Throughout the Dark Months of April and May

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• lullaby by junkyardhound

  Fandoms: Call of Duty (Video Games)  

  • Mature
  • Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Major Character Death
  • Gen, Other
  • Complete Work

  03 Aug 2022

  Tags

  • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
  • Major Character Death
  • Russell Adler/Bell
  • Russell Adler
  • Bell (Call of Duty)
  • Alex Mason (Call of Duty)
  • Frank Woods
  • Helen A. Park
  • Eleazar "Lazar" Azoulay
  • Lawrence Sims
  • Jason Hudson
  • Perseus (Call of Duty: Black Ops Cold War)
  • Original Characters
  • Dead Dove: Do Not Eat
  • Emotional/Psychological Abuse
  • Brain Damage
  • Brainwashing
  • Unhealthy Relationships
  • Implied/Referenced Self-Harm
  • Psychological Torture
  • Non-Consensual Drug Use
  • Gaslighting
  • Older Man/Younger Woman
  • Age Difference
  • Possibly Unrequited Love
  • Trauma Bonding
  • Unethical Experimentation
  • Seizures
  • Blood and Gore
  • Hallucinations
  • Panic Attacks
  • Heavy Angst
  • No Romance
  • Not a Love Story
  • Song Lyrics
  • Scrapbooks
  • Musical References
  • Literary References & Allusions
  • Suicide Attempt
  • Implied Sexual Content
  • Mommy Issues
  • Cannibalistic Thoughts
  • Slight Bell/Helen Park
  • Sapphic Helen Park
  • Comes Back Wrong
  • Inspired by Richard Siken

  Summary

  could he daily feel a stab of hunger for her and find nourishment in the very sight of her? i think so. but would she see through the bars of his plight and ache for him?
  –the burning heart

  Series

  • Part 1 of Throughout the Dark Months of April and May

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  14,079

  Chapters:

  4/4

  Comments:

  3

  Kudos:

  64

  Bookmarks:

  7

  Hits:

  1,147

• beyond the flesh by junkyardhound

  Fandoms: Call of Duty (Video Games)  

  • Mature
  • Major Character Death
  • F/M
  • Complete Work

  26 Dec 2022

  Tags

  • Major Character Death
  • Russell Adler/Bell
  • Russell Adler
  • Bell (Call of Duty)
  • Original Female Character(s)
  • Angst
  • Hallucinations
  • Unrequited Love
  • Blood and Violence
  • Guilt
  • this is totally about adler killing bell not an allegory for sex haha i swear guys believe me
  • Eventual Smut
  • Fluffy Ending
  • Dom/sub Undertones
  • bell in subspace WAAAAAA
  • Aftercare
  • bell says fuck (1) times
  • the most censored smut you'll ever read
  • Older Man/Younger Woman
  • Breeding

  Summary

  take my breath away

  Series

  • Part 2 of Throughout the Dark Months of April and May

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  4,048

  Chapters:

  2/2

  Comments:

  5

  Kudos:

  34

  Bookmarks:

  4

  Hits:

  1,018

• wishbone by junkyardhound

  Fandoms: Call of Duty (Video Games)  

  • Teen And Up Audiences
  • Major Character Death, Graphic Depictions Of Violence
  • F/M
  • Complete Work

  28 Jul 2023

  Tags

  • Major Character Death
  • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
  • Russell Adler/Bell
  • Russell Adler
  • Bell (Call of Duty)
  • Gaslighting
  • Brainwashing
  • Brain Damage
  • Psychologists & Psychiatrists
  • Psychological Torture
  • Implied/Referenced Drug Use
  • Non-Consensual Drug Use
  • Minor Violence
  • Hallucinations
  • Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD
  • Character Death
  • Canonical Character Death
  • Thought Projection
  • my fave lab rat
  • Angst
  • Bad Ending
  • bell is having a time
  • what do you mean adler shot you you're so silly
  • OOC Bell because is it really her or what remains of her in adler's rattled brain
  • another one of those "is it really happening"
  • or "is adler going through post-brainwashing withdrawal" type fics
  • Unreliable Narrator
  • Grooming
  • Suicide Attempt
  • Female Bell (Call of Duty)
  • Nightmare Fuel
  • Inspired by Richard Siken
  • Light Sadism

  Summary

  bell knows she died on that mountain top, a death that felt like three lifetimes ago — however when she opened her eyes it was not the blinding shine of heaven, but the red pits of hell in the lab she had been reborn in twice over.

  she doesn't know if the welt in her chest was from the first or the second bullet.

  Series

  • Part 3 of Throughout the Dark Months of April and May

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  8,781

  Chapters:

  1/1

  Comments:

  3

  Kudos:

  41

  Bookmarks:

  4

  Hits:

  982