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    Rozanov pulls away, tugging at Shane’s bottom lip with his teeth as he does so, fingers toying with Shane’s hair. “It is because I am too lazy,” he says. “Unable to sate you.”

    The word ricochets between them – there it is again –

    Lazy.

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    Or five times Ilya calls himself lazy, and one time Shane finally calls him out on it.

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    When Ilya goes down during a Boston v Montreal game, Shane refuses to leave his side. An alternate version of Shane's accident on the ice in episode 5, but Ilya is the one who takes a hard hit.

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    It was one of his favorite things to do. Watching his person play. Ilya was the most alive during it, and Shane just loved seeing him shine. In the arena, all the weight Ilya carried seemed to fall away, allowing him to be light.

    Shane’s eyes never left Ilya, and when it happened, he barely registered at first.

    It happened so fast. Suddenly the puck hit Ilya’s throat. Shane’s stomach dropped.

    Ilya couldn’t breathe.

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    Ilya looks at him, that carefree smirk pulling at his lips, and time slows. 

    JJ is barreling toward Ilya, and it’s obvious he hasn’t processed that Ilya’s turned away from him. And Ilya, oh God Ilya can’t see, and the world is moving at a snail’s pace around Shane but there’s no time, he can’t open his mouth to warn him and—

    —and JJ collides harshly with Ilya, sending him richocheting into the boards and Shane's world stops.

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    Or, what if it was Ilya who was hurt instead of Shane?

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    Ilya felt the hit before he processed what was happening. Immediately, all the air left his lungs as he flipped, slamming into the ice, head and shoulder first.

     

    The sickening crack in his shoulder should have been concerning, but the way his stomach lurched and his head spun was all he could focus on.

     

    Ilya Rozanov was down, and it didn’t seem like he was getting back up.

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