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The surface of Lovers Lake lay unnaturally still, as though the water itself had been instructed to remain calm, to suppress the instinctive ripples that should have followed the violence done to it. It was a terrible, forced kind of calm, the look of a place trying desperately to pretend it hadn’t witnessed bloodshed.
Right at the center of that dead calm, the gate beat with a heartbeat. It was a tear in the fabric of reality, a wounded mouth that refused to stitch back up. It didn’t churn the way a proper whirlpool should, but rather it throbbed in its orange luminescence. The breach pulsed, making the water around it bunch and roll in viscous undulations. Above it, the air shimmered faintly, warping the reflection of the dull sky, as though reality itself had begun to forget its own rules.
The approaching midday sun did nothing to warm the clearing, remaining trapped behind a low, monolithic shelf of November gray. The sky was the color of tarnished pewter, casting a drained light that stripped the surrounding woods of their color. The naked birches and oaks stood like skeletal spikes against the overcast gloom, their bare, crooked branches plunging into the stillness of the water below. There was no wind to rattle the dead leaves clinging to the brush, no late-season insects scraping the air. Even the distant hum of the highway, usually a comforting reminder of the world outside, had been utterly swallowed. The crows, which usually claimed these woods by noon, were entirely absent, as if they knew better than to look at the water.
The surface suddenly broke.
A hand burst through first, pale and trembling, fingers stiffened into claws by the biting chill, snatching at the empty air before falling back. Hopper dragged himself up out of the deep with a heave, his lungs convulsing the second they hit the freezing air. He unleashed a raw gasp, a sound too loud and violent for the suffocating quiet of the surrounding woods, and the lake seemed to recoil from the noise. Water poured from his matted beard, stinging eyes that stayed shut for a second too long before snapping open, wide and searching.
Then another splash broke the surface nearby.
El emerged after him. There was no practiced efficiency; not in water this cold, not with limbs that felt like lead weights. She came up with a sharp wheeze, her frame shivering as the morning chill struck her wet skin and hair. She floated awkwardly, her chin barely clearing the surface, her dark eyes wide and terrified as they scanned the slate-grey horizon.
"Hop—" she choked out, her teeth clicking together so hard the word split in two.
"I’m here," Hopper rasped, turning a face white with frostbite toward her. "Kid—just don't stop moving. We’ll swim to the shore together, okay?"
The lake began to boil in earnest then, spitting up the rest of them into the freezing gloom.
Joyce came up coughing, her body doubling over as she thrashed against the numbing weight of her wet clothes. She slapped wildly at her face, pushing sodden strings of hair from her eyes, looking around the clearing with the twitching terror of a bird caught in a chimney, looking around and expecting for the world around her to dissolve again.
Jonathan surfaced a few feet away. He was a strong swimmer, but the cold was stealing the air right out of his chest. His eyes locked onto Joyce through the gray mist, and he lunged through the water toward her, his jaw locked tight against the chattering of his teeth.
Steve came up blowing like a hooked walleye, coughing up a mouthful of the foul, metallic-tasting water. He had spent two summers lifeguarding at the Hawkins public pool, flirting with the other lifeguards in the sunshine and roasting in sunscreen, but this wasn't the town pool. His instinct took over anyway; he shook his head like a dog, his eyes instantly sweeping the water to gauge who was sinking.
Nancy was right beside him. She was shivering so violently she could barely keep her shoulders level, her chest heaving with a controlled, desperate rhythm under her soaked jacket, but he knew she could swim.
"Steve," she wheezed, her lips already turning a faint blue. "Where's—"
A sharp, terrified gasp cut her off.
Kali was the last one up, drowning.
She broke the surface with a desperate, strangled gasp, her arms flailing wildly, slapping the black water into a white foam. She didn't know the first thing about staying afloat, and the November chill was wrapping around her legs like iron chains, dragging her down.
“I—I can’t—!” she shrieked, her head dipping under before she bobbed back up.
"Hey!" Steve yelled, his past lifeguard brain shouting over the numbness in his ears. "Just stay calm!"
Steve threw himself forward, but Hopper was already moving.
He had been holding El afloat in the water, but seeing Kali go under, he shoved the girl toward the outstretched arms of Jonathan and Joyce before turning toward Kali. His long strokes cut through the freeze with a brutal, single-minded momentum despite the exhaustion that weighed on him, and he managed to reach her just as her face went under again. Hopper’s arm hooked under her armpit, hauling her head back up into the biting air.
"Hey! Hey! Look at me!" Hopper growled, his voice a low, gravelly bark against the silence of the clearing. "Stop fighting it or you're gonna drown us both. Just breathe."
Kali’s legs kept kicking beneath the surface, a frantic, useless treading, but she stopped thrashing. She latched onto Hopper’s wet sleeve with fingers that felt like frozen meat hooks, her breath coming in tiny hitches.
“Steve, grab her,” Hopper said, his own teeth chattering as he looked toward the shore. “Let’s move before we freeze to death.”
They began to move then, a shivering line of ghosts striking out for the bank. The distance wasn’t great, maybe fifty yards at most, but in that November freeze, fifty yards might as well have been a mile across the Atlantic Ocean. The cold was a physical weight, an iron hand squeezing their ribs, stealing their breath before they could even use it to scream.
Behind them, the gate kept up its grease-slick, rhythmic throbbing, indifferent to their escape. The water didn't try to pull them back down; it just sat there, heavy and dead, letting them go with a cold, watchful silence that felt eerier than a chase.
Jonathan, Joyce, and Nancy hit the shallows first. Their shoes sucked into the foul, gray mud of the lakebed, and they practically crawled onto the shore as a single, multi-headed creature bound together.
They collapsed into a heap against a rotted birch log, leaning into one another so hard their bones clicked. Jonathan had his arm wrapped around Joyce’s shaking shoulders; Nancy was pressed against Joyce’s other side, her teeth rattling a frantic, erratic rhythm against Joyce’s wet collar. None of them spoke; they just drew breath in long, wheezing gulps, their combined exhalations rising into the chill air like small plumes of gray smoke.
Further back, the water sloshed heavily as Hopper brought El in. He just hooked his numb arm under her chest and plowed forward like a bull through a briar patch. Her face was a whiter shade of pale, her fingers knotted into the sodden fabric of his jacket. When Hopper’s boots finally struck the solid bottom, he didn't stop to breathe. He hauled her right up out of the slop, his legs shaking under the sudden weight of gravity, and set her down on the frozen earth.
El stood there like a lawn ornament, shivering so hard she looked blurry around the edges, her dark eyes fixed on the water behind them.
Out in the deeper water, Steve was learning just how heavy a drowning person could get when the thermometer dropped toward freezing.
"Keep your chin up, just like that," he said, his old pool-guard commands barking out automatically, though his voice was thin and cracked with the cold. He had his forearm tucked up tight under her chin, his legs kicking in awkward, heavy lunges.
Kali wasn’t thrashing anymore, her fingers still hooked on his jacket like iron hooks. Her brain was still stuck back in the dark, still trying to remember how to exist in a world where one breathed oxygen instead of rot.
With one last heave, Steve’s sneakers found the mud. He dragged Kali through the shallows, her feet trailing uselessly behind her, until they stumbled onto the shore beside the others. The moment her feet hit the frozen grass, Kali’s knees gave out entirely. She went down hard, hacking up a stream of black, bitter-tasting lake water onto the dead leaves. Steve fell right beside her, his chest heaving under his soaked clothes, his face a bruised, mottled red from the exertion and from before.
For a long time, the wind didn't blow and the crows didn't caw. The world just watched the seven people from beneath its heavy shroud of November gray, utterly unchanged, while behind them, the wound in the lake continued to beat like a bleeding heart.
It was Steve who broke the silence, his voice cracking like dry winter brush, though he tried to lard it with that old, familiar arrogance that didn't quite fit the blue tint of his lips. “So... did anyone have the good sense to leave a car waiting here for us?”
Jonathan didn't look up from where he was shivering against the log, his arm still locked around his mom. His voice came out flat, deadened by the cold. “You’re the only one who would ever think of bringing a girl out here.”
Steve let out a hollow, rattling grunt that might have been a laugh. “Hey, she was creepy and hot as hell.”
Nancy shot them a look.
"Hopper," she said, her voice tight, cutting through the boyish nonsense before it could take root. "The files and the journals in your pack. Are they dry?"
At the mention of the papers, the whole clearing seemed to drop five degrees. The fragile, pathetic little comfort of having survived the water evaporated.
Hopper didn't answer right away. He grunted, his large, numb fingers fumbling uselessly with the brass buckles of his canvas pack. He had to yank at them twice, his knuckles bleeding where the cold had cracked the skin, before he managed to dig into the main compartment. He reached all the way to the bottom, past the sodden extra flannel and the spare ammo boxes, and hauled out a thick bundle wrapped in a double layer of heavy-duty plastic bags. Through the clouded, condensation-rimmed plastic, the faint, yellowed edges of old documents and typewritten pages looked like ancient bone.
"They're okay," Hopper grasped, his chest hitching as he checked the seal.
Joyce pushed herself up then. She used the rotted log for leverage, her knees shaking under her wet trousers like reeds in a freshet. She didn't want to look back at the lake; every instinct in her battered body told her not to, but she couldn't help it. Her eyes tracked over the flat expanse to where that orange mouth kept up its silent pulsing.
"We can’t stay here," she said. Her voice was too quiet, too thin against the vast, gray emptiness of the sky.
"Yeah," Hopper grunted, shoving the plastic-wrapped package back into his bag and hauling his bulk to his feet. He wiped a hand across his nose, leaving a smear of gray lake-mud across his cheek. "The last thing we need is some military convoy pulling up on us.”
"Great," Jonathan muttered, pushing himself up and helping Nancy to her feet. “Where do we get a car? We can’t exactly hitchhike back to the radio station.”
Steve wiped his nose on his sleeve, his eyes squinting through the trees toward the northwest. "There’s a construction site about a mile out, near the old coal mine. They’re putting in drainage pipes."
"They'll have trucks," Nancy said, the calculation clicking behind her eyes. “Maybe even a proper car.”
"Then that’s where we’re going," Joyce said. She didn't wait for them. She turned her back on the water and started walking, her small, soaked boots crunching into the frozen leaf-litter.
They left the shore in a tight, shivering bunch, none of them wanting to be the one trailing at the rear where the woods grew aware.
They moved in silence, the only sound the squelch of their sodden boots and the dry rattle of the dead oak leaves above. The path away from Lovers Lake wasn’t much of a path at all, just an old logging trail grown over with blackberry brambles and choking gray moss. The flat, midday light did nothing to dispel the shadows; it just made them look permanent, like stains on the landscape. The forest around them felt empty, but it was a loaded sort of emptiness, the kind that makes you think every crooked branch is a hand reaching out to tap you on the shoulder.
Kali walked with a stiff gait, her jaw set so hard the muscles in her cheek bunched like walnuts, her eyes fixed entirely on the mud in front of her.
El stayed right at her elbow. She didn't touch her, didn't say a word, but she kept her shoulder close enough to Kali's that their hands brushed against each other with every step, a quiet reassurance neither of them needed to speak aloud.
When they reached the construction site, it was as Steve had described it.
The old coal mine had been cleared out three months back, replaced by a yellow scar in the earth where the county was laying culverts. When they stumbled into the lot, the heavy machinery loomed out of the November fog like sleeping dinosaurs, all rusted iron and frozen grease.
But there, sitting beside a stack of corrugated drainage pipes, was their miracle. An old, faded maroon wagon—a six-passenger beast from the mid-seventies with dented panels and a cracked windshield, likely left behind by the site foreman.
Steve reached it first, his lips pulled back over his teeth as he yanked the driver’s door open. He reached up over the sun visor, and with a metallic clink, a set of keys on a greasy brass ring dropped into his numb palm.
He turned toward Jonathan, a shivering grin breaking through his exhaustion. "What’d I tell you, Byers? Guess bringing a creepy hot girl to Lovers Lake paid off after all, didn't it?"
Nancy pushed past him, her elbow digging hard into his ribs as she climbed into the middle row. "Get in, Steve, before I use those keys to poke your eyes out."
They piled into the van like animals trying to survive a blizzard, the luxury of personal space entirely forgotten in the face of the encroaching frost. Hopper shoved his wide frame into the driver's seat, slamming the thick, plastic-wrapped bundle of journals onto the dashboard right above the radio. Joyce scrambled into the passenger seat beside him, immediately tearing at the knobs on the dashboard.
In the back, it was a suffocating tangle of wet wool, denim, and misery. Jonathan, Nancy, and Steve crammed into the middle bench, while El and Kali took the very back. Kali was in the worst shape—her thin neoprene wetsuit offered zero protection against the Indiana November, and she was shaking so violently her heels were drumming against the floorboards.
Steve didn't even hesitate. He ripped off his soaked jacket, grunting as he fished around the floor of the van until he found what he was looking for: a couple of filthy, stiff canvas drop-cloths and an old, grease-stained flannel shirt left on the back seat.
"Here," Steve grunted, tossing the dry flannel to Kali. "Get out of that thing before you freeze to death."
Up front, Hopper jammed the key into the ignition and turned it. The starter gave a pathetic, grinding moan and Joyce held her breath, her fingers white where she gripped the dashboard. Then, with a throaty, backfiring roar that sounded like a gunshot in the quiet clearing, the engine caught. Hopper slammed the gear shift into drive and ripped the heater knob clean to the right.
For the first mile, the vents spit out nothing but ice-cold air, making them all wince as it hit their wet skin. But as the old vehicle rumbled onto the gravel road, away from the construction site and the pulsing horror at the center of the lake, the air began to turn. First lukewarm, then thick, sweet, and suffocatingly hot. It smelled like pine freshener, old pennies, and antifreeze, but to the seven of them, it was the breath of life itself. The windows fogged over almost instantly, turning the inside of the van into a steaming cocoon, isolated from the rest of the world.
No one spoke. The tension didn't vanish, but it softened, expanding into the warm, damp air.
In the middle row, Nancy leaned her head back against Jonathan’s shoulder, her eyes fixed on the gray mist rolling past the windshield, while Steve kept an eye on the girls in the back. El had wrapped one arm around Kali’s shivering shoulders, her chin resting on the older girl's wet scalp, her eyes wide and dark, staring into the dark corners of the van.
Joyce leaned back slightly, her head resting against the passenger window, her eyes closing briefly before opening again. She reached across the console, her small, dirty hand coming to rest on top of Hopper’s forearm. She looked at the plastic bag on the dashboard, then up at him.
"We have what we need," she said.
For the first time in what felt like centuries, the frantic desperation was gone from her voice. It was replaced by something else, a strange optimism that made her sound almost young again, back when they were still in high school and used to sit on the hood of his car, talking about running away to Chicago or New York until the stars went out, drunk on those big-city delusions and the wild, foolish belief that Hawkins was just a place they could leave behind.
She actually smiled, a small, fragile thing. "We're going to meet the others at the station. I really think we’re going to figure this out."
Hopper kept his eyes glued to the blacktop, his jaw set hard. Every cynical, battered nerve in his body wanted to shut it down. He knew better than anyone how this town worked, how the dark always found a way to cheat, and how foolish it was to gamble on hope when you were driving a stolen, rusted-out van with lake-mud in your boots.
But then he looked at her. He saw the warmth returning to her face, the quiet certainty in her eyes, and the iron lock on his chest suddenly gave way. He didn't want to be the one to break it. More than that, he realized that he wanted to believe her. He wanted her to be right.
He let out a long, slow breath that fogged the glass in front of him, his big hand turning over under hers so their fingers could lace together.
"Yeah," he murmured, his gravelly voice dropping into something softer, almost gentle. "Yeah, Joyce. We will."
For a fleeting moment, it felt possible.
He pressed his foot a little harder on the gas, steering the wallowing station wagon through the outskirts of Hawkins, past the little ranch houses with their warm, yellow windows and their neat gravel driveways. Up ahead, through the thickening November fog, the radio tower loomed like a lonely red beacon against the grey sky, waiting for their return.
The radio station sat at the far edge of Hawkins like a forgotten thought, a low, concrete block half-swallowed by the choking November briars. Beside it, the transmission tower rose into the sky like a skeletal finger poking at the overcast sky, its lonely beacon blinking at slow, indifferent intervals. It felt less like a warning and more like a tired eye, weary of signaling into a world that had stopped listening a long time ago.
The old wagon lurched off the asphalt, its bald tires grinding over the frozen gravel of the makeshift lot. The noise was jarringly loud, tearing through the dead hush of the outskirts.
When Hopper finally twisted the key and cut the ignition, nobody moved. It wasn’t the kind of hesitation that comes from fear, but rather from the lingering inertia of the black water. The Upside Down still clung to the skin of their teeth and the fabric of their clothes, a cold, greasy weight embedded so deep in their bones that their bodies still didn't quite trust the earth to stay solid beneath them.
Hopper let out a long, heavy sigh, the sound of a big man sliding a heavy sack off his shoulders.
"Alright, let’s get inside," he grunted, his boots hitting the gravel with a solid, reassuring thud as he shoved his door open. "Take a hot shower. Change your clothes."
They tumbled out after him, their joints stiff and cracking from the chill that had begun to creep back into the van the moment the heater died. The noon air was still sharp enough to bite, tasting faintly of wet leaves and woodsmoke, cleaner than the stagnant rot they had been breathing, but beneath it, there was still that subtle, electric smell of ozone. It was the smell of a storm brewing right over your house, a reminder that Hawkins was still cracking at the seams.
Joyce stepped out last, her hand lingering on the rusted doorframe before she let it click shut. Her eyes immediately went to the front windows of the station. Dim, yellowish light was spilling through the grimy panes, telling them there was someone home. It was enough to draw a soft, shaky breath from her throat, the first real oxygen she had tasted in hours.
“They’re here,” she whispered.
Hopper adjusted his collar against the chill, his jaw set tight. “Let’s hope they’re in better shape than we are.”
They moved together across the cracked pavement. But before Hopper could even reach out a hand toward the tarnished brass knob, the heavy door groaned, swinging inward from the inside.
The figures in the doorway were nothing but black cardboard cutouts at first, their silhouettes bleeding into the weak, yellow glow of the station’s lobby. They stood frozen in the threshold, squinting out into the biting November gloom like tunnel rats coming up into the sun.
For a second, the world went dead quiet again. The only sound was the rhythmic tick of the car’s cooling manifold.
“Mrs. Byers?”
It was Mike’s voice. It sounded thin, cracked at the back, like he had been screaming into a pillow or hadn’t used his throat in days. It was the fragile sound of a kid asking a ghost to prove it was real.
“Hey, sweetheart,” she choked out, her voice breaking as she stumbled forward, her arms reaching into the dim light.
The stillness shattered all at once.
The distance between the two groups collapsed in a messy, stumbling rush of shoes over gravel. There weren’t any movie-screen speeches or long, weeping embraces—nobody had the breath for it, and the cold was too sharp—but there was a desperate, grabbing sort of hunger for contact. Hands slapped onto wet denim shoulders. Knuckles rapped against frozen ribs. Quick, hard pulls into half-hugs that smelled of lake-mud, stale sweat, and damp wool. It was the kind of touching that wasn't about affection; it was about making sure the other person was still real.
Dustin got to El first. His face split wide with a look that was half-relief and half-idiot disbelief, though the dark, bruised circles under his eyes made him look like he had been wearing a mask for days.
“Holy—El, you’re—” He choked on the rest of it, his head jerking in a frustrated little shake because his mouth couldn’t keep up with his brain. “You’re actually here. Man, I heard what the military was saying on the radio and I thought—” He didn't finish that thought either. He just lunged forward and grabbed her again, burying his cap into her wet shoulder.
El nodded against his collar, her small hands coming up to bunch the fabric of his jacket. She didn't squeeze back with the same desperate force as her muscles still felt stiff, but she held him. She stayed there, letting him ground her to the gravel lot.
As Dustin finally let go, a hand clamped down hard on his shoulder. Steve didn't say a word; he just hauled Dustin into a rough, protective embrace, burying his face into his curly hair. Dustin melted into it for a brief second, his hands locking behind Steve’s jacket, anchoring himself.
Mike stepped up next to El. He looked like he had grown two inches and lost ten pounds since they had last seen him; his clothes hung loose on his lanky frame, and his shoulders were hunched tight against the cold. His eyes kept darting from El to Hopper, then back again, like a card dealer trying to keep track of a crooked deck.
“You made it,” Mike said. It wasn't a question, but there was a tremor in it that made the words sound heavy as lead.
“Yeah,” El said, her voice small but steady. “We did.”
There was an awkward, heavy beat between them, the weight of everything they had been through throwing up a temporary wall, but the sheer relief won out. Mike closed the distance, reaching out and pulling her into a rigid, trembling half-hug. He gripped her shoulder blade tight, his face buried briefly against her temple, while El wrapped her arms around his middle, burying her face into his chest just to block out the biting wind. They broke apart almost as quickly as they had collided, both of them blinking against the dim light.
A few feet away, Steve caught Robin's eye. Neither moved to hug; instead, they just stood anchored in the gravel, trading a look of exhausted certainty. It was the kind of unspoken understanding reserved exclusively for someone you have bled with in the dark.
“You look like hell,” Robin said. Her voice had that frantic, mile-a-minute rattle to it, but her eyes were bright and suspiciously wet.
“Yeah? Well, you should see the other guy,” Steve shot back. He tried to grin at her, but the skin around his mouth was too tight from the freeze, and the smile just twitched and died at the corners.
Robin noticed. She reached out and yanked him into a hard, clumsy hug that knocked the wind out of his lungs. “Don’t ever leave me alone with five kids again.”
Nancy moved past them, her boots clicking on the cracked pavement as she approached Mike. She didn't rush. Her eyes searched her little brother’s face with a fierce, terrifying intensity, taking in the hollows beneath his cheekbones and the way he seemed to fold inward, like a dog waiting for a kick.
“Mike,” she said softly.
He looked at her then, really looked at her, and the defensive, brittle shell he had been wearing since the world fell apart just cracked.
“Nancy,” he whispered. His voice caught on the second syllable, a ragged little hitch, before he swallowed it down and pulled her into a tight, desperate hug.
Joyce stayed back by the van for a fraction longer, her small frame shivering in her damp clothes as her eyes did a quick, frantic inventory of the kids: Mike, Dustin, Robin. She counted them like a mother hen checking the coop after a fox had been through.
But as she looked closer, that cold knot in her stomach didn't loosen.
They looked spent. More than spent, really—there was a grey, hollow look to their skin that didn't have anything to do with the freezing November wind. It was a look Joyce knew too well from looking in her own bathroom mirror.
And then she noticed what was missing.
Her eyes, still wide and wet with the lake-chill, sharpened like a hawk’s. She did not look at Mike or Dustin anymore; she looked through them, her gaze cutting through the yellow light of the doorway to the empty spaces behind them. She did a second count, slower this time, her lips moving silently.
“Where’s Will?”
The question wasn't loud. It didn't have the frantic, screaming edge it usually had when things went wrong, but it cut through the fragile, shivering warmth of that parking lot like a butcher's knife through tallow.
The air in the clearing seemed to freeze solid. Robin looked down at her shoes. Dustin’s mouth clicked shut, his lower lip trembling just a hair before he tucked it between his teeth.
Mike’s face changed first. The boyish relief that had broken through his skin a second ago retreated, sinking deep beneath the surface like something drowning. His features hardened, settling into the long, hollow lines of his face with a terrible, permanent sort of weight. He looked thirty years old in the dim light.
Joyce felt the first cold prickle of the old, familiar terror, the kind that lived in the small of her back, begin to wake up again.
“Mike?” she pressed, taking a half-step forward, her shoes squelching in the gravel. Her voice was louder now, edged with a rising urgency. “Mike, where is he?”
Dustin stepped forward before Mike could answer, his movement deliberate, though his expression remained guarded. “He’s inside, Mrs. Byers.”
Joyce’s shoulders dropped an inch, the breath rattling out of her nose in a pale cloud, though her hands stayed clenched into fists at her sides. “Is he alright? Is he hurt?”
Dustin hesitated. It was only for a beat, the time it takes for a heart to pump a drop of blood, but to Joyce, that second stretched out until it felt as wide as the lake they had just crawled out of.
“He’s… awake,” Dustin said. He picked the word like he was pulling a splinter out of his thumb; too careful.
Joyce stilled.
Awake. It was a good word. It should have been a warm blanket of a word. It should have let her lungs expand, should have broken the iron grip the Upside Down still had on her throat, but it didn't. It sat between them on the cracked pavement, cold and strange.
“What do you mean by ‘awake’?” she asked, her voice dropping into a dangerous, quiet register.
Dustin didn't answer her. Instead, his eyes drifted past her shoulder, locking onto El with a strange, heavy significance, as if he were trying to pass a secret across a crowded room without the adults catching on. The girl only frowned at him, feeling as confused and unnerved as Joyce.
“Max is awake too,” Dustin said, his voice dropping an octave as his gaze returned to Joyce, forcing the conversation sideways. “She… she came back. About an hour or two ago.”
El’s head snapped up, her dark brows knitting together until her face looked small and sharp. “Max?” she whispered.
Dustin gave a jerky nod. “Yeah. She—” He paused, searching for the right words, though none seemed to fit cleanly. “She’s… she’s here.”
The news hung in the cold air, big and unbelievable, but Joyce wouldn't let the hook slide out of her jaw. She didn't look back at El. Her eyes stayed glued to the boys, her expression tightening until she looked fierce enough to break a window.
“And Will?” she pressed again, the urgency in her voice breaking through her teeth. “What about him?”
This time, it was Mike who answered. He drew in a sharp, dry breath through his nose, his voice coming out low and wooden, the words dragging behind each other like wet logs.
“He’s inside,” he said, his voice low, the words measured as though each one required effort. “He’s… he’s okay. I mean—he’s not hurt or anything. He’s just…”
He stopped. He bit down on his lip so hard it went white, his fists bunching in the pockets of his coat.
The silence that followed was worse than the hush over Lover’s Lake. Joyce took another step, her wet shoes clicking against the concrete threshold, her face inches from Mike’s.
“He’s just what?”
Mike swallowed. His eyes dropped to the collar of Joyce’s damp coat, then to the gravel, refusing to meet her gaze. “He’s not really… talking. It’s like he’s there, but…not completely.”
The words seemed to gray out the clearing. Joyce felt something cold and greasy slither down her spine, not the screaming panic that made her chop holes in her own walls, but something quieter. It was something insidious; the old, sick reminder that the dark had never forgotten her son’s name.
“What happened to him?” she asked, her voice barely a breath.
Nobody answered.
Mike kept his chin tucked into his collar, his jaw working silently, while Dustin kept his stare fixed on the old wagon. Robin was standing back by Steve, her fingers knotted into the fringe of her jacket, her mouth turned down into a grim, knowing line that made her look older than her actual age. In a way, they all bore the same look.
“I want to see him,” Joyce said. It wasn’t a request.
Mike didn't argue. He shifted his weight, his tall, awkward frame moving aside to clear the doorway, though his posture remained rigid, like a guard letting a doctor into a quarantine ward.
Joyce didn't look at him as she went past. She moved through the door with a quick, shuffling stride, her wet trousers swishing together, the urgency in her chest a physical ache now. The others followed behind her.
The moment they crossed the threshold, the air changed.
The inside of the station was small, hot, and smelled heavily of old dust, stale coffee, and the sharp tang of hot radio tubes. The constant, electronic hum of the transmission equipment filled the rooms, a steady hum that felt loud and intrusive after the dead quiet of the woods.
The main lobby was a battlefield of paper: topographical maps of Hawkins were pinned to the corkboards with pocket knives, loose-leaf notebook pages covered in frantic, pencil-scratched theories were scattered across the linoleum floor, and a half-dozen walkie-talkies sat on the main desk, their red lights glowing like little embers.
Joyce didn't hesitate. She lunged past them toward the staircase, her heart hammering against her ribs like a trapped sparrow.
Behind her, the kids and the adults exchanged one last, lingering look. The brief, sweet illusion of their survival was gone now, peeled away to reveal the raw, bleeding reality that they hadn’t actually saved anything yet. They watched her go, as the fleeting warmth of their reunion was completely swallowed by the biting winter wind.