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“Chug it! Chug it! Chug it!”
Was all I could hear from my friends while drinking my beer.
So all I could do was chug it all since I had nothing else to do.
Hyunjin describes me as annoying, unemployed and lazy. Seungmin as depressed, single forever and kinda cool to be with when I’m in a good mood. While Chan describes me as worthy of love, misunderstood and insecure but good at hiding it.
As I finished chugging that fucking beer, I cleaned up the liquid all over my face as we all screamed like teenagers on their last day of school even tho we were all pushing 30.
Then, we went back inside with everyone I barely knew since this was an open house at Changbin’s property. I let myself fall on the couch and smoked a joint that Hyunjin just handed me. Drugs was my one and only help. Even tho baby Minho would be disappointed that I turned out just like my father, that was my only option to keep surviving in this hell hole.
As I inhaled the last puff, I felt so dizzy that I felt like I was in a dream. We laughed at ourselves and said nonsense shit until I had to go use the bathroom.
I pissed for a long ass thirty seconds since I drank too much and had to evacuate it. My piss was landing everywhere but in the toilet.
“Shit I’m so fucking drunk I can’t even control my dick” I said laughing
I then laid my head on the toilet seat since I couldn’t even stand anymore. I spent about fifteen minutes throwing up again and again until I couldn’t anymore and closed my eyes.