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"Baby!" my whole body tenses knowing exactly what it means when my boss call me baby, I turn slightly to my left seeing him hold up cash pointing at the man with the money he's holding before motioning to the room I know to well
That man is old enough to be my fucking dad what the hell! Why would he pimp me out to a guy that is atleast 30 years older than me, biting my lip I push off the bar walking slowly over to my boss and the guy "Mr Frank payed extra for you" he tells me making me swallow hard nodding taking the guys hand who smirks at me the entire time watching my ass when I bring him to a door where one of the bouncers take one look at me before opening the door hinting to his coworker to follow after us to make sure the guy won't do something to me
At least something he didn't pay to do to me. Everyone knows. Anyone who works at this club knows why I'm here, I walk around with shorts that I would qualify as panties and cropped top only used for one thing because my boss stopped having me dance. Sex.
That's all my job is here, for lonely desperate men who's paying hundreds of dollars to fuck me and thousands to record a porno with me. My boss said it's no point having me on dance floor taking up my energy that can be used in the bedroom. It is to a point they have two rooms for me, a small room that looks like a red room and a big room filled with lights and cameras to record me getting used by whoever is desperate enough to pay so they could go on the hub to jerk off reliving the moment just days later
I open the door that's at the end of the hallway of many bedrooms each for one of the strippers here at the club, when I feel him grope my ass I have to bite my tongue not to snap at him or scream at him to leave me alone "15 minutes" the bouncer says before closing the door "Don't, I wanna rip those clothes off you. I want you to scream at me to not do this to you, act like I'm forcing you" I swallow hard feeling uneasy "Like CNC?" the man nods at me smirking unbuckling his belt "That's more, m-my boss can confirm that" I tell him stuttering taking a few steps back as he removes his belt and go to unbutton his trousers "Already paid extra, make it seem more realistic that I'm raping you and you might just get a tip" he says smirking at me
A gasp leaves me mouth when he turns me around slamming my down on the bed
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Dream/Clay POV
"A strip club?" I ask looking at my friend confused as the bouncer check our ID before nodding handing us them back opening the door, Zach grins at me "Have you seriously never heard of Golden Stripper? They infamous for letting you fuck their strippers if you pay the price" he tells me grinning as us and the group of our coworkers, friends and his future brother in law
I give him a look, no way he's going to fucking pay for that, especially with his fiancée's brother being on this bachelor party "How is that even legal?" I ask looking around before stopping when I see a brown haired man and a much older man walking out from presumably a hallway, that man gotta be like 30-40 years older than him, all I feel is disgust when I see the man hand the younger one a 100 dollar bill hitting his ass before leaving for the bar
The boy quickly wipes his face looking in the mirror readjusting his clothes before another man walks up and points towards all the booths making me look back at the group I'm with, James smirks at me making me give him a look shaking my head
No way in hell he's thinking what I'm thinking he's planning on doing, he whistles making me look who he did it to. My whole body tenses when I see the brunet turn around, and fuck he's beautiful. Brown hair, a mix of chocolate and hazel eyes, fairly skinny but not extremely, not that tall maybe around 5'5. His outfit hugging his figure amazingly, short tiny red shorts, more like panties if you ask me, with a black mesh top and a blue crop top over with some black shoes
He walks over putting on a fake lust filled look on his face, maybe other people can't tell but I can see it on him that he rather want to die than actually be here "What's your name sweetheart" James says checking the brunet out making him smirk "They call me baby here, my name is not available" he says leaning against the seat I'm in here at the round booth "Well I wanna know who I'm paying for my friend to fuck" he says pointing at me making the boy look at me while I look at my friend horrified "No. James I'm not going to fucking pay for sex" I hiss at him mortified at his words while our friends chuckle and the brunet checking me out "Well you aren't paying, I am paying. You need to let loose" he tells me before turning to the brown haired boy beside me "Hey, how about you bring some drinks over. Couple of shots and beers, and once you are free you come over here and spend some time with us" I could see the boy tense up putting on a fake smile taking James's card nodding walking over to the bar
I glare at him "Good job James, now he thinks you are going to pay for us to run a train on him!" Nico says hitting in the back of the head
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I've never been more ashamed of myself like I am now, drunk sitting in a strip club with two of my colleagues someone fucking some strippers and Zach's future brother in law getting a lap dance from some woman
How could I be so stupid and agree to going to my colleagues bachelor party knowing damn well the chances of ending up at a strip club are like 70% likely to happen. Zach grins at me when the brown haired boy comes back making me look up at him swallowing hard, well up and up I'm fucking tall and he's short so he isn't that much taller than me when I'm sitting down here in the booth, when I thought he couldn't get more beautiful he did, my pants tighten when he sits down into my lap kissing on my neck feeling all over my chest "Fuck" I groan under my breath and breathing hard when he moves his hand further and further down until he's palming me through my pants "Lets go" he whispers into my ear getting off me grabbing my hand making me following him out the booth and after him letting the boy guid me through the club
When we make it over to the doors him and that man from earlier walked out of the bouncer take a good look at us both before raising his brown at boy making it clear to me no one paid him to do this and he went to get me so we could fuck all by himself "George?" the boy curse under his breath turning around making me turn around seeing the man from before who talked to George after the guy left him "I dont have you booked" he says in warning tone looking at us both crossing his arms over his chest
Is he warning him or me? Probably me for about to fuck one of his guys without paying "I didn't find you, one of his buddies paid earlier, wanting him to loosen up. Paid for 45 minutes" he says making my stomach twist, of course he didn't decide to fuck you without getting pairs what do you take him for you moron! He's a fucking prostitute, you are turning into those men who believes the only fans model and stripper actually cares about him. The man studies him before giving the bouncer a nod opening the door
George doesn't waste a second with dragging me with him all the way down to the end of the hallway opening a bedroom door and closing it after us "Look George" I start off while watching him walk over to the bed sitting down "I don't fuck with prostitution, okay I find it disgusting. Not that I'm judging you at all I can see why someone would end up doing it because of expensive it is to just exist, but I judge the people who pimp you out. Selling you. To men old enough to be your fucking dad? How old was he? That guy you left out of here with seconds before my coworker called you over" he looks away from my embarrassed
How could someone take advantage of someone who's in need of money "Listen if you aren't going to fuck me then you can leave, but your friend won't get his money back because that's the policy here" he says shutting down, I have a feeling that is what he always does. Shut down his emotions so he can just get the money to put food on the table "How much is 45 minutes" I ask him not believing either of the people in my group would be willing to pay that much "340" he tells me making me laugh "Tell me the truth, did someone even pay you" I ask him making him breathe hard before he gets up from the bed walking over to me touching my chest "Might have bent the truth a little bit, your buddy Jack? I dont remember his name paid for me to give you a blow job to make you loosen up"
I look at him in shock as he unbuckle my belt and opening my pants "Why did you say 45 minutes to your boss" I ask him in a low voice as he removes his crop top and cropped mesh top before he removes my shirt "Because I wanted you to fuck me" he tells me walking backwards dragging me with him over to the bed before switching out position, dragging my pants and boxers down i step out of them before he push me down grabbing lube making my eyes go wide this is actually about to happen
Am I really about to have this man ride me? What the fuck, this goes against all of my morals and views on all this. Strip clubs and prostitution.
I hate the whole industry, also the porn industry. They take advantage of vulnerable poor people who's desperate for money "David is gonna have my head once he find out the truth" he says making me snap out of my head looking up at him as he lines my up "My boss, they guy who stopped us" he tells me when he sees the confused look on my face, right his boss. Because he's getting paid for this. He moans when he starts lowering himself down slowly seemingly struggling with taking all of me before I groan when my phone starts going off "Dream where the hell are you!" Sap asks the second George answers it and put it on speaker "Busy, I'm out soon okay" I say hanging up just wanting to focus on the brunet
He smirks lowering himself more until he has all of me inside, George whimpers at the stretch placing both hands on my chest struggling to take me, I shake my head grabbing his hips when he starts moving clearly in pain "Wait until you have gotten used to it, I want you to enjoy yourself. Okay the sex isn't pleasurable unless you do exactly what you would have done if we were dating" my words shocks the brunet "I don't expect feeling okay? This is your job I get that, but I want you to have a good time. You don't know me so you don't know what I like, so do what you like, can you promise me that George? That you will do what will cause you an orgasm?" I ask making him swallow hard before nodding slowly
He starts moving up and down slowly before moving faster getting a rhythm making his whole body shiver, and fuck how he looks riding me holding onto my chest tightly
Looking at him and seeing how he fucks himself with my dick I think he might be doing what I told him to do, that I want him to ride me so he enjoys himself and has an orgasm "Fuck" he moans moving fast and hard "Find your prostate" I tell him grabbing his hips making him stay down, George whimpers at the loss of movement before moving around in circles doing exactly what I told him to do trying to find his prostate
When his whole body shudders and he moans I make him stop moving before guiding him to start moving, it doesn't take long until loud moans leave his mouth as he cries out for me while fucking himself hard and fast clearly enjoying himself, and fuck am I also enjoy myself, watching this beautiful British man using my dick to get off while makes so amazing sounds
"Please, oh god Dream I'm so close" he cries out his legs trembling making his movements sloppier, I grip his hips moving him for him struggling with not coming form all the clamping he's doing. George leans more into me and start my sucking on my shoulder "Come" I groan into his ear making him nod rapidly before kissing me crying out loud moans as his orgasm wash over him causing him to clamp around me for dear life which sends me over the edge coming deep inside of him making him cry more into the kiss
I holding around him while slowly shifting our position so he's laying under me while he keeps his eyes closed breathing hard "What the hell was that" he says in a hushed tone while his voice is hoarse from all the moaning and crying he's been doing for 15 minutes "That" I start off kissing his cheek "Was" I kiss his shoulder "An" I kiss his lips, my actions makes the boy smile "Orgasm" I finish off kissing his neck, when I start sucking he shakes his head "No hickeys, I get in a lot of trouble for it" he tells me making me nod kissing the spot once more before pulling out, George lets out a noice when I do it before laying down beside him looking up at the ceiling
He wraps himself onto me like it's the most natural thing to do "Thank you" he whisper out to me while I rub up and down his back while he holds onto my chest tightly like I will disappear from him "You deserve pleasure also" I tell him, because he does. I can't imagine how many men fucks him for each day that couldn't care less about what he felt "But did you enjoy it tho? Fuck I got to caught up in the moment when you kept hitting my prostate" he groans making me chuckle at him "I think the cum that's leaking out of your ass proves just that" his face goes red before he hides it into my chest
"It hasn't been that many, compared to some of the girls, my boss wants a lot of money if you aren't a regular with me and he loves having people chase after me, 32 men to be exact. I know you're probably thinking about it" he says to me making me shake my head "It doesn't matter. This is your job, I'm not an idiot who think you care about me and that the sex meant something to you" I tell George before kissing the top of his head making him sigh moving closer to me "It did mean something, this is the first time I've actually wanted to do it, also the first time the guy cared what I liked. Not like 75% of them who likes CNC, David has a price to do that to me knowing I hate it more than anything, can you belive it! Yeah it's my fucking job or whatever but like I don't want to act like I'm getting raped to pleasure some guy that could be my dad or grandpa" he tells ranting out his frustration while laying with his head on my chest
And I let him, he can rant as long and as much as he feels like, and I will listen "I'm so fucked when David goes through the money when it closes and sees that it's missing 325 dollars, maybe I have some money I can extract from my bank accounts so he won't find out" he says letting out a frustrated sigh, what? He's actually about to put himself in the negatives just so he could spend time with me "You don't get full amount?" I ask him making him shake his head at me "It's hard to explain. Let's say I make 2000 in one night, from sex, from giving drinks and flirting with guys. First I need to give 600 to David, then I need to tip out the bartenders which means I loose 150 dollars, then I help out the girls who doesn't have regulars because I know they are struggling more than me so then I loose 350, I also need to way off the bouncers for making sure they guy doesn't harm me which is 150 each which means 300 bucks gone. I also need to pay the manager for working here taking up rooms to have sex which is 200" he tells me while I mentally do the match "So you have 400 left, not including tips" I say making him sit up and get on top of me
I grab onto his hips watching the beautiful man on top of me "Pfft I wish. This is where things get more complicated. I still need to pay 300 dollars to other people that work here, such as cleaners and wardrobe people. Which leaves me with 100 dollars. And that is on a good day. An amazing day I can leave with 500, but mostly I leave with 60 bucks" I look at him shocked how he could go from 2000 to only 100 left
How is that fair? "I have another job which pays a little bit more, depending how good it does and I get enough shift. A typical month for me I get 3000, but then I have my rent for my apartment which is 1600. So I'm left with 1400 that needs to cover insurances, food and other bills. Often I only get 2000-2500 a month" my eyes are wide at the numbers "George a normal month for you is 3000? That is less then what I make in a week, you are selling yourself and making less than I make by sitting behind a fucking computer coding shit and helping people out when it comes to technology" I tell him making his mouth fall open, holding around him I sit up keeping him close grabbing my wallet from my jacket
George shakes his head when I take out money from it "No. Dream I don't want your money, please I don't want to make you a customer because I hate them and I don't hate you. So please no" he tells me shaking his "Does he take your tips?" I ask him making him go quiet not wanting to answer the question, I tighten my grip on his waist giving him a look telling him to tell me the truth. He lets out a sigh "No he doesn't take my tips, they are protected by a law the owner made that you can't share your tips because that's money people gave you for the job you did" I nod taking out 800 dollars handing him it making his eyes go wide shaking his head at me
"Take it. 340 for the money that missing and 460 for you. George I won't be able to sleep knowing you struggle so extremely much" I tell him holding the money out, hesitantly he takes the eight 100 dollar bills from my hand. This is 6 days worth of work for him, if I'm guessing right he works 7 days a week knowing how fucked up this industry is "Dream I" he stutter unsure what to do right now knowing he needs the money but doesn't want to take because that makes me into a customer
It starts banging on the door making me jump but the brunet in my lap seems used to it "15" a guy yells out after the banging stops "Okay" he yells back turning to the door before turning back to me "I don't want to turn you into a customer by taking you money" he tells me in a low voice making me kiss him softly "Just take the money George" he swallow hard before nodding and kissing me again
I wrap my arms around him hugging him tightly while kissing him before he pulls away from the kiss but keeping himself close to me "When did you start doing this?" I ask him, honestly I don't really wanna know when he did "16, the sex stuff didn't happen until I was 18. But I was doing like I did with you and your group, walking around with short shorts and crop top, a little longer than the ones I use now, flirting with guys. Kissing them and did some pole stuff. My 5 oldest regulars was the ones suggesting he start selling me because of how badly they wanted to fuck me. So on my 18th birthday he made them auction on who got to take my virginity" his words disgust me
These men were watching him like a prey before he was even considered legal and auctioned off to take his virginity on his 18th birthday "I got all the money from that day. That's how I managed to get the apartment I lived it, paid the deposit and had a few months rents left so I knew I still had a place to live until I got regulars so I would know that I always had enough for my rent" he tells me while I rub his back "5" the same guy yells again making the boy sigh giving me a kiss before getting off me "When do you get off?" I ask him without thinking before mentally cursing at myself, fuck now he thinks I'm some desperate man who thinks he can change him
No one can change him, he needs the money that's why he's here in the first place "I'm not sure, I have 3 more um you know" he tells me not wanting to say the words making me nod taking the hint straight away he doesn't want me carrying for him
The door opens just in time that we are done getting dressed, the guy gives me a look as if he's protective over the brunet far beyond professional level. It's not his boyfriend is it? Fucking hell did I just fuck a guy while his boyfriend is outside the room?
The guy George calls for David is standing ready seemingly angry making me grab my wallet without George and his boss noticing taking out 380 dollars pocketing again "It says here you were supposed to only spend 10 minutes with him for a blowjob" the man says angry ready to tear his head off for essentially waisting time he could have spent getting fucked by some other guy
"I'm so sorry. My friend he was confusing both George and me, we thought he had payed for 45 minute session. Here take this, it's 380. For the 45 minute session and a little extra. And you have the money for the blow job also already" I say steeping in making George look at me shocked and David look at me happy only seeing and hearing money
Disgusting pig is what he is.
Just looking at him makes me sick knowing what he did, taking in a 16 year old to work at your strip club "You disappointed me George" he says taking the money looking at the boy who tries to make himself as little as possible "Again it's my fault. I take the blame, my friend said he would pay for it then I guess they discussed the price for it and he confused George by talking about both things, and he never told me it ended up just being a blow job. Here take another 100 for the trouble" with that his mood lightens as he takes the 100 dollar bill "You know baby, I think I might just put this guy on the regular list, lemme see the tip you have stored there" he says taking the money from George's pants his eyes lighten up when he sees it's eight 100 dollar bills
His boss turns to me with a smug look on his face like he's about to do business with me and knowing I will say yes to his offer, which only makes me hate him more "You know. For 800 dollars you get an hour and a half with him at your own place, getting to do whatever you want to him" his smirk and words makes me want to throw up right here, I give him a nod "Will definitely think about it"
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"No but you don't get it there is something about him, like something broken" I say to my coworker who shakes his head "Clay here has caught feelings for that prostitute" Noah says to James as he walk into the lunch room who look at me shocked "No I haven't! You gotta listen to me Noah, there is something there. He opened himself up to me briefly, he was 16 when he started working there, 18 when the prostitution started" I tell them frustrated they aren't listening to what I'm telling them
There is something there, I got close to him "Dude don't start there okay, it's only going to leave you heartbroken. That guy doesn't want to change, okay he's a prostitute and make up lies to get you to give him money so you would feel sorry for him" James tells me shaking his head at me
But he wants to I can see it on him! I open my mouth to argue before my mouth goes dry as I see a familiar black guy, the guy standing outside George's room. When his eyes lands on me I get up wanting to know how the hell he found me
I didn't even tell George my real name! Just the nickname Nick calls me "Leave him alone, okay he's stuck in this industry and will never get a proper job, he would have to live off a partners money, and with his past not a single man would date him" he tells me when I make it to him, I bite my tongue not to bake back a comment to the guy, if I go back there he has every opportunity to deny me access to George "If you wanna be a regular sure whatever you do you, whatever does so he has food on the table and a roof over his head, but don't go mingling in this" he says as a warning which only makes me want to do it more
What the hell is he hiding from me "Are you going to be a regular? Pay to fuck him and leave it at that not asking stuff or mingling?" I shake my head at him "I can't just not" I study the name tag on his chest Aj "Aj, I know something is wrong so why the hell would I go against my morals and pay to fuck him and not talk to him. Tell me what you know" he shakes his head like he can't belive the words leaving my mouth "Don't show up at the club, I don't want you near him. George needs this job more than anything because he needs the money" Aj says angry at me for starting to mingle with George's life before leaving
I swallow hard even more determined to find out what's going on
George POV
He never came back. It's been a month of him being MIA, I really thought he cared about, I mean Dream gave me 800 fucking dollars because he couldn't sleep knowing how much i struggled "What's wrong?" Aj asks me making me meet his eyes in the mirror here in the dressing room "Nothing" I say in a low voice grabbing my mascara applying it in my right eyes, I have that one regular I hate more than anything, the guy who makes me recreate rape with him, he loves seeing maraca and eyeliner running down my face as I cry
I already dread meeting him "Your not thinking about that guy are you?" he asks me making me swallow hard applying mascara on the other eyes feeling the need to cry at the reminder he never came back for me "He never came back, I" my breath hitches "i really thought he would, and I really hoped he would" I wipe the tear that fell straight away making my best friends face fall when he realise how much I liked him
Or more like him "Don't be ridiculous now, you cannot seriously think you caught feelings for the guy" he says with his tone filled with guilt making me turn around in my chair causing him to take a step backwards "What the hell did you do" I say narrowing my eyes "Did you scare him off, Aj are you the fucking reason Dream never came back! He promised he would then you fucking scar shin off!" I yell crying pointing at him as my pimp walks in
"He started mingling with your life George! You need this job and you have no chance of ever getting a job after the things you have done in this industry, he would have made you quit your job and we all know damn well if you quit you aren't welcome back" he says arguing with me making David look at me and Aj shocked "I would never let him influence me to quit my job! Dream actually cared about me and how I felt, you scared the only guy I actually enjoyed having sex with and like, because of you I will never have a client I can actually look forward to seeing, for him it didn't matter if we had sex or not as long as we got to talk. He wanted to get to know me!" I yell crying getting up from my chair
David stops me when I start storming off to get out of the dressing room "Where the hell does this Dream guy work?" he asks Aj as Luise comes over with tissues wiping my face "At some fancy IT company" he tells him having no idea what the name of the company is "Let's go. We are searching for him so you get him as a regular, he gives good money you hear me? You are going to have him as a regular, bring wipes so we can remove your make up"
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I have no hope as i walk into the 6th IT building searching for Dream, it's impossible when you don't know his name so all you can say is Dream and describe what he look like and what his friends name is "Hi, excuse me" I say getting the attention of the reception who smiles at me softly wondering what I need "Is there a guy named Dream working here? He's about 6'4 ish, sandy hair slight beard and mustache, he works with a guy named Zach" I tell her having no hope
This is the last one I get to go to today because of work, I have one session that will take some time then I'm working in the bar at the club, she types around on the screen before looking back up and shaking her head "We do have a Zach Jackson here, he works with a guy matching the description of the man but his name is Clay Johnson" she says giving me a sorrow smile making me nod and whisper a thank you completely defeated
A guy walks in holding the door open when he sees me and David walking towards the door, he gives the guy in the suit a respectful nod getting one in return, when he looks at me he studies me intensely "Wait don't I know you somewhere?" he asks me making me freeze in my spot, oh god
Don't say what I think you are about to say, I have never met someone who knows me from my other job and I want to keep it like that, he snaps his fingers pointing at me "Golden boy, they called you that at the club. What you doing here? Something wrong with your phone?" he asks me pointing at my phone in my hand making me hold it up "I mean yeah I guess, it's kinda busted you know and some glitches, but I don't have the money for to get it fixed. Especially in a place like this" he waves me off grabbing my phone "No problem, on the house Golden boy. Just come back in a week okay?" I nod at him shyly embarrassed turning to David "You have the people's numbers?" he nods at me making me turn back to the guy "I'm James" he says shaking my hand making me stay quiet not wanting to say my name
I don't allow people knowing it, I'm one google search away to find out so much stuff I'm so ashamed of "Friend of Clays" my brows furrow confused on who Clay is
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"No David please I don't wanna" I beg him as he pushed me into the bedroom "You promised me it would stop" he ignores me pushing me onto the bed while people are setting up the cameras
Why me? I'm the only fucking one that has to do this, none of the girls here have to do this, and he promised me it would stop "Golden boy, good to see you finally agreed to start recording again, hopefully we will get some solo videos from you also" the produser says smirking at me making me breathe hard not wanting to be here, my face drops completely when I see 4 guys walking inside making me turn towards David shaking my head rapidly
He gives me a look telling me it's not up discussion "Please, I-i will find a way to get him to pay more than my normal prices okay? David I cant handle all that, in what world am i supposed to handle 4 guys at once!" I say making him grab my jaw tightly, my eyes go wide in fear "You will take two at the time baby, and you are gonna stray making solo videos. You can handle it" he tells me in a tone saying he will tie me down to the bed if that's necessary, my mouth goes dry when I see the size of all 4 of the men "D-David" I say stuttering making him look over before turning towards them before chuckling turning back to me squeezing my face "I'm not used to so big, I'm used to 3-5 inches, Dream was a struggle and he was probably 7 and a half. They gotta be fucking 10 inches each of them" I tell him making him chuckle letting go of my face giving me a look to remove my clothes
When I go to remove my clothes the produser stops me "No, change into those clothes for us. We can't them to rip the clothes off you" he tells me making me swallow hard nodding "Won't that be boring? It will be nothing to rip up when the two other guys starts fucking him" David says taking some grace in the fact I don't want to do this in general, he knows it reminds me of those regulars that does CNC with, the producer nods agreeing with David "Yeah no that is true, you can just get completely naked" I nod slowly removing my clothes
I sit still at the edge of the bed as the 4 guys walk up to me smirking, I have never seen them before, how much did they pay for this? David never allows new people to record videos with me "Now" the producer says as the camera starts rolling, the black haired boy grabs my jaw as the blonde guy starts kissing on my neck, a gasp leaves my mouth when the brown haired boy grabs my hips as the last guy get behind me
The black haired guy leans close to my ear whispers into my ear "I'm Mark, the guy behind you is Elias, the blonde guy is John and the guys kissing your inner thigh is Nate" he says making sure the camera doesn't catch it before kissing me, I gasp out a moan when Nate push two fingers inside, fuck it hurts so much. Mark push his tongue into my mouth making me moan
I try focusing only on him trying to imagine it's him and not Elias that's jerking me off to get me hard while John is kissing on my nipple making me shudder and moaning when he starts sucking
Mark starts kissing on my neck making me look towards David who's mouth 'look innocent' making me try to act more unknowing, more virgin act "Ready baby" Mark says smirking at me picking me up making my eyes go wide in shock and I could see David say 'perfekt' as he moves to the long side off the bed where the blonde guy is ready on he's knees, I lean over the bed with my back on the bed as Elias gets infront me while Nate and Mark get on each side of me touching my body kissing and sucking on different parts of my body
I let out a cry as Elias start pushing inside making shake my head tears starting to fall down my face from the pain of not being properly stretched, Nate didn't do jack shit when he fingered me, was only for the camera "I can't it hurts so bad" I cry out making mark kiss me grabbing my nipple pinching it making me shudder moaning into the kiss "Taking it so well aren't you" Nate says making me pull away from the kiss with Mark looking at him, he grabs my throat and start kissing me while Nate continues to pinch my nipple and sucking on the other making me moan starting to actually kinda enjoy myself
Not fully.
It's never going to be fully because I'm getting recorded and having 4 guys fuck me a loud moan leaves my mouth making me look at Elias that's in front of me making see he's fully inside, suddenly I become hyper aware of the pain from getting stretched "Needed to be touch huh? To get distracted from this tiny hole of yours getting destroyed from my dick" he says smirking hoisting me up getting more on his knees making John forcefully push his dick into my mouth
I choke trying to pull away making me realise they put me in this position to make it impossible for me to pull away from anything "Look at you huh baby, taking two big dicks so well, maybe we should make it 3" my eyes go wide shaking my head struggling to breathe while both Elias and John moves me around making it possible for Nate to get from under me, John pulls out of my mouth so I can breathe properly, an almost scream leaves my mouth as he start forcing space for his own dick with Elias inside of me "I can't, it hurts so bad" I cry out shaking my head
Why isn't David stopping it? He knows this is to much for me, and he knows he won't make money off me for weeks because I won't be able to have sex until my body has recovered from this "Cut!" David yells making me cry happy tears as John pulls out and the two men stop fucking me "Not two at the same time, we agreed that two dicks inside his ass was a no go! Fucking pull out!" he yells making both hurry pulling out
I hurry away from them sitting down on the floor at the corner crying holding around myself, it hurts so bad, I'm in so much pain "I agreed to let you guys use him on one condition, you guys wouldn't stretch him to the point it will takes weeks for his body to recover. He's the one I ear the most money on!" David continues blowing up on them walking to me and hoist me up on the forcing me to lay down to see how much damage is done "I'm fucking lucky if I get him back on the floor in a weeks time! This isn't happening unless two leaves" he says putting his foot down on this making me shake my head "Please I don't wanna, I will work harder, take more customers in one night to make up for the lost money but please don't make me continue" I cry out to him
"I will do more videos in the future, solos and with one other person" he looks like he's questing if he should let me stop completely or continue but with two people "We will do this another time but only two people. If you guys come here with more than two you are sent away from here because I'm not about to have you guys make me loose thousands of dollars for some video that aren't guaranteed to compensate for the lost money" he says hitting my ass, I nod laying still knowing what he means
He's going to fuck me once they leave "He has closed enough for one of the guys. Let's make a video of him and Mark, they fit perfectly together and have great chemistry on camera" and with that I lost David completely, all he heard was money. I much rather have him fuck me then having someone record me while I'm getting fucked by a guy I don't know "David, please" I plead sitting up just wanting him to stop this whole thing, he walk back to me grabbing my cheeks with his right hand "It's will be a quick one, then we are having our fun later" he tells me making me swallow hard
Only good thing about when he decides to fuck me is that he's in a good mood with me for two weeks, which means he doesn't take as much money as he normally does for those two weeks he's in a good mood with me
The 3 other men leave the room as Mark comes over to me "You know watching those videos of you I've always imagined how it will feel like to fuck you" he tells me turning me around on me hands and knees before the producer nods as a way to tell us it's recording "Going to fill you up all nice and full, make you my cumdump" I moan lowering my head as he push inside, fuck it still stings
He kiss on my back trailing his way up while he continues to push inside while moans and whimpers leave my mouth gripping the sheets under me tightly "Fuck you feel so good baby, it's my hole isn't it? Mine to use all I want whenever I want to" he groans close to my ear making me nod moaning at his movements "Yes, oh god, all yours. Do whatever you want to do to me" I moan out trying to ignore the camera in my face
It hurts so bad, why couldn't David just make it stop completely? I rather have him fuck me for two weeks if that means I don't have to do this, if he finds out
If Dream finds out I'm in the porn industry that will be the end, he will never want anything to do with me, when he's against prostitution and strip club the porn industry would make him flip on me and never want to see or hear about me again
Tears starts falling down my face at the thought of never seeing the blonde man ever again as Mark grabs my jaw and start kissing me while I let out moans , a cry leaves my mouth when he sneaks a hand between my legs and start jerking me off "Gonna fill you up so good" he groans kissing on my jaw while I let out moans with hooded eyes "Please, oh god please need to so bad" I fucking hate it. I hate when they pay to not use a condom. Beside him.
He's the only one I couldn't wait to have come inside of me. Only person I didn't want to take money from.
"You want it that bad huh? Want my cum inside you" I nod while he smirks as me body shudders telling him I'm about to come, Mark starts moving his hips faster while moving his hand faster "Come for me baby" he tells me in a demanding tone while my legs twitch seconds before I come onto the sheets under me and his hand
I cry when I feel him come inside me, I hate it. I don't want his come inside of me
Mark stops leaning over me completely panting keeping me close as he continues to come inside of me, I keep still when I see the camera man move behind me as he pulls out to get a shot of his cum spilling out "Look at that" he says opening my ass for the camera "Overfilled with my come" he says before hitting my ass "Cut!" I hear someone yell
More tears starts falling down my face while David comes walking over to me "Let's go to the shower" I nod letting him take me off the bed keeping me close making me feel he's hard which causes more tears to fall down my face
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"I better not be charged for you getting your phone fixed" he tells me bending me over his desk here in his office dragging my shorts down just below my ass and grabbing a condom from his drawer
Probably see me as a walking STD machine even though I've tested negative every time I've gotten tested, it's so embarrassing. Going once a month to get tested for STD, the people at the clinic definitely knows what work I'm doing
When he push inside me I grip onto the desk tightly feelings tears starting to fall from my face, I hate this. I hate it more than anything.
I hate this whole fucking industry and everyone in it.
Most importantly I hate David.
"Starting to become really tight again baby, in a day or two I can put you back on the floor" he tells me grabbing my shoulder and my hip fucking me hard and fast making it clear he doesn't actually have time to be fucking me right now "Fuck David" I moan trying to enjoy myself like I have been trying the last 8 days he's been fucking me "You love it huh? Having my dick up your ass. Just like you loved all those years ago." he says smirking slapping my ass hard making me cry at the reminder
I felt so disgusted with myself, he made me lie about being a virgin to get money, they guy payed 52k to take my 'virginity' even though I wasn't a virgin, over the years the lie became the norm for me to the point I forget I wasn't a virgin
That it was David that took my virginity.
A loud moan leaves my mouth when he brush against my prostate making him keep that position where he graces my prostate to bring me over to the edge not wanting to actually hit it
"David, oh god I'm so close" he smirks moving faster making more cries leave my mouth as I come crying hard, tears streaming down my face feeling so disgusted. David pulls out turning me around pushing me down on my knees, I grab his condom and drag it off while looking up at him with big innocent eyes kissing on his bare dick before taking it whole into my mouth bobbing my head fast making him groan watching me
The last 7 years I've been doing this I've learned to perfect my head game when it comes to David, I know exactly what he likes now "Look at you baby, on your knees sucking my dick" he groans shuddering grabbing my hair forcing me to take all of him as he comes causing me to gag looking up at him struggling to breathe "Fuck just like that, swallow it all" I do as he says swallowing with his dick still in my mouth before I start sucking to get everything and clean him up
David pulls out letting go of my hair panting as I get up and drag my shorts back on. Tiny red shorts. My signature the last 7 years I've worked here, that got shorter 5 years go to the point it's straight up panties "How about we remove the crop top" he tells me dragging it off leaving me in my cropped mesh top and tiny red shorts "Perfect. If I didn't have a meeting I would have fucked you for looking like that" he says grabbing me and guiding me out of his office
He kiss my neck playing with my ass "Wipe your face" he whispered hitting my ass hard making tears prick my eyes while walking away, I dry my mouth with the tissue Aj hands me feeling disgusted with myself when I see David's cum on the tissue handing it back to Aj before wiping my face taking a deep breath putting on a fake smile looking up before it completely falls when I see the guy that is fixing my phone. Fuck!
The guy looks at me in shock getting up after saying something to his friend walking over to me fast "Don't judge me" I say flatly when he makes it to me "I do whatever it takes to keep my job, you don't understand the struggle I'm in to just make ends meet so you don't get to judge me" I continue to him, he's Dream friend and I know he will tell him
After I left the building he works in it hit me that he was the guy who paid for me to give Dream a blowjob, which means Clay might be Dream "He's your boss!" he tells me pointing at his office making me scoff at him crossing my arms over my chest "He's not my boss, Arthur the owner of Golden Stripper is my boss. David is my pimp, that is two different things" I tell him feeling defensive "Pimp or boss who cares. It's still wrong!" I laugh because it's no fucking way he just said that
"You paid me to give your friend a blowjob, last time I checked prostitution is illegal. Buying sex is wrong. So you can't come here and tell me what's wrong or right, you act like it's easy to just stop. If I don't sleep with him whenever he feels like fucking me I loose my pimp and my place here at the club, my life hood is on the line. So I'm going to continue sucking his dick and having him fuck my ass like he has been the last 7 fucking years I've worked in here" I snap, it's rude and cruel of me to take it out on him
James has nothing to do with why I'm in such a bad mood, he's fixing my for free for christs sake
I rub my face when Aj gives me a look to snap out of it because I can't get a rumour on me that I'm difficult to be with "Look I'm sorry, you shouldn't get my rage just because you are stepping into the fire here. I'm just exhausted from the last month and a half" I say to him apologising for my attitude, fuck I can't have him telling people here I'm hard to deal with or I won't make money at all tonight "It's not your fault, it's fucking his" I say pointing at Aj making him scoff that I'm still angry after 8 days "George stop it, act your fucking age" he tells making me scoff still angry at him "Hey I know you! You met up at my office to talk to Clay" he says pointing at my friend "You went to his fucking job are you serious Aj! I'm done! You are so fucking focused on me keeping this job that you do everything to stop me from being happy, Aj you went to his job to scare him away from me" I say starting to cry shocking James
"Wait you are the reason Clay refuses to come back here every time I invite him? He was so determined to figure Golden boy out and to fix whatever he saw was broken in him but after he talked to you he just shut down. Left the room if we talked about him or this club" when I hear his words I storm away ignoring people yelling at me to get back pushing past people to get outside
Mitch open the door to where the bedrooms and backstage is not wanting to get hit in the cross fire here, fucking wise of him because I would have made a living hell out there and he knows it
When I get out the building I slam the back door before leaning against the fall breaking down crying, holding around myself I fall to the ground leaning against the wall crying my eyes out over everything
How my life turned out, the industry, David, Aj, the porno I was forced to make, the last 46 days and Dream.
I never felt so safe with someone like I had with him, and i would be an idiot if I didn't admit to myself that I had fallen for him, which is why Aj scared him away. Aj knew how Clay viewed the whole industry, that I would cave and quit if he told me to, because I had fallen in love with him. Aj saw I kept getting disappointed when I looked around for him or secretly checked my regular list or my schedule with regulars and never saw his name there
He knew I had foolishly fallen in love with him and put a stop to it before anything could happen, it was for the best. I could never get a proper job, there so many pornos of me out there. No self respecting job would take me
The door open and close before Aj sits down beside while I wail holding around myself, I'm so tired of this. Of this industry and I'm stuck. I can't get out "I just want you to understand why I chased him off, George I don't want you here, I love you and are like a little brother to me so it hurts seeing you in this industry, but you will get out and get a normal job. Especially with all those pornos of you on the internet. It pained me having to ruin this for you" I swallow hard wiping my face refusing to look at him "It physically hurts me that I'm stepping between you and him, you had fallen in love for the first time it your life and if your job wasn't what it was i wouldn't have put a stop to it" I cry at the words he's not saying
No self respecting man like him would ever get with a man like you
I shake my head collecting myself knowing I gave an appointment soon "It's for the best, I have a job which needs me to be single so that I can continue doing it, what's best is that I never fall in love" I say flatly shutting my emotions down making the man beside me sigh knowing there is no point in trying to talk it out with me now
I get up wiping my face, my heart breaking more and more at the line I have put across the man's name, I was stupid and fell in love. I have no one but myself to blame for that
Aj POV
George had spiralled.
He had completely shut down and stayed that way the last 2 months, never picked up his phone because he didn't want to be anywhere Clay could be. Only way to contact him was through David, so once he went home no one heard from him until he showed back at work
I watch as the younger man sit in his chair here in the dressing room completely numb, if he wasn't on the floor or with a client he looked like a corpse "What the hell is his problem? He needs to pick up that god damn phone because it's exhausting not being able to reach him for 15 hours every day" David says pointing at the dead looking guy
He's just starring into his reflection in the mirror in front of him "Fell in love" I tell him "With a guy he could never have" i continue making my boss scoff finding this whole thing ridiculous, he has t seen the guy in 4 months he needs to learn to move on" he tells me walking away and out of the dressing room, I look back at the brown haired boy feeling guilty and like it's my fault he's like this
I guess it kinda is my fault, I scared him off to make sure nothing could happen between them
He's completely heartbroken broken over this man he barely talked to, deep down I'm scared for him. George has lost a lot of weight. I'm scared he will die of heartbreak. Or start using drugs so he can feel something other than numbness and depression, or worse commit suicide.