie.”
**
Changkyun is done for work today. He plans to finish a few songs in his studio at first, but decided to wrap up at 3 p.m., buy some fried chicken, and walks home. He wanted to cuddle with Kihyun, Minhyuk is not home anyway. He’s busier than ever. So, he will take this opportunity to be close to Kihyun. Just the two of them.
When he reaches the front door, he didn’t make so much noise, afraid that Kihyun’s taking a nap after cleaning the dorm the whole morning like he always did. He put the chicken at the table, and go straight to his room to change into a more comfortable clothes. He had just opened the door a little when he saw someone on his bed. Only the back can be seen, but Changkyun knows it’s Kihyun. Burying his face deep in the pillow, ass up in the air, and fucking his own hands. Changkyun didn’t expect this, at all.
“Ch-chang-k-kyun… hah…” Changkyun slowly approaching Kihyun; didn’t notice the younger presence at this point.
“Y-yes, hyung?” he whispers to Kihyun ears.
Kihyun crumbles. He is beyond ashamed. He stops his movement but can’t hide the state of his member now. Changkyun already saw everything. He didn’t have strength to look Changkyun in the eye.
“K-kyun, I can explain…” his voice muffled by the pillow.
“Look at me, hyung.” Changkyun said, softly. “Come on,”
“No,” Kihyun is persistent, still not going to lift his head from the pillow. “I’m sorry Changkyun, I’m too drunk, that’s why I end up here and not in my room, I –“
“Hyung.” Changkyun voice is deepened. “Look at me, please.”
Kihyun peeks up, still pressing his cheek into Changkyun’s pillow. He’s surprised to see the lust in the younger’s eyes.
“So it was you?” he asks.
“What…?”
“Do you think I’m that stupid to not noticing every time I went back from a full day schedule, my bed-sheet is always messier?” Changkyun moves closer. “Of course it’s not because you’re deep cleaning.”
“Changkyun,”
“You’re just buried deep in your own hands. In my room.” Changkyun moves Kihyun so now he’s lying on his back, and kissed him. Kihyun just froze, he didn’t even close his eyes. He pushed Changkyun until they’re separated.
“Stop it, Changkyun. Don’t do this if you didn’t mean it.” The younger grabs Kihyun hand and put it on his crotch. It’s hard.
“Do you still think I didn’t mean it, hyung?” Changkyun looks deep into the older’s eyes. “I want you, Kihyun. From a long time ago.”
“Why didn’t you say so?” Kihyun asked.
“Why don’t you?”
Silence. Kihyun knows, maybe they’re having the same reasons. Afraid of being judged, afraid of getting hurt. And other million reasons.
“Let me make you feel good, hyung. You can say no,” Changkyun close the gap between their face again. “If you don’t want to.”
Kihyun grabs the younger nape and kiss him. To let him know how much he loves him all these time, and now. Now he is being straddled by all clothed Changkyun and they keep kissing until they’re out of breath.
“I love you, Im Changkyun.” He says it immediately. He needs to say it. These times that gone because he’s being a coward, he regrets it, and now he just wants to say it over and over again. “I love you.”
“I love you,” Changkyun says it back. “Finger me, hyung.”
“We don’t need to move that fast, Kyunnie.”
“But I want it, hyung. I want you,” Kihyun searches for a glimmer of hesitation on Changkyun’s face, but there’s none. He kissed the younger one more time, and swaps their position so now Kihyun is on top.
“Changkyun,”
“Hm?”
“Can I sniff you?” Kihyun shyly asked. Oh. Changkyun understands it now. He removes his shirt.
“Of course, hyung. You’re aroused by my scent, aren’t you?” Changkyun reaches into his bedside drawer and take out a lube. “For later,” he says, and put it near the pillow.
“I’m intoxicated, Kyun. Can’t help it,”
Kihyun pours kisses on Changkyun’s face. Forehead, cheeks, chin, and nose. And neck. The area below his right ear, he takes a deep breath there. Kihyun moans. He the kissed and suck on the skin there. Chngkyun releases a deep groan. He didn’t know he’s sensitive there. The older keeps kissing every part of Changkyun. His chest, his abs, his hip. To Changkyun’s surprise, the brunet takes a deep breath, on his clothed crotch.
“H-hyung,” he squirmed. “Don’t do that, I’m embarrassed.”
“I’ve told you, Kyunnie. I’m intoxicated.”
Kihyun removes the younger pants. Take a deep breath again. And he noticed a wet patch.
“Oh.” Kihyun smiles. “You like this too, aren’t you?”
“Stop being a tease and just fuck me already, hyung.”
“Take it off, then. Finger yourself for me.”
Changkyun whines, but complies. He opens the lube and coated his fingers. One becomes two, two becomes three. He moans, because he hasn’t done this in a while, this feels so new to him. Then, he feels something sucks his dick. Kihyun.
“A-ah, hyung!” Kihyun sucks harder. Just the tip.
“Kihyun hyung, hng.. Ki hyung,” He takes the rest of Changkyun’s member, deep throat.
“Stop, hyung!” Then the warm feeling is gone.
“Sorry, baby, is it too much?” Kihyun stands up on his knees. “We can stop here,”
Changkyun removes his hand and whimpers. He hooks his ankles to Kihyun back, brings him closer to Changkyun.
“Are you crazy, hyung?” Changkyun pants. “I don’t want to cum too soon. I want you inside me.”
By that, all Kihyun’s façade is gone. He coats his dick and enters Changkyun’s awaiting hole. He thrusts, and thrusts, and inhales Changkyun’s neck. They become each other’s world in the next 2 hours.
**
“Give me that,” Changkyun makes grabby hands to Kihyun. Well, to a box of chicken in Kihyun’s hand, to be exact.
“It’s cold, now.” Kihyun’s feeding Changkyun a chicken leg.
“Not if you’re cuddling me. Come here,” the older rolls his eyes. Changkyun lifts up the blanket and motions Kihyun to come closer. They hear a door open.
“… and that’s why I’m screaming! I can’t believe there’s so much bugs and spiders in the set. The whole crews are afraid too, not just me!” Minhyuk explained. He brings Hyungwon and Jooheon too. “Oh, hi guys. I’m inviting them over to dinner, I brought pizza,”
“Oh, I want the chicken too,” Jooheon said.
“Jagiya, give it to me,”
“Doesn’t anyone wants pizza?” Minhyuk asks. Other members just stare at him and blink. “Well, your loss then.” He sits next to Kihyun with a box of pizza on his lap.
Kihyun and Changkyun exchanges look. Do you want to tell them? Changkyun blinks. You tell them, Kihyun nods. Oh well, now they can communicate by the eyes. What a progress.
“Uh, guys,” Changkyun straighten up. “I have an announcement.”
The three hyungs look at him while munching their dinner.
“Okay. Straight to the point it is. Me and Kihyun hyung are –“
“Fucking?” Minhyuk interrupts. “Well, good for you.”
“It’s not that! Well, it’s also that but I meant to say that we’re boyfriends now!”
“Blegh. I don’t need to know about your sex life,” Hyungwon said. “And don’t do PDA in front of me. Wonho hyung is still busy preparing for his comeback. No need to rub salt in my wound.”
“Joohoney, baby, come sit here on my lap,” Minhyuk clears the pizza out of his lap. Like a baby he is, Jooheon smiles and blush, and smothering Minhyuk in hugs. Hyungwon flips a finger to him.
“I’m happy for you, Kyun. And Kihyun hyung. Really. I don’t need to hear about all the fantasies Changkyun has, about how he wanted to be bent…” someone throws a chicken to Jooheon.
“Shut up and eat your chicken,” Changkyun blushes. The hyungs coo him.
Kihyun just stare at Changkyun, the love of his life, and smiles. He never knew he’ll be this lucky. To have a best friend and a lover in one package. He just, loves him so much. Changkyun feels the gaze of the older, and give him a kiss on the cheek. He looks into Kihyun’s eyes, and mouthed I love you. Kihyun realized that he is afraid of nothing. He feels so stupid, in order to masks his own feeling, he ignores all the love Changkyun gives him. Kihyun gives him a hug, and whispers, ”I love you too.”
**
Changkyun sleeps in Kihyun’s room tonight. He is laying on Kihyun’s chest. The brunet plays with the younger’s hair, while he’s scrolling his phone.
“I thought I’m hopeless, you know,” Kihyun starts a conversation, and put his phone’s down.
“What do you mean?”
“I always see you on your phone, all giddy and smiley. I thought you’re seeing someone,” the older never been so honest with someone before in his life.
“Do you want to know why?” Changkyun looks up. Kihyun nods. “I’m scrolling at your pictures,” the younger grabs his phone and shows his gallery. “See?”
Kihyun looks at hundreds, or even thousands picture of him in Changkyun’s gallery. He feels warm.
“The day when I went somewhere to discuss the J magazines’ next issue, do you remember, hyung?” Kihyun nods again. “When I see you standing in front of the fridge, drinking water, I almost jumped at you, hyung. You looked so hot gulping all those water.” Kihyun chuckles.
“Oh, that’s why you’re red!”
“Yeah… but now I can jump you anytime I want because you’re mine!” Changkyun giggles. They talk about their attraction of each other for 30 minutes, and eventually fell asleep, smiling.