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One night, on a weekend, a man dreams again. by Ealdwine
Fandoms: ガンバレ！中村くん!! | Ganbare! Nakamura-kun!! | Go For It Nakamura! (Manga)
04 Jun 2026
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As his mind wandered on and on about that perfect person, Otogiri started imagining him, and all the ways he would improve his life. He would be caring, but also willing to reprimand him when he acted too spoiled. He would be shy, but quick to open himself up with the people he felt like he could trust. He would be clumsy, but always make up for himself and fix his mistakes. He would be scary looking and seem unfriendly to others, but actually be very sweet and kind when you got to know him. He would…
When Otogiri noticed who he was describing, he sighed. He was thinking about that boy again. He was thinking about his student again. He was fantasising about a relationship with Nakamura again. He had tried stopping, he had tried so many things to stop it, but he was doing it again. It was wrong, and very gross, but he just couldn't stop. Because he was broken. Because he was already so broken, even if he tried to fix himself as well as he could.
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Or: Just a drunk Otogiri laying down on the floor of his trashed apartment, thinking about wants to have but doesn't deserve, and about what he wishes was different about himself. -
You look just like him. by Ealdwine
Fandoms: ガンバレ！中村くん!! | Ganbare! Nakamura-kun!! | Go For It Nakamura! (Manga)
01 Jun 2026
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He smiled politely at his new student, while internally trying to recollect his loud, nonsensical thoughts, to desperately try and make them into something coherent. All those painful memories were flooding into his mind again, after a while of finally leaving him alone, and were tearing him apart from the inside out.
He wanted to puke. He wanted to cry. He wanted to scream. He wanted to stand up, grab that boy by the shoulders, and ask him about every single small detail about his life. Just to make sure it wasn’t actually him. Just to make sure that he was just going crazy and that his new student wasn’t him.
This teenager was not him. He would be twenty-five right now. This teenager was not him.
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Or: Otogiri notices that his new student, Nakamura, looks exactly like his first love. The first love who he so desperately wants to forget, but can't. -
I'm glad you love him back (Even if it pains me inside) by Ealdwine
Fandoms: ガンバレ！中村くん!! | Ganbare! Nakamura-kun!! | Go For It Nakamura! (Manga)
17 May 2026
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“So, just to see if I understood correctly… While dating Hana, you realized that you like Nakamura, and would rather be dating him instead of her?” His voice sounded breathy. Nervous. His carefully crafted calming personality was starting to crack.
Please say no. Please say you were joking. You were confused. Please. Say. No.
“Y-yes,” Hirose responded. Voice nervous.
Fuck.
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Or: During their conversation in the car, Hirose tells Otogiri the last thing he ever wanted to hear. -
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"I just couldn't bear seeing you like that," She said, while helping him back on his feet, a slight smile forming on her face. The boy couldn't help but notice how her eyes seemed to close a bit when she was smiling. She looked stunning, radiant, beautiful... Somehow like a porcelain doll, but not quite. She was way prettier than one of those. Cuter too. She was like... Like an angel, maybe?
"It's... It's okay..." He responded, as he used her hand to stabilize himself again. He couldn't help but notice how soft her hands were, did she use some sort of cream? "What are you... Doing here? It's quite late, ya’ know?...."
That question seemed to take her by surprise. She was quite clearly not expecting it, as she just looked at the boy’s eyes for a moment, with a somehow confused expression, before lightly smiling again. Except this time, her smile had a hint of sadness, or maybe irony to it.
“Same as you, I guess?...” She responded, with a quiet giggle. “What a coincidence, no?”
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Or: Rin and Len accidentally meet each other right as they're both about to jump off a bridge. They then have a conversation.
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Vanessa has always been surrounded by darkness. Numbness. By a void that felt like it needed to be filled.
And Gregory is here to save her. Even if he's too pure for her.