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    Yuri and Vladimir have an unbreakable bond; a bond that survived unspeakable pain and loss. After nearly murdering one another, they fall madly in love. But a relationship with Vladimir Makarov can mean recurring anguish and isolation for Yuri. He stays loyally by his side, enjoying whatever tenderness and attention that Vladimir can give him. Just as things start to look up, Vladimir goes missing and Yuri does the only thing he knows to do. He seeks out the only living relative that Vladimir has; his estranged brother Nikandr. Yuri takes a long train ride and the man who opens the door for him, takes his breath away. The man is a copy of his beloved, but suave and kind. He offers Yuri everything that Vladimir couldn't and the inevitable happens as Yuri seeks out a way to drown his grief. They fall for one another and when Vladimir returns, he is not happy.
    In time, something wonderful happens in Yuri's life; he feels loved and appreciated.

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    Simon had thought about this. Thought of seeing Soap again, of what he’d say. Fuck knows he had endless hours of loneliness to fill. To think and think some more. To overthink his fucking thinking. To rehearse bullshit conversations he’d never have. Catastrophize, wish for encounters that would never come to pass. Hate himself for hoping, hoping so loud he gave himself a bloody headache.

    But here was his chance, one of those conversations laid out before him, waiting to be had, and all Simon could say was, “Johnny, let go.”

     

    Many years after they've both left the service, Simon and Johnny get another chance at their almost relationship.

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    14 Jul 2026