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After you had busted your ass trying to debut you had finally done it, all those days with your legs aching from dance practice, swallowing feeling like glass shards in your throat. Yes the training was brutal but it was worth it.
You were in a fairly new group of 9 members, not too popular but at least you weren't in any scandals yet.
aside from the beauty stands and having to practically starve yourself so k netizens wouldn't be offended (cuz it would be such a great offense if a grown woman weighed more than 50 kgs according to them). You actually liked being an idol.
you knew you'd have to go through hardships and deal with toxic managers but you loved the way people cheered for you at concerts, you loved the edits they'd make of you when you “naturally” acted cute.
But a big reason you wanted to debut was to meet your favourite idol. Hirota riki.
God he was so hot, you had your eye on him ever since he was in &audition the shy boy who walked in there looking like a scared puppy.
You had bought every single album as soon as it came out, sure your parents went off on you about how irresponsible you were when it came to spending money, but you didn't care. It was worth every penny. He was worth every penny.
He was a drug and you wanted an overdose. Your friends would've thought you were crazy if you weren't so good at hiding it. a photo card here a pinterest pin there, you were just like a normal fan on the outside.
you were in the company building, filming dance trends with your members, trying not to laugh at the brainrot audio. you had grabbed your phone after uploading the video. Scrolling through Maki thirst trains and humor compilations mindlessly, completely unaware of your surroundings when someone bumped into you, causing your phone to slip out of your hands.
He bent down to pick it up, his glance glued to the screen a second too long which you didn’t notice before handing it back to you “sorry” was all he said before making burning eye contact with you, like he was drinking in your features.
Oh my god.
you watched as he walked away, slightly hurried, leaving your head exploding and your body shaking.
You couldn't believe it. You had actually met your idol, the one who saved you when you were at your lowest, the one that inspired you to become an artist in the first place.
He looks so much better in real life. You only regret not stopping him to get a better glance at him, his down turned puppy eyes, the moles on his cheeks, the slit on his eyebrow, god, those plump lips you've imagined on yours.
Being his fan from afar wasn't enough, you needed him platonically, romantically, carnally.
A few days later your manager had mentioned something about being on M2. &team has been on there before, aside from being totally captivated by maki’s charms you were really into the group, they made good music, weren't problematic, what's there to not like. So naturally you followed up with all their content with variety shows.
You loved the idea of people seeing you flustered with your heart rate on display, something about getting teased about why your heart is fluttering got you blushing.
Being the youngest in the group wasn't all that bad, you got maknae privileges… most of the time. This was not one of them.
You sat there with your heart monitor patiently waiting for the camera's to start rolling, your heart rate already elevated. Damn how were you an idol and still camera shy, maybe it was all the staff behind the cameras, you tried to calm yourself down after all it was just your members, you didn't exactly know why you were so scared.
Your group gave the introduction when they started filming, talking about how excited you guys were to be on the show.
“We actually have a surprise for you guys today” one of the main staff said. you looked confused, maybe they didn't tell anyone in the group? But why, oh well it must be nothing. You prepared your best shocked face when you expected something mundane like food tastings from different countries.
You looked over to your members who seemed like they didn't have a clue either, seemed like. You knew they were all acting for the camera, they had a tell only the other members could notice.
You fidgeted mindlessly with your fingers, until you heard shoes shuffling along the floors. You looked up only to be met with nine jaw droppingly handsome men, one of which you had met before. Oh my god.
you could've sworn your heart just exploded in your chest and your brain walked out your ear and left, you looked down at the table, focusing on your fingers like they were something far more interesting than they were.
Your members were far more normal, having been trainees for longer than you, having more experience than you. They stood up to greet them, someone next to you tugging at your arm telling you subtly to get up, you stood abruptly to bow, adamant about avoiding their gaze, you couldn't have a heart attack in front of everyone that would be far too embarrassing.
One of your older members laughed, “haha y/n are you okay your heart beat is through the roof”. You wanted to die. You nodded and smiled “just drank a lot of coffee today”. You wouldn't be surprised if everyone in the room could hear the pounding in your chest.
You lifted your gaze to be met with the gaze of maki, already staring at you. You never turned away quicker. Why were you being so shy, so intimidated, he's literally a man.
You took a moment to take a deep breath and steady your shaky voice before sitting back down along with everyone else.
“actually, we have a few games planned for you guys, please pair up into two's” you looked to your right, okay just hide behind a member, you won't even have to talk to the teamies then.
“one member from each group please” the staff continued. Fuck. you lifted your head, gaze inadvertently landing on maki for a second too long.
“I'll be with y/n” you heard a voice say before sitting on a chair next to you. “we're both the maknaez after all”. You forgot how to breathe. Your breath hitched and you couldn't stop staring at him, your eyes scanning his face, all that flashed through your mind were the endless fanfics you read of him. ‘boss maki x worker reader’ ‘frat boy maki x reader’ ‘idol maki x fan reader’, the endless Twitter posts dedicated to simping over him. He would report you if he knew how obsessed you were with him.
You gave him an awkward smile, not trusting yourself to not say something weird to him. You could see every individual eyelash of his, you wanted this sight all to yourself. Forever.
“Okay then if everyone's paired up we'll start, the first game is trust falls let see who's heart beats the fastest”. You realized a beat too late, trust falls. Maki’s hands touching you. Maki touching you. Maki catching you. just the thought of it got you seeing stars. Maybe you were a bit too obsessed but you didn't care.
The camera’s turned off to set the place up, it was like you could finally breathe. You really hoped you didn't act like an idiot in front of the cameras or maki. “hey y/n” a voice called out to you while maki was away getting his make up retouched.
You tried your best to stay cool, even if it was just a member talking to you “yeah what's up”. “you were blushing like crazy what's going on, you looked at him like a deer caught in headlights”.
“Oh, really?... I'm fine I guess that's just the introvert in me haha..”
“You know you can tell me right? I've seen you in your luteal phase without makeup on, I won't judge you for anything.
You rolled your eyes at the comment “it's just that.. I'm meeting my favorite idol for the first time, I don't want him to think I'm some weird fangirl”.
“You’re an idol Y/n I don't think anyone's gonna think that”
It took a moment for her words to sink in, and she was right. You were an idol too, it's not like you were a saesang who snuck into the building just to meet him.
“Your right, thanks” you gave her a warm smile before that turned into anger. “and also why the fuck didn't anyone tell me we were doing a Collab with &team”.
she shrugged “I told one of the members to tell you, guess she forgot”.
“broski-” you rolled your eyes before you had to go to continue filming again.
“let's start with the maknaez” you knew you'd have to do this eventually, so you tried your best not to smile or blush whenever he looked at you.
You stood in front of him, waiting for him to give you the go. Your heart jumped when you felt a pair of steady hands on your shoulders, pressing slightly as if to reassure you.
“Ready bunny?”. What. Why did he call you that? did he know about your petplay ki-.
“Or, you could just stand there and have a heart attack, sure.” His voice cut through your thoughts. You started back at him and shook your head “n-no I'm ready just.. why would you call me that”.
“What? Would you prefer puppy?” you could feel the heat creeping its way up your cheeks.
“W-wha-”
“your representative animal, I know you're a newer idol but don't tell me you forgot” he cut you off.
Right, you had asked your manager to make your representative animal a bunny-puppy, you thought it would be fitting with your personality and your two front teeth being longer than the rest.
“o-oh right, of course no I totally knew that”
He smirked and continued with the games, making small talk in between.
After a day of hard work, and socializing you were worn out. your social battery was drained with everyone except maki, the one who was always able to make you feel better.
you had washed off your makeup knowing you weren't gonna have the strength to do it at home and you didn't want to have to deal with acne for the next week. your eyes kept going back to maki. You only wished you'd have had the courage to ask him for his number but your shyness got to you. Becoming an idol must've been a lucky fluke.
You stayed up that night wondering what could've been, creating scenarios about him as you usually did. I guess you would have to be fine with being just a fan.
You got up, no schedule for today finally. A day to yourself, all you wanted to do was lay in bed and watch anime. ding. A message, huh it must be one of the members asking to go out for breakfast no thank you. ding. You know what, I'll just mute the notifications.
You unlock your phone.
unknown number(2)
Spam? You opened it, curiosity getting the better of you
“Hi it's maki, I had fun filming yesterday. Would you maybe wanna do a live together or something sometime?”
“oh uh ej gave me your number from one of your members so don't think I'm a stalker or something lol”
Was this… a dream? you've certainly had dreams like this before. You practically threw your phone across the room, calming yourself down. You couldn't just leave him on read. You slowly opened the messages again, still there.
You start typing.
“yeah I would love to”
delete delete delete. love to? what the hell was wrong with you
“I wouldn't think you were a stalker lol and sure I'd be down for a live sometime”
You stared at the message, god you were terrible at this, then you continued to stare at it for five minutes. You were going crazy over a man, you haven't felt this much shame in a long time. sent.
You immediately turned your phone on DND and put it face down on your bedside table. Which would've helped if you didn't actively check if he responded to you every two minutes. You rewinded your anime at least a dozen times trying to focus on what they were saying. Something about being the strongest because he was Satoru Gojo?
You checked your phone again.
unknown (1)
“bet, wyd rn tho”
Of course maki would talk like that, you thought to yourself. You waited a torturous whole minute before replying
“just watching some anime, wbu”
unknown
*1 picture attachment*
Your fingers had never moved faster, it was a picture of his TV playing an anime you were familiar with, his legs slightly visible, you never thought someone man spreading could look this hot.
It'd become a routine talking with him, he'd talk to you late at night when you couldn't sleep, he'd tell you about his schedules and how he's never finishing his watch list even though he just watches new stuff instead of the things on there.
You had grown close over the weeks, feeling like you could talk to him without stuttering this time. That is before the video came out, which due to editing mishaps and continuous debate of whether the fans would crucify them for interacting with women took a while.
You always knew lunés were chill, sometimes making jokes about the teamies cheating on them, all in good fun. but this time instead of being mad they were.. shipping you together?
“the way Y/n blushes when she's around maki is so cute”
“ughh they should just save us time and date already”
“they're both the type of people to laugh at brainrot one day and then hate on it cuz it's ‘overused’ the next”
You couldn't help but giggle to yourself at the comments, you knew maki was chronically online on Twitter and TikTok. But you really wished he didn't see this. After all, you'd rather be friends with him than nothing. All this shipping might make him distance himself from you
Makiki (1)
*1 screenshot*
“Can you believe they're shipping us lmfaoo”
“ikr”
“maybe we should just get it over with a date👀”
Your heart dropped, was he actually flirting with you?
“Stop being annoying.”
“You love it”
You hearted the message and opened your unfinished maki fics
3 am
Makiki (1)
“Open the door”
“What?”
You heard a knock on your door
“Maki?”
He let himself in and you shushed him before he could talk
“Shared dorm remember, don't be loud”
You dragged him to your room and shut the door.
“Maki. Are we in the same timezone its 3am”
“Yeah.. but you were up weren’t you?”
“Thats beside the point”
“What were you doing up so late at night?”
“.. reading, you know how much of an intellectual i am” yeah so intellectual you read up on every sex position maki could put you in.
“Mhmm” His voice had a slight rasp to it.
Your shorts had ridden up while unthinkingly rubbing your thighs together before he came and the only thing you could think about is the wetness between your legs.
“So then.. Why aren’t you looking at me”
A heat emerged from your cheeks staining them crimson.
You lifted your head to look at him, standing over you with a stupidly handsome smirk on his face.
“Good girl”
Your eyes widened before you remembered to act normal, maybe he didn't mean it like that.
“Oh come on dont get shy with me now, i wasn’t joking about what i said earlier. If the fans want to ship us” he dipped his head down dangerously close to yours.
“Maybe we should turn that into a reality”
Your breath hitched when he leaned to the side, his breath hot on your ear
“Stop me if you don't want this”
He cupped your face in his hands gently caressing your cheek with his thumb like you were the most delicate thing in the world. You closed your eyes as he placed a hot kiss to your mouth, which started out slow and gentle like he wanted to preserve this moment forever.
He started picking up the pace when you started reciprocating his movements, faster but not rushed. Savouring every touch. You walked backwards until the back of your knees hit your bed, He slithered a hand behind your back and slowly lowered you until you were lying down with him on top.
“Maki” You breathed out against his lips.
He pulled away slightly to look at you “yeah pretty?” he said, looking down at you with those eyes you just adore so much. You said nothing, just parted your legs slightly as if giving him permission. And he knew.
He hesitated for a second before he started taking off his shirt as well as your own, he ran his hands all over your body making sure not an inch of skin is left untouched.
“My girl is so pretty all laid out like this” He said in between neck kisses and you could help but feel warm inside ‘my girl’ you thought to yourself.
You let out a soft hum when he took one of your peaks in his mouth, licking it and dragging his teeth along it, finding it hard to hold back anymore.
He started removing your little sleep shorts and panties in one go. He licked his lips like he was a wolf about to devour prey.
“Are you sure you want this? We can stop any time you want” his biggest regret in life would be to feel like he had forced you to do something like this when you didn’t want to.
“I’m sure Maki please..” you pleaded in an almost pathetic voice.
He could’ve busted right there untouched by your whimper. He dragged his hand from your waist to your throbbing heat. Looking at how you bit your lip to stifle any escaping sounds. Cute.
He began circling your clit at a slow and steady pace. Dipping a finger inside made an involuntary sound come out of your mouth you were embarrassed of.
“Let me hear you baby don’t be shy”
He started slowly thrusting his finger in you and then another one when you were ready, scissoring you to accommodate for his size.
“Maki” you breathed out “p-please put it in” You looked up at him with those big doe eyes of yours, almost begging without words.
“Shh be patient pretty, i don’t wanna hurt you” i place a soft open mouthed kiss to your lips, enveloping your lips in his.
You let him work his fingers into you, after a minute of hearing embarrassing squelches coming from you he withdrew his finger and lowered his sweatpants and boxers enough to reveal his throbbing member, pumping it a few times before slipping a condom from his pocket on it.
Your thighs clenched at the size, you’ve craved this for so long and your finally getting it.
“Ready for this pretty girl?”
You nodded, breathing heavy
“Words, beautiful”
“Y..yes maki im ready please… claim me”
Hearing you say that accentuated his hunger, he wanted to savour every minute of it.
He pushed the tip in, the amount of slick made the friction almost non existent. He was halfway in when an unholy moan arose from your throat.
“Fuck p-please Maki please-”
He smirked and placed a kiss on your forehead.
“Please, what pretty? Use your words”
“Deeper, I need all of you in me now-”
You got cut off with him bottoming out in you, unmoving.
You grabbed on to his strong shoulders to steady yourself, trying your best not to dig your nails into him but failing.
“Y-you can move now”
He started giving you little thrusts when you gave him the okay. Your little moans and his grunts started filling the room.
He moved at a steady unwavering pace, thrusting in and out of you, occasionally checking to see if you're okay.
He returned your nail art on his back with kisses and praise.
“Good girl taking me so well”
“Thats it just like that, my sweet girl is so good at this”
You could feel your lower stomach tightening and fluttering.
“I’m close Maki” you hitched between thrusts.
“Come for me baby”
And just like that you came completely undone on him. With him thrusting faster, riding out your orgasm and chasing his climax himself.
You collapsed on the bed entirely spent. He laid next to you in bed wrapping comforting strong arms around you and pulling you in and kissing the top of your head.
“You did so well baby you must be so tired”
You nodded and melted against his touch, you didn’t care about why he did this or if it was just a one time thing. All you knew was that you had Maki, even if it was just temporary.
“Let’s clean you up yeah?”
You shook your head and held on to him tighter.
“Lets stay like this.. Please Maki”
Your voice melted him like this, like you were allowing him to see you vulnerable.
“Okay baby”
Before you knew it you had fallen asleep, but how could you not when his embrace was so warm and sweet.
When you woke up your legs were dry and clean, slightly aching. With no one beside you.
‘Of course’ you thought to yourself ‘it was 3 am how could that mean anything’.
You got up and tears started rolling from your eyes, you scolded yourself in your head, why were you expecting anything more from a friend you should've known it meant nothing to him.
You left your room starving, wiping tears from your eyes but unable to help the sobs ripping from your throat. You covered your face with the sleeve of the oversized hoodie you had put on.
Strong familiar arms wrapped around you from behind.
“What's wrong baby?”
You looked back to see Maki standing there wearing an apron and the smell of pancakes filled the air.
You couldn’t help the ugly cry that escaped you.
“I- i thought you left” You said while pressing yourself against him.
He wiped the tears from your eyes with the same gentleness as the night before.
“Oh my pretty girl, I’d never leave you”
He wrapped you in his warm embrace and sat you down at the table.
“You must be starving, eat something baby”
You took a few bites before calming down.
“Maki. sit down we have to talk” you said sternly.
“I’ll talk about anything pretty”
You tried not to blush at the petname. You didn't know where to start, the cooking? The flirting? The sex? No, you couldn’t even call this sex that would be very far from what you had done. This was far more intimate.
“Why”
He stared at you blankly “why what?”
“Why all of it, the flirting, the pet names, breakfast, and.. What we did last night” your voice quieted on that last part and he couldn’t help but smile.
“Because, I like you”
“Maki i’m being serious”
“I’m being serious Y/n, i’ve liked you for a while and I know you like me too”
“Your so confident, just because I slept with you doesn't mean I like you”
He waited a moment before speaking again, his smile unfaltering.
“I know about your twitter account”
A swallowed a lump in your throat and looked down half in shame.
“No idea what your talking about”
“That day, when you bumped into me”
“YOU bumped into me” You corrected and he scoffed a laugh.
“That day when I bumped into you, I saw your phone and just happened to see your @”
“Oh so you stalked me is that it?”
He laughed out loud at the accusation.
“If that's what you want to call it, but you seem like more of a stalker dedicating a whole account to me don’t you think”
You blushed, stuttering all flustered.
“So.. you're not bothered or creeped out by it?”
“Bothered by what? A fan girl? Oh wow I didn’t know those existed” he remarked sarcastically.
“Shut up”
“You didn’t answer me. I said I liked you”
You bit your lip trying to stifle a growing smile, you couldn’t believe it, you actually got the guy.
“I guess.. I like you too a little bit” you admitted.