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Being injured sucks.
Being injured alongside your supposed greatest rival sucks even more.
Being injured alongside your supposed greatest rival while he repeatedly hints that he's secretly in love with someone, knows things he shouldn't know, and may or may not have fallen out of another universe is, according to Shane Hollander, a very elaborate attempt to get inside his head off the ice. And that sucks the most.
aka: Shane assumes everything this Ilya Rozanov says is bullshit. Connor Storrie, unfortunately, agrees.
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09 Jun 2026
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Obaa-chan pulled back and held his cheek in her gnarled hands. "In a matter of speaking. You're not dead, but you're not awake," she said. "Your body is back in the physical world. Your mind is in between worlds for some time."
"I don't understand," Shane said, shaking his head. "This is crazy. Why would…"
And then he remembered.
Marleau taking him out on the ice. The dizzying blur of lights and faces above him. The searing pain in his collarbone and the back of his head. A final, feeble thought—I'm glad Ilya isn't here to see this; he would worry.
And then pure darkness.
Oh, god.
Shortly after Shane begins to date Rose, Marleau knocks him out on the ice, sending him into a coma. As a terrified Ilya, who is away for his father’s funeral, rushes to Shane’s side, Shane is taken through a series of visions exploring the past, present, and future.
Or: Shane meets two dead women, a psychic, and a faceless entity; travels into the past of his loved ones; and answers a question that has long been out of his grasp: what does he really want?
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05 Jun 2026
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i know most people do by some1_around
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
17 Dec 2025
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“Do you want to fuck Svetlana?
Shane dropped his phone. “What? No. Are you fucking crazy?”
“I am not crazy,” Ilya said. “But I would like to be fucking. Maybe both of you. At once.”
“Too bad you only have one dick then,” Shane said, incredulous.
“My innocent sweet boy, Hollander. Never had a threesome before?”
“I could barely handle one girl at a time,” Shane confessed. “Much less two. Because, Rozanov, I am gay.”
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Ilya and Svetlana propose a threesome for old time's sake. Shane learns that sometimes, experimentation can be very, very rewarding. An exploration of identity and desire and, ultimately, being true to yourself.
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01 Jun 2026
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Distraction by Emphysematous
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
31 Mar 2026
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03-Nov-2011 21:46 Ilya: What's a girl to do on a lonely night in Montreal? [seen]
Ilya is absolutely not becoming dangerously preoccupied with Shane Hollander. He's just horny for cock, and Hollander isn't the only man in Montreal tonight. Especially if he's not even going to fucking text back. So, after beating the Metros in tonight's game, Ilya's going to find a guy to hook up with. (Probably; he's never actually tried to pick up a guy at a bar before.) And he's going to choose someone who is definitely not Shane Hollander and prove to himself that it's just dick that he wants, and not Hollander's dick specifically.
Tonight only at the Cellar Bar! FABIAN SALAH - Nov 3rd 2011, 10pm. $10
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30 May 2026
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“I’m trying to figure out,” Rose wonders aloud. “Are you always a complete prick? Just with women? Or just when you lose a game?”
Ilya barks a laugh, shocked and almost delighted, and his smile spreads wide enough that Rose can see all those pearly whites of his that are so much nicer than she expected any hockey player’s to be. “All the time,” he grins, “all the time. However much of an asshole Hollander has told you I am, double it.”
She answers truthfully, shrugs her shoulders in her tiny silver dress. “He hasn’t mentioned you at all.”
After a shitshow of an evening in a Montreal nightclub, Ilya wakes up the next morning in Shane’s bed. Only, he’s not in Shane’s bed — Rose Landry is, and he’s in Rose Landry’s body, and she’s in his. Well, what the fuck are they supposed to do with that?
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21 May 2026