killugons♡
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Be strong, saith my heart; I am a soldier; / I have seen worse sights than this.
“It had to be fair, you know? I knew that from the moment I saw Kite’s body, torn apart and sewn back together over and over again. I had to do some sort of penance for that. I had to make up for what I’d done. I had to. I needed pain. A lot of it. Maybe enough…”
Gon takes a deep breath.
“Maybe enough that I wouldn’t make it out in one piece.”
In which things long unspoken finally come to light.
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- Part 2 of bad things happen bingo requests
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"No, Gon’s certain that for every gentle touch he’d received, Killua had been hurt at least a dozen times over. For every time Gon had had his hair ruffled, Killua had no doubt retched from the pain of broken bones. For each time Aunt Mito had given his hand a squeeze, Killua must’ve had several fingernails torn out, swift and bloody. It leaves such a painful, gaping wound in Gon’s chest, to imagine that Killua only ever knew touch as something that hurt."
Gon comes to a sudden realization about Killua's childhood and, predictably, takes it upon himself to do something about it.
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- Part 1 of bad things happen bingo requests
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“But that’s not the point. The point is that some really terrible things happened to you. And you can call it training to try to justify it, but it doesn’t change anything. It doesn’t change the fact that you were poisoned and tortured with electricity and God knows what else and you were a child, Killua. You were just a kid. So what I’m trying to say is that if after all that happened you’re still you, you’re still brave and kind and good, you’re not cruel or violent or horribly twisted, and the only way it affects you is that you have some nightmares about it, then it just proves what I’ve always known. That you’re the strongest and most exceptional person I’ve ever met. And that’s why you have absolutely nothing to be ashamed about.”
In which Gon proposes a simple solution to Killua's nightmares.
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“'Really, Killua. Your eyes are so blue. I’ve never seen a deeper blue in my life. And you’ve got these eyelashes that don’t even make any sense. I mean, they’re so dark and long and perfect, but your hair is white, so I don’t know how that would be possible. But it is. Your eyelashes are just completely ridiculous. And your nose is so cute. It’s all small and delicate, like a kitten or something. And your smile--'
'Gon.' Killua cuts Gon off a bit more sternly that he intended. The strange, warm tension in Killua’s stomach is gone, replaced by a bone deep terror. Clearly something is wrong. Very wrong. It must be the Nen ability. Gon must under the influence of something extremely sinister; it’s the only reason he’d be talking like this. Whatever’s been done to him is profound, corrupting his very capacity for reason."
Gon gets hit with a mysterious Nen ability that inexplicably makes him fall in love with Killua. He doesn't mean any of it, of course. It's entirely artificial. It has to be. As if he would ever actually have feelings for Killua.