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  1. Public Bookmark 18

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    ‘His husband looked like a child himself, curling around their newborn like he was protecting his favourite toy from being snatched away from him and it made something rot inside him, wilt like the flowers their friends had left behind when they'd first brought her home two weeks ago.

    Ilya flinched.’

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    Shane and Ilya try. No matter how hard it is

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    09 Jun 2026

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    Shane Hollander goes on LTIR just before the Sochi Olympics with no public statement and an outpour of fan theories and media speculation. For the next two years of radio silence, Ilya grapples with the ghost of a relationship that could never be but almost was, wondering what he’d done wrong, yes—but mostly just coming to terms with the fact that his worry fits best by another name; one that neither of them can afford to call it.

    In 2017, Shane returns to reclaim his position on the ice opposite Ilya, but things are different now. Ilya worries that there's someone else, and there is.

    Just not in the way he'd expected.

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    09 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 77

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    “I only love Louis.” Lestat announced clearly and proudly. He stopped suddenly and straightened up with determination. “You go away and fuck off.”
    “Lestat, for the sake of the lord…”
    “I go home.” Lestat turned on his heel and began to walk backwards, though still in the right direction. Louis’s hand met his mouth, shutting him up in shock. “I needmyLouis.”
    “It’s me. I’m standing in front of you. Stop the act.”
    “You look very similar.” Lestat agreed cordially, still backing away. Louis blinked and regained the power to walk. Blessing his vampiric speed, he almost grabbed Lestat’s belt. Almost. Something weird happened. Lestat seemed to walk somehow faster. And higher. Higher?
    “Lestat, you idiot, you’re floating. Get the fuck down!”
    Louis, with mouth widely parted, observed his Lestat, levitating above the pavement, turning around and contemplating perhaps which way to choose. It looked so surreal that Louis almost burst into frantic laughter.
    Lestat, apparently oblivious to the fact that he was flying, suddenly stopped mid-air and grimaced.
    “I think I'm gonna be sick.”
    "Oh, dear."

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    Lestat got so high he didn't recognize his own husband.

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    09 Jun 2026

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    What if Shane didn't make that joke at the aquarium? What if, instead, he made that joke when a certain Russian hockey player was looking over his shoulder?

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    03 Jun 2026

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    On a random autumn afternoon, Ilya Rozanov discovers three unfortunate things:
    1. His son has Shane Hollander’s freckles.
    2. His son has Shane Hollander’s extremely effective pout.
    3. He is not winning an argument in his own household.
    Or: Ilya Rozanov is a very weak man when faced with Shane Hollander’s pout.

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    02 Jun 2026