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Hiromi could have predicted how his life would turn upside down after meeting a strange man named Takaba. That man was…well…Takaba is a TV comedian. He’s quite popular; he even got some acting parts in comedy shows and series in Japan. Overall, he was the complete opposite of Hirugama. He is a lawyer, living next to Takaba. That’s how the two met and they got pretty close to each other. And by that they meant friends. Yeah, only friends…
They hang out every now and then, chatting or eating, maybe even drinking at the closest pub near their apartment complex.
“Hiromiiii~” Takaba knocked on his door. He was always in a good mood, no matter the weather and his problems.
The lawyer sighed in frustration and opened the door. “Come in.”
“Awww, you seem so stressed! Tell me what happened, any maybe I can help you with my perfect humour!”
Higuruma rubbed his temples and sat back to his desk. He was dealing with a serious case, which was hard to win against; a woman got abused by his husband, but he knew that in Japan, a man’s word is more valuable, than the woman’s evidence. It made his blood boil just to think about the case and his poor customer, who was treated badly by her own lover.
“Takaba, it’s really not a good time to chat, I’m working on a serious situation. Maybe next time, okay?”
“But…but…you let me in! Come on big boy, pour your heart out!” he smiled as he tried to take a peek of those papers on the table.
“Hey, I’m not allowed to show anyone anything about this! I can even lose my job if I share secret information!” Higuruma looked irritated and annoyed, thanks for Takaba’s careless behaviour.
“Okay, okay, I understood!” he laughed, but something in the lawyer’s mind snapped. Why is he laughing? Even in serious times, when laughing and giggling is the last thing that someone would do.
Hiromi stood up and stared at Takaba in disbelief and with pure anger.
“Wow, what’s wrong now?” the man smiled nervously, clearly not sure why is he angry this time.
“Don’t you feel a little guilty? Ha? Laughing and joking with me and the fact that I could lose my job if someone sees you with me? I let you in because I thought you wanted something important, but if you have nothing else to say, please leave!”
“Oh…” Takaba looked devastated. “I just wanted to cheer you up, or something.”
“I don’t need your crappy, shit jokes around when I’m working! Why are you act like an idiot, ha? I’m embarrassed to show myself with you!”
Takaba’s eyes slowly got filled with tears. “It’s my job to make people happy, but I see you now. You never wanted me in your life, even if I thought. Bye now, Hiro!” he turned around and left the flat.
Higuruma felt guilty now; he was too harsh with the other. The nickname from him made him disgusted by himself. How could he do that to a man like Takaba? He even lied, because he liked his jokes, although he never smiled around him. He loved his presence. He was the only friend that cared about him. He wanted more; he was…in love with Takaba. Opposites attract each other, or something like that. He wanted to hold him, to feel his body against his, to kiss him all day and night, and now, he lost the last chance to confess his feelings. He won’t believe him anymore.
The night came soon, Hiromi tried to avoid his feelings and bury himself at work, but for his unfortune, it didn’t work. Takaba have a stand-up show twice every week, as well as other comedians. The lawyer watched this show secretly, not telling this Takaba. He liked his performance; it made him know a bit better and his jokes were quite good. He often found himself laughing in front of the TV. No surprise that the younger man was a popular icon. That night the show was in the air like usual. Hiromi watched the other perform with a smile on his face. While watching Takaba told a story along with some jokes, but the newest made Hiromi look up from his papers. He usually watched the program while eating dinner or working on some papers.
“You know guys, I have some friends around me, but I surely has the strangest one. That man is a lawyer, living next to me, and oh boy…he’s the complete opposite of me” *faint laughter from the crowd* “I swear that guy never smiled around me! I was seriously worried that my breath stinks and that’s why he always makes faces” *loud laughing from the audience* “I even thought that he was a robot or something like that. Gosh, but no offence to him, I admire him, but every time I go over to his place, he’s either working or studying. Does every lawyer do this?” *Small laughter*
Hiromi watched him with shock. He knew that these were recorded one or two days ago before presenting it on TV, but damn…he admired him?
He felt more and more guilty and embarrassed by his previous actions. He hurt the man too much. He didn’t deserve this.
Suddenly, he stood up and left his apartment. He walked to Takaba’s room and knocked on it loud enough to hear. A moment later, he opened the door, but when he saw Higuruma he wanted to close it back.
“Wait!” the lawyer stopped him. “Let me explain myself!”
“You don’t need to, I understood your message clearly.” The bitterness and coldness from his voice made Hiromi worry more. He didn’t want him to change.
Takaba closed the door, but Hiromi stayed there. His eyes got blurred by the tears that ran off his face. His legs gave up and fell onto his knees, pulling his hair due to anger and irritation towards himself. He hated his life. Nothing mattered at this point. Giving up was the only option, but he stayed at his door, not leaving, not yet.
“Takaba…I’m so sorry. I’m a monster! I hurt you! I don’t deserve anything but pain and suffer. You were the only friend of me, and I didn’t appreciate you enough.” he cried. “I love you, I wanted to confess this to you, but I was a jerk, an idiot and I lost you…”
The door slowly opened to his surprise. Takaba kneeled down in front of him and looked into his eyes. “You really mean by that? You love me?”
“More than anyone in this fucking world.”
Takaba stood up and reached his hand out. “Please, stand up. I don’t want you to feel bad about yourself.”
“But I deserve that! I deserve every bit of it!” he looked up at him with red eyes.
Takaba lead him into his flat and closed the door behind him. Hiromi was at the edge, trying to hold back his tears.
“I’m so sorry Takaba! I can’t accept your forgiveness!” he whispered.
Takaba looked at him up and down with a slight smile in his face. “I forgive you, but with a condition; you go out with me for a date!”
Hiromi’s heart started to beat faster. He grabbed the man by his waist and pushed him against the wall. “You don’t have to make this a condition; I would go out with you anyway.”
Takaba blushed at his words and hugged his shoulders. “Are you still stressed, my love? You look like you would devour me right here.”
“I am, but I’ll hold back myself.” Hiromi said as he tried to let his hands off from his waist.
“And what if I want you to not to hold back?” he smiled mischievously. Higuruma’s eyes widened a bit at his response. He wants to…? At the simple thought of them doing it made the lawyer’s blood go down, between his legs.
“I see you want that too. Your body can’t lie!” Takaba smiled and grabbed his length through his pants and underwear.
“W-wait I…before we do anything I want to make sure that you love me back! I don’t want this otherwise!”
“Do not worry Hiro, I waited too long for you. Of course I love you!” he said as he kissed his cheek gently. “Don’t hold back, I’m all yours!” he whispered into his ears, that made Hirugama harden more.
“Are you sure? Once we start, I can’t hold myself back…”
Takaba nodded and kissed his lips. Hiromi held his waist harder, gripping his clothes eagerly. They deepened their kiss, gasping and moaning constantly. Higuruma slowly pulled off Takaba’s T-shirt and lead him towards his bedroom, still kissing and biting his lips. Once they were inside, he pushed him onto the bed and started undoing his belt. Takaba watched him strip with eager eyes. Once Hiromi’s shirt and tie fell to the floor Takaba couldn’t hold back his hands and touched his perfect upper body.
“Wow, you look sexier than I expected.”
Hiromi crawled on top of the comedian and bite down onto his neck and shoulders. Takaba moaned surprised, holding onto the other’s hair. Hiromi continued kissing his body, going lower and lower each kiss and bite. When he reached the hem of his pants he pulled it off along his underwear. He took his length and started to massage the tip of it deliberately. Takaba got embarrassed by being completely naked, but seeing Hiromi’s reaction made him rethink about his situation. He moaned at the feeling of the older one’s touch, holding the sheets under themselves. A few moments later he felt Higuruma’s tongue at his entrance, licking and teasing it.
“Ahh, that…oh my, it feels so…ah…good…” he whispered, trying to keep his voice down.
“Don’t go quiet on me sweetheart. Let your beautiful voice out!” he praised him while pushing one of his fingers into his hole. As much as he wanted to do it quickly, he didn’t want to hurt the other. He wanted him to actually enjoy their first time.
As he added more fingers, Takaba placed his hand onto his back, scratching it and pulling him closer.
“I’m going in honey!” Higuruma said and replaced his fingers with his massive length while kissing Takaba possessive. He let out a growl when he was fully inside the other, caressing his stomach and his sides.
“You’re doing great, you’re taking me so well…It’s like I was just made for you to fill.” he whispered into his ears to make him relax more.
“I need some time to…get used to this!” he sighed, trying to adjust himself to a better position. It was still hurting him so much. “Fuck, why can’t I do something to make things happen?!” he mumbled nearly crying from the embarrassment and pain. Hiromi sensed his unease and quickly reassured him.
“It’s okay, everyone needs time to get things done. No need to hurry. I can wait as long as you want. And in the meantime, I can look at your perfect sight.” he said as he leaned forward to kiss him, but this time, with more love and admiration. He poured every feeling into this kiss to make Takaba relaxed and comfortable. He couldn’t imagine how painful it must be to bottom.
After a minute, Takaba didn’t feel any pain. He nodded, giving Hiromi permission to start moving.
“I promise, I’ll be gentle!” Hiromi slowly started to move in and out, studying his reactions and sounds that he made. He tried not to hurt him that much during their intimate moment.
Later, Takaba moaned louder, so Higuruma quickened his pace. Looking down at the comedian, seeing him fall apart completely by himself made Hiromi proud. He felt that both of them are getting closer to the edge, so he adjusted the position. He raised Takaba’s legs, placed them on his shoulder and started to pund him incredibly fast.
“AH…” Takaba was surprised, but content with the new pose, that hit his sweet spot in the right angle. “It’s so…good…ahh…” He couldn’t even form a full sentence without whimpering and moaning into it. The quiet room was not so quiet than before; the sounds of their voices and the sound of their bodies colliding filled the bedroom and the surrounding areas. The bed under them made a creaking, rhythmic noise every time Hiromi pushed himself in.
“I’m so close baby…” Hiromi moaned into his ears. He took a second to admire the man under him, completely ruined.
“I’m close too…” Takaba sighed, gripping his shoulders.
And with the last push, both of them came over the edge, nearly at the same time, holding each other close.
“Wow, that was perfect. So perfect and good!” Hiromi kissed him and pulled himself out gently. They rested their foreheads against the other’s, trying to slow down their breathings. “I love you so much, gosh, I wish we could stay here like this forever.”
“I love you too Hiro! Thank you for being gentle with me! I have to admit that this was my first time ever, so…”
“Really?” he was genuinely surprised. “I took away your virginity?”
“Yeah, but I liked it!”
“No wonder why it hurt so much at the beginning…Let me take care of you!” He raised Takaba’s body in a bridal style and carried him into the bathroom. He placed him in the tub and started to fill it up with warm water.
“Does your butt hurt?”
“Yes, a bit. But don’t worry, the pain will go away I guess!” Takaba laughed at himself, enjoying the water around his body.
“Tomorrow, I’m going to spoil you like a princess! We will go to somewhere nice and cozy, okay?” Higuruma suggested.
“Wow, thank you!” The idea of them dating made the comedian smile like a child at the toy shop.
Hiromi joined next to him and sat down in the tub. The water made him relax a bit, so he pulled Takaba closer and placed him onto his laps to hug him from behind.
“No, I’m the one who’s thankful to you. I still feel guilty about telling you all those bullshits…”
“I forgive you; I know that you were stressed and irritated because of your work. Maybe next time talk to me about your personal problems that you want to share.” he said as he placed a kiss onto his chest.