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everyone was very aware of youngjaes pure innocence, everyone except for youngjae himself. To him the whole world was filled with light and happiness, he'd always been protected from dirty and evil things.
that is, until freshman year of college had began and the first friends he made were yugyeom and a boy whole liked to call himself 'bambam.' Two months after he had met them they introduced him to their other friends, Jackson, jaebum Mark and
Jinyoung
Jinyoung, who made his world stop. Jinyoung who made his heartbeat quicken. Jinyoung who seemed to make flowers bloom just by blinking. They quickly fell in love, shy glances and gentle hand holding have been exchanged. Passionate kissing and cuddling. youngjae had never been in a relationship before, and Jinyoung had met all of his expectations. It couldn't be more perfect than this.
Youngjae was now in his sophomore year of college, Jinyoung and him have dated for a little over a year now. One whole fantastic beautiful year, but to his friends there was one problem:
"What do you mean you haven't had sex yet?!" Jackson exclaimed, covering his mouth to laugh loudly. Holding his stomach and calling bambam over who was in the middle of eating lunch.
"Did you know they haven't had sex yet?" Jackson asked bambam, bambams eyes widened and he choked on his sandwich looking over at youngjae who was sitting on the couch in his dorm completely dumbfounded.
"Jeez I knew you were innocent but seriously? You still haven't done it?" Bambam asked, urging on Jacksons harassment.
"Wait so have you even given him a blowjob yet?" Jackson tilted his head in question, youngjae scratched his arm And shook his head no. Bambam and Jackson exchanged a look, raising their eyebrows
"Do you even know what a blowjob is?" Bambam followed up Jacksons question
Again youngjae shook his head no, which sent bambam and Jackson into a fit of obnoxious laughter. They screamed like hyenas wiping tears away from their eyes.
Youngjae thanked his lucky stars when he heard the door of his dorm open, meaning Jinyoung was finally here with the food he asked for.
"Has he even given you a handjob yet?!" Jackson continued laughing but immediately stopped when he saw Jinyoung standing in the doorway, his eyes focusing on youngjae.
Youngjae was a blushing up a storm, his sweater paws covering up his crimson cheeks. He felt the warmth radiate from his face, embarrassed that Jinyoung had heard what Jackson was asking him. What they were discussing
"I d-don't even know what a handjob is" youngjae mumbled, truly having no clue what it was but assuming it was something sexual. In high school youngjae was friends with a lot of girls. Not very popular ones though, they were all in the comic book club and a mathematics club for the top math students at his school.
He was completely shut out from what is 'regular teenage talk', never even having a relationship before Jinyoung. He has always been 100% focused on school, school, school.
Jinyoung shot a cold glare at Jackson and bambam, making them shiver with fear. Jinyoung pet youngjaes head and placed a paper bag on his lap.
"Is this my food hyung?" Youngjae asked, looking up at Jinyoung as he walked around the couch to sit down next to him.
"Mhm" he hummed and sat down next to youngjae, wrapping his arm around youngjae as he pulls out the honeybun that Jinyoung bought for him.
He takes a bite and hums with pleasure, "tasty!" He smiles and eats as the others begin to carry on regular conversation.
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Around 8 or 9 Jinyoung said he had to go back to his dorm to study for a big test that was coming up. Youngjae waddled over to Jinyoung before he started to open the door and shyly tugged on his shirt. Though they've been together for so long and know almost everything about each other; youngjae was still too shy to ask for kisses or to initiate the kiss first.
Jinyoung has become aware of youngjaes habit of tugging on his shirt when he wanted a kiss, which he found it to be the most adorable thing ever. Jinyoung smiled and wrapped his arms around youngjae waist, pulling him close.
Youngjae giggled and slid his arms around Jinyoung neck while jinyoung leaned down to press their lips together. Their lips molding together in perfect harmony, youngjae pulled away first and rested his forehead against Jinyoung and giggled quietly. They stayed like that for a moment, breathing each other in, feeling close.
"Alright alright get out now!" Jackson groaned and made fake gagging sounds at the cutesy couple in front of him.
Jinyoung laughed and whispered another goodbye to youngjae and left his dorm. Youngjae basically skipped to his room, the dorkiest smile on his face.
Youngjae rested his head on his pillow, dreams filled with Jinyoung.
dreams of Jinyoungs hands sliding up his thigh, whispering incoherent words into his ear. Goosebumps erupting over his skin, hands grazing over every inch of his body. lips pressed against his bare neck, drowning out all the things around him except for Jinyoung,
Jinyoung, Jinyoung