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MY F47#36 Resistant is weakness, become one with the abyss and you will prove your self worthy. Promise.
Dazai watched in sorrow as the boss of the port mafia, now paralyzed on the bed sounding like a broken machine chanting the same things over and over again, it was honestly disappointing to Dazai but he battled with the feeling that has been giving him burden
His father leaned to the boss. The wind slips through the windows as the cold night blows, it was exactly red moon, Dazai knows what his father is about to do. Dazai knows what his father is doing
Scalpel. A scalpel lowers to the boss’ neck as he chants “kill them, kill them all” the same words muttered over his mouth, Mori pushed his hands to give out a clean swipe, blood sputtered all over the walls, red drips. Dazai stared
Dazai’s eyes only reflected the red into his eyes, red everywhere. Dazai stared at Mori with rage into him. Mori returned, he stared at Dazai with those huge purple eyes, his eyes widened into that stare as he looked into Dazai’s eyes. Their first eye contact turned out to be this way
Mori spoke with a smile, that grin he hated. That grin “the boss left a dying message to me, he left this position to me. you are the witness to that fact” Dazai was quiet. . .
His hands grew cold in fear of the sight, he wanted to puke and run away. His body turned paler as he witnessed this “why is it suddenly so cold. . .” Dazai thought to himself, He wanted to know. He was nervous, his eyes grew wide in the stare and his breathing was hitching, his sweat was cold
Are you afraid?
No emotions are shown but Mori knows his son more than anyone, he knows that Dazai is scared and that is why Mori is grinning even more. . . He hated that stupid grin more than anyone
Why must his father be this way? He will never know
At first Dazai tried his best to tell someone or anyone about this but when Mori found he did something Dazai will never forget
Never. Ever
He was in a cold room, he tried so hard to pull off the chains that held him down “no” he chanted as he stood up pulling it as hard as he can hoping it would break, he was cold and scared, he was in a state of panic. He tried to let go of the chains. It didn’t work. He knows it won’t work. He knows he is just a timid boy in the end, the dogs are growling and he spots Mori on the doorway of the stairs, it was far but the light from the door highlighted it, Dazai looked everywhere in panic “father! Please! Don’t do this to me!” Dazai rushed to apologize “oh you will learn you’re lesson” and the door creaked shut
The cages began to roll up in a way to let out the hungry dogs that growls and howls and chants the barks. Dazai couldn’t breathe in fear, the light was barely working making it blink, these dogs were fast and hungry
The moment they laid eyes with Dazai. . . They ran, attacking him from everyway, desperate for food as Dazai screamed and cried. They go for his limbs, next his torso and some tried to get to his face, the whole scene was bloody, the tip of his scream was so loud that the glass on the light broke “FA AAA AA A AA AA A A A A A A A A A AAAAA A A A A A AAAAATHER!” A scream attacked Mori from the basement, it was a scream that was sure to be heard. And as Mori thought Dazai was dead, when he opened the door he could see Dazai still breathing
His intentions were to kill him but, he wanted to just try to use Dazai for something else, if it doesn’t work he will die with it.
Dazai's eyes finally closed in tiredness, his voice is hoarse and he was breathing heavily, he wanted to give up and he is glad he is dying
The moment he wakes up he felt the coldness on his skin, he tried to move but to his shock he was strapped in. Panic was in his body as he tried to let go, he could feel the air on his hands. His bandages has been removed, he tried so hard to let go when suddenly his father came in with a smirk “since you have survived something that you shouldn’t have! Why not put a use in that. I want to use you on something experimental!
Dazai in fear looks at him, those eyes of hatred reflected through his looks into Mori, he feels red through his father but it was too late
His father had already killed two birds in one stone
His forced scream was heard as Mori slowly injected poison in his body, this poison was light yet painful. He smiled at Dazai when he passed out. Reviving him again. Then injecting a new poison, then revive, inject another, then revive
Inject
Revive
Inject
Revive
Dazai got used to the pain after 6 weeks, he just stared at the ceiling and not feel. Maybe he learned how to. . . Not feel, maybe it was just him. This made the hole in Dazai bigger, he doesn’t like how he is being used like a lab rat by his father, he hates that grin so so much
Numbness was all he felt
He stared into a mirror with all the hatred in his heart, there was a rage that stared back at him. His body tensed he wanted to scream at him “I HATE YOU SO MUCH!” thus he closed his eyes and punched the mirror in front of him. He carefully sat down and quietly cried this poor little boy of his side
He hates his father so so much, he wants everything to end, he wants someone to save him, to understand him, to let him show a valuable side he tucked away all these years, he wanted to feel lucky, he wants to know why he is filled with misfortune. He wants something or someone