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  1. Public Bookmark 30

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    Being Shane Hollander, the impossible force that he is, it's rare that there's someone who can get a hit in on him for long enough to leave a mark.

    Ilya Rozanov, however, has never had any issue with getting Shane underneath of him - or with leaving his mark on Shane's pretty skin.

     

    aka:

    Shane's a pain slut and Ilya's a slut for seeing Shane covered in his marks, fun times with bruises

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    09 May 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 43

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    And so it had started.
    They made meal plans together, cooked together, but once the food was made, it was all Ilya's decision. Ilya filled his plate, Ilya packed his lunches, Ilya distributed the snacks. When they went to a restaurant, Ilya pre-screened the menu and told him what to order.
    He loved Ilya so much for doing this for him. He also hated him for it, on fear food days.

    OR: Shane has given up control about his food to Ilya. Ilya decides that it is time for Shane to face one of his fear foods. Shane struggles, and Ilya is there to help him through it.

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    09 May 2026

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    Everyone has bad days - Ilya and Shane are no exception. Sometimes they just need each other to get through it.

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    Ilya and Shane comforting each other when they have bad mental health days. The Ottawa Centaurs witness how they care for the other.

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    09 May 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 24

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    ‘’And what, tell him that I love him so much it hurts to breathe sometimes but that if I say it out loud the Universe might probably smack him down to teach me a lesson?’’ Eddie says.

    ‘’Well, you said it out loud right now. And the Universe is pretty much quiet.’’

    Eddie looks at her like she doesn’t realize that they’re in the middle of a locked elevator while there is an active shooter outside and a gaping wound in his abdomen.

    ‘’I think that the gaping hole in my body would beg to differ Henrietta.’’

    Hen smirks but then her voice comes out even softer than before. She sees that the radio is still on, whoever was on the other side was still listening.

    ‘’Was this the first time you said it? Out loud I mean?’’

    ‘’Yeah. And it figures it’s to you. My big gay guru.’’

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    Or: 9x18 elevator spec scene. Hen and Eddie are stuck in an elevator during the active shooter scene.

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    02 May 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 52

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    After the kidnapping, Buck comes home alive, but not whole, because somewhere in that basement, the line between him and Derek dissolved, and now Buck can’t quite tell where he ends and where Derek begins anymore. Eddie is there to help him figure it out.
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    [How fucking crazy and pathetic is it? To be jealous of Derek? Derek who’s in a coma and likely won’t ever wake up.
    (Evan’s mother never cut his sandwiches diagonally, she never put cold compresses on his forehead when he was sick, she never cradled his face between her hands when he was upset, she never-
    She’d never kidnap someone else to impersonate her kid.
    (No, God no, his mother would just make another kid to use as a donor for the kid she did want.)
    (Spare parts, defective parts, love me anyway, an endless list of broken bones and the same bike that killed Derek.)
    Christ.
    His mother would never do what Bonnie did.
    (Not for Evan, anyway.)]

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    04 Apr 2026