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  1. Rec *

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    Donghyuck looks up and immediately feels a hysterical laugh bubble up in his throat. It’s fucking Mark Lee, ex-best friend, ex-love of his life, standing and looking at him with stupidly gentle concern. He looks good. He looks better than he did last summer, somehow. It shouldn’t be possible.

    He holds himself with that same easy, athletic grace. His blonde dye job, which Donghyuck had seen on his Instagram a few months ago, is growing out at the roots. He’s wearing a windbreaker and jean shorts, and when Donghyuck looks at the strong, built lines of Mark’s legs, he wishes the meteor would hurry it up.

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    Donghyuck dreams about the end of the world, and also about Mark Lee.

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    01 Nov 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    mindblowing, heartbreaking. devoured it in one night.

  2. Rec *

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    Mark, at forty, who is really just the same as Mark at thirty, twenty, sixteen, twelve, the boy, the teenager, the man that Donghyuck has been in love with for most of his life. The only person he will ever love, for now and forever.

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    01 Nov 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    the yearning.

  3. Rec 6

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    “Listen to me, Hyuckie, I don’t know what's happening, I keep having this dream but- I don't think it's really a dream, it’s the same day over and over."

    Mark grips Donghyuck close, talking quickly, knowing he’s running out of time. If it’s the last thing his friend hears, he wants Donghyuck to hear this promise. “I don't know why, but I think I'm being given the chance to try and fix this! Hyuckie, if I wake up from this, I promise I'm going to find a way to save you!”

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    01 Nov 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    this should be a movie

  4. Rec *

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    Donghyuck doesn’t do sex on the first date, as a principle, so really, there’s no reason why he should have Mark Lee naked in his bed after meeting the guy roughly four hours ago. Really, there’s no reason. 

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    01 Nov 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    love it

  5. Rec 9

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    Donghyuck sees his feelings reflected in the practice room mirror and wonders what Mark’s reflection might mean.

    Or: Donghyuck offers Mark a shoulder massage.

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    25 Oct 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    exquisite writing