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   Where Is My Mind? by Athetos

   Fandoms: Better Call Saul (TV)  

   • Teen And Up Audiences
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • Gen
   • Complete Work

   28 May 2026

   Tags

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   • Jimmy McGill | Saul Goodman/Kim Wexler
   • Howard Hamlin
   • Cliff Main
   • Jimmy McGill | Saul Goodman
   • Kim Wexler
   • slight AU
   • Set during S6E4 Hit and Run
   • Paranoia
   • Gaslighting
   • jimmy + kim aren't onscreen per se but play a very big role
   • mental health
   • Therapy
   • the ham scam
   • Referenced Drug Addiction
   • Suicidal Thoughts

   Summary

   Howard feels self-conscious about his outburst, because he knows he sounds like Chuck. And what had happened to Chuck? He was six feet under, charred to a crisp, having taken his own life after he and Jimmy ruined what was left of it.

   Is he the new Chuck? Is Jimmy going to drive him crazy to the point he contemplates suicide?

   Howard goes to therapy, and it mostly helps. He then gets a phone call from Cliff, and that helps a lot less.

   Slight AU, set during S6E4 "Hit and Run."

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   3,428

   Chapters:

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   Comments:

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