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    Reading over the sentences, Chuuya is hit with waves of confusion. There is no other way to describe the feeling Dazai is portraying other than…

    Love? A crush? It seems like Dazai wrote this when he was sixteen given the context clues. Could Dazai have forgotten about his teenage woes in this notebook and accidentally gave it to Chuuya for the report?

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    Or, Chuuya accidentally receives a journal full of love letters written by Dazai to someone else that span over multiple years.

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    19 Jun 2026

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    “Chuuya," Dazai starts solemnly. He pitches his voice intentionally low as he pulls on a severe expression. A dramatic sigh leaves his mouth. "I think it’s time we break up."

    "Fucking finally," Chuuya snorts. "Now stop whining and do the damn dishes."

    Vietnamese translation available!

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    04 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 30

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    A year out of college, Scaramouche's life is great. He's got a one-bedroom apartment he shares with his wonderfully sympathetic boyfriend, Kazuha, going on their one-year anniversary, and a beautifully opportunistic office job just a twenty minutes' drive away. He's got everything he could ask for. His life is simple and manageable, and Kazuha reassures him he's inching away from the 'illness' that plagues him more and more each day, by the grace of God. He holds his life together by tape and tight corporate smiles, trying desperately to be the healed version of himself he so viciously wants to be.

    He isn't, inescapably. The tape rips. Everything comes crashing down after that.

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    02 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 25

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    There was a time where Chuuya had nothing. No memories, no people, he couldn’t even say with certainty he had a soul. Back then, something in him burned. It yearned for air, it yearned for fuel, it yearned and yearned and yearned. He wanted someone to trust. He wanted someone to love.

    He learns better than to expect it.

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    Nowadays, Chuuya loves high places.

    Beyond love, beyond life, beyond need, Chuuya has grown to seek freedom.

    Dazai leads him home.

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    02 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 66

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    Dazai approaches.

    Something is strange about his gait. Like he’s hesitating. Like he’s trying not to scare a cornered animal.

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    Or: Five years ago, Chuuya got transportet to an alternate universe by an ability. AU!Dazai is cruel and merciless, tormenting Chuuya every chance he gets. When Chuuya eventually returns to his own world, he is hurt, wary and understandably scared. Dazai has to pick up the pieces and regain his ex-partner's trust.

    This is extremely self-indulgent.

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    25 May 2026