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    Day 43 since /that/.

    Josh,

    The silence between us feels like another presence now. It lurks in the spaces where your laughter used to echo, in the empty passenger seat, in the pauses between songs that stretch into eternity.

    I watch the ceiling fan spin above me, counting revolutions like heartbeats.

    One, two, forty-three nights since you walked away from my life.

    Each rotation carries memories I can't erase—your drumbeats matching my pulse, your eyes finding mine across crowded rooms, the silent language we built between midnight drives and stage lights.

    I should have spoken when silence was drowning us.

    I should have reached across that final night when words hung suspended between us, too heavy to voice. Instead, I let fear calcify my tongue, let doubts become walls.

    I built fortresses when I should have built bridges.

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    30 Oct 2025

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    Welcome to my Dr. Wayne AU! In this universe, Bruce chooses a healthy outlet for his grief and decides to become a doctor instead of a furry. And with no other superheroes or villians running amok, everyone is much happier. But don't worry, Bruce's kids still find their way into his life.

    Also, for extra spice, they all have medical issues.

    Dick: spinal injury and TBI

    Jason: type 1 diabetes and PTSD from CSA

    Tim: cystic fibrosis

    Cass: speech delay, severe past abuse

    Damian: spinal fracture requiring hardware, messed up from abusive upbringing, OCD

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    11 Oct 2025