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  1. Public Bookmark 34

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    Zanka struggles with being closeted and not having anyone to relate to. The one person he can turn to is the last person on earth he would ever want to deal with.

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    30 Jun 2026

  2. Rec 18

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    There's something inside of him festering and Zanka wants to dig it out, bloody his hands and tear his nails apart as peels back layer and layer of skin until he finds it, nestled deep within his rotting heart.

    Or maybe Zanka and Jabber have come to an understanding of their dynamic.

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    30 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    yeah

  3. Public Bookmark 45

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    “Oh yeah? You don’t wanna go talk to dad?” Zanka hissed in mock, like one would to a younger sibling, but Enjin was caught completely off guard.

    He scrunched his nose, a small confused sniffle, and repeated the word to make sure. “Dad?” 

    Him?!

    - OR ! :
    Enjin was not, had never been, and would likely never be a dad - regardless of the fact that he legally had kids. Except .. it just so happened that when one of those kids lost himself to a headspace smaller than usual, Enjin sort of did become a dad. That was okay, he could be a dad sometimes. Probably.

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    20 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    the only Rudo fic ever

  4. Public Bookmark 8

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    The door was locked. The lights were off. The only thing illuminating the room was a patch of moonlight let in by the window.

    Zanka was alone.

    No.
    Not alone.
    Never alone.

    Not ever again.

    Questions say what?
    I like you mostly late at night
    Hold tight, hold tight,

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    06 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 50

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    20 May 2026