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• the wars we lost by crimsonfishjester

  Fandoms: Original Work  

  • Mature
  • Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Major Character Death
  • Gen, Multi, F/M
  • Work in Progress

  30 Mar 2026

  Tags

  • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
  • Major Character Death
  • Original Characters
  • Military
  • British Military
  • Women in the Military
  • War
  • Special Air Service
  • Angst
  • Fluff and Angst
  • Loss of Identity
  • Near Death Experiences
  • Character Death
  • Blood and Violence
  • Gun Violence
  • Army
  • Betrayal
  • Hurt/Comfort
  • Angst and Hurt/Comfort
  • Not Beta Read
  • Dead Dove: Do Not Eat
  • Graphic Description
  • Guerrilla Warfare
  • Biological Warfare
  • Psychological Warfare
  • Loyalty
  • Found Family
  • Major Character Injury
  • Work in Progress
  • POV Original Female Character
  • Blackouts
  • Medical Inaccuracies
  • Medical Trauma
  • Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD
  • Mental Health Issues
  • Dehumanization
  • Torture
  • Psychological Torture
  • I Wrote This Instead of Sleeping
  • To Be Edited
  • loosely based on call of duty
  • Blood and Gore
  • Mental Coercion
  • no beta we die like men
  • Explicit Language
  • Smoking
  • Substance Abuse
  • Murder
  • Power Imbalance
  • Aftermath of Torture
  • Boiled Dove
  • Delta Force
  • Implied/Referenced Sexual Assault

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  15,082

  Chapters:

  7/?

  Comments:

  9

  Kudos:

  14

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