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“Thank you for the tip xheriy/n!!” Your favorite streamer kodzuken or lets just call kenma remarked to ur fifth tip of the day
Of course you tipped, you always did, how couldnt you?
By now he had already memorized your username, how couldnt he? You were always there, in every stream, every post, every video, you have been watching him since you were in middle school, you thought all of these to yourself.
Though You could have swore your heart skipped a beat by what he remarked by your tip,
Gosh even him just acknowledging your existence was enough to turn you on
Your obsession over him was interesting, nobody really tried to stop you or get you help though so that means your obsession wasnt THAT bad right? You thought to yourself.
You fantasized over him all day, dreaming about him, but then his voice cut through your thoughts
“Alright Im out, bye guys, see you tomorrow” he stated in the stream before ending the stream, gosh you forgot that you were even watching his stream, though even if you didnt see the full stream because of your very interesting thoughts, its alright because you had the stream on record just in case.
You pull out an enormous thick notebook that was by your study desk, it was filled of information of kenma, his full name, his age, his birthday, his old school, favorite food, favorite color, favorite drinks, etc, stuffs that a really big fan would know about their favorite streamer, but after all those personal information pages, there were the usernames of people he interacted with, what topic they were talking about, though it didnt matter even if it was a small innocent conversation, it didnt matter at all, you despised every person that kenma took a liking too, he would always speak to them in a very nice way, too nice for your liking.
You also wrote their address because you had a weird talent for doxxing someone but let’s not talk about that, you kept their address just incase they get alittle..bit too close to kenma, all of them had timestamps, neatly organized, for today, you wrote how long he streamed, 2hrs and 20 mins for valorant, 1hr and 45 mins for call of duty, 1hr and 20 mins for resident evil, you wrote as you rewatched the clips that was happening in the stream before you zoned out and fantasized, so he played for 5hrs and 25 mins, these were his favorite games, he often played it in his streams, when people see this notebook, they would definitely think its weird
But who cares if it is.
Who cares if its strange?
It was all love to you.
In your eyes it was romantic, so why give a fuck what every else says, you guys were meant to be together no matter what, you thought to yourself before you got back to your senses and started writing again, then a ton of questions go through your mind, he was always in your mind, “did he eat yet?” “What is he doing right now?” “Is he still playing?” You thought to yourself.
Then a notification popped up in your phone “KODZUKEN posted”
You immediately clicked on it, you looked at the post, the caption said “met a fan that recognized me in a convience store :) she asked me to tag her so here you go @Cathxy”, you observed the picture, the girl looked about your age, she had light brown hair with curtain bangs and brown eyes, she formed a heart pose with kenma, you muttered “fucking bitch.” before zooming in the background, you recognized that it was a convience store near your house, you clicked on the girl’s user name, seeing her bio say “@kodzuken’s no.1 fan lol”, “what a delusional bitch, im obviously his no.1 fan” you mumbled before looking at her posts, their backgrounds and she did infact live near you, infact she lived in the apartment building next to your house, sure you could have ended her easily but you were too lazy so you just decided to threaten her.
You quickly logged into your alt account, You clicked “follow” because you couldnt dm her, after waiting for 20 mins or more, she accepted, you mumble to yourself “finally, this bitch is so slow..gosh.”, you quickly go to her dms, typing “stay the fuck away from kenma you bitch” before sending it, she sent a message before you “so uh hi who ARE you? I dont know who you are and why you followed me but wtv”, you read it carefully before sending your text, she replied with “dont tell me what to do weirdo”, you read her reply, you got pissed off by that of course, so you threatened to dox her in a problematic discord server that one of your friends friend created, your message read “okay, you live in Tokyoside apartment, room 014 in ___ street, tokyo right?”, the girl sent a reply “what?. Who are you! How did you find my address!”, you typed “it doesnt matter, if you dont do as i say, i’ll post your address, you wouldnt want people knowing where you live right?”, she typed for 2 whole minutes, as if hesitating then finally she sent a reply “okay. Fine. Js dont post it online. I’ll do as you say” you read, you felt the corners of your lips rising, you got the reply you wanted so you won right? You left her on seen. You looked at her bio again to see she had removed the
“@kodzuken’s no.1 fan lol”, good that shes listening to you, or else any of your toxic friends in that shitty discord server would have ended her, you thought before looking at your phone.
Gosh it was already 2:51 am, time is so fast, you closed your phone, put, your notebook and macbook back on your desk, you combed your long black hair before going to sleep.