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Lohen wishes he knew how to express his love other than inflicting pain to his partner.
He’s not one to kiss the person he loves nor whispers to them “I love you.”, that kind of guy you often see in romance movies.
Who takes care of the person he loves and treats them like a precious jewel…
He’s not like that, at all.
Rather, each hit upon Varka’s body gives him a rush of satisfaction. It makes him feel good when his palm tightens around Varka’s neck until he is unable to breathe. He enjoys thrusting so hard just to hear Varka’s cries. Prevent him from ever reaching his orgasm, over and over again, and sees him beg beneath him, his cock growing harder at the scene.
“This is sexy…” Lohen groans as he continues to pound into Varka, a helpless smirk of amusement across his lips.
He keeps going and going for another round. There’s no end to it and he refuses to stop in the first place. He won’t be satisfied until Varka is left with bruises and tears and cum continuously flowing out of Varka’s gaping hole.
It felt so good, Lohen even came hard from it.
Though now that he looks at Varka’s condition, he finally realizes what he has done. He did it again. He hurt Varka again. It’s not that he doesn’t wish to change and constantly reminds himself to not repeat the mistake. Of course he doesn’t want to be like this, he hates this part of him too, but he always gets carried away when it comes to Varka.
You… drive me insane…
His teeth clench, regretting his action just like he did any other night. “I wish I knew how to love you properly. I really didn’t mean to hurt you like this. I’m so sorry.”
Varka only pulls Lohen into his embrace, resting Lohen’s forehead against his shoulder before whispering into his ear, “Hurt me more. I like it.”
Ah… Fuck!