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Disgusting.
Everything was disgusting.
The sounds of the water slowly moving through the river. The sounds of people walking by him. The sound of the wind in the leaves.
Disgusting.
The way those idiots believed he was worthless. That he was the problem.
Problem.
Problem.
No.
Not him.
They were the problems. For their flesh so utterly tasty especially on the point of starvation. Which they were always at that point. The way the flesh tore from their bodies. Their delectable screams.
They always loved the screams.
Screaming watching as their blood dripped down.
Down.
Down.
Atsushi sat under the bridge watching the disgusting water.
Watching it, wondering how it moves. When a monster like them is there alive.
And then the water changed. A man was in it. The man swam to the side, scared of drowning, not noticing Atsushi.
“Pathetic”
The man looked up with light blue eyes meeting purple and yellow ones.
Atsushi watched with quiet amusement as the man stuttered an apology. Flinching at the low sound of laughter coming from Atsushi’s throat.
The man ran so Atsushi followed.
Chasing prey is always so fun.
The man ran. And ran. And ran.
And Atsushi followed. And Followed. And followed.
“Dazai-san, why are you running?”
The mafioso stopped.
“Atsushi-K-kun you were laughing last time you laughed, you.”
“I tore out that guy's liver and you ate it.”
Dazai shivered his blonde hair almost blue in the rising sun. Dazai clung to his white overcoat wrapped around him.
Atsushi's eyes narrowed.
“What you did. You pathetic piece of shit.”
“I. Imma go before Kunikida-Kun finds out I left.”
“Before I find out what, Dazai-San.”
The tall blue haired man stood there with a smile on his face, making Atsushi shiver of disgust.
That man sucks. But he is not as bad as him or her. They suck. They truly suck. Those rotten filth. That girl begging for affection. And that man begging for Him.
If we could get our hands on them.
Atsushi and Kunikida's eyes met in a glare. Atsushi's disgust of the man was apparent. Disgust of both Kunikida and Dazai. Disgust of how those two got along.
Oh They want a physical relationship.
They want closeness.
NO.
NO.
NO.NO.NO.NO.NO.NO.NO.NO.NO.NO.NO.NO.NO.NO.NO.NO.NO.NO.NO.NO.NO.NO.NO.NO.NO.NO.NO.
No he would not. He would not be close to them. To filth. To those who beg for his attention.
Atsushi left.
It was not worth it.
Not worth fighting to kill Kunikida and Dazai right now.
As much as they wanted to kill them.
So Atsushi turned on his heel black boots hitting the ground walking off.
Atsushi watched people turn and look at him.
His oddness.
His black hair with that one fuckign white streak.
“It makes us match J̷͉̩̇̍i̴̧̛̟͌̏͠n̴͉̮̜͔̱̑̕͘k̶̞̿͊͝o̸̮̓̒̾”
Atsushi thought about grabbing some hair dye. Why would he match that filth? That filth that would find him. Giving him offerings of flesh and temptation.
The most recent one had been revolting.
7 dead bodies all in the apartment. Blood everywhere. He thought it was nice if it was from someone else. Like him. And then. He found it on his bed. The lounging man. Completely undressed. Begging to be taken then and there. Atsushi stared into those eyes. He hated those eyes. Hated them. Hated that filth. He couldn't stand the smell of the incense. Ah yes the incense. The aphrodisiac-like effect. That filthy thought Atsushi would not be able to smell. They did smell it.
“J̷̮̺͉͓̎ḯ̵̪̫̼̿̓n̷̛̳̜̎͜͜ͅk̴̨͖̟̰͌̊͐͂̌ơ̵̭̮̌̒̎͐ ̸͖͓̃́͝c̶̗̺̬̦͆͋o̸̱̤͔͕͂̚m̸̭̻̰̎̉̈́̃̑͜é̷͍̻̏ ̸̨̡̛͍̏̈́͂͌l̶̩͈̲̉͛ͅa̴̩͓̿͂̆͝y̵͔͖͔̗̖͗͘ ̸̡̃̍̈w̶̮̝͐̾̿̊͊i̸̟͂t̷̞͌͛́̕ḫ̴̛̟͔̲̹̉̓͐͝ ̷̣͉̲̚m̴̳̫̜̗̫̎̆̉́ẻ̴̢̫͎͇.̸̢͖̻͕̊̍͛̚͝ ̴̮̗͕̅͌́͛S̷̨͔͙̥̀̽̍̾͜͝ṗ̸̺̞̰̀̃͘͜͝é̶̛̱̱̞̥͒̈n̵͙͂̿͆͝ḏ̵̭͇̿̉ͅ ̴̡̪̪́t̵̠̮͕̟̄̔̒i̵̮̥̐m̷̡̞̭̼̑̑̎̓̚e̶̮͎̟̱̊̅̊̐̅ ̶̰̱̆́̓͊ẁ̵̭i̵͓͙̮̾̋t̷͎̄́͜h̴̲͎̰͚̝̑́̿̽ ̵̧̙͎̑̋̍͑m̶̱̼̞̻̑̄ḛ̴͓̹̙̕ͅ.̷̝͇̔̒͋̾͠ ̶̢̒̎̍͛͌F̷̨͓͒͜ͅṷ̸̮̰̥̂c̷̹͌̓͂̓̃k̴̙͕͉̦̆͗ ̸̳̊̉́̈́͂m̵̡͈̳̏͝e̷̻͆̊͌̕̕.̷̯̫̤̠̏̑̈́͘ ̴̡́̏͂”
Atsushi left.
He found a bar and found a familiar face. The two made fun of people and of sex. And of alcohol. And of that man.
Atsushi then burnt down the building he used to live in.
Then he went and found a bridge. And now was wondering where to go.
As he walked through the streets a small white flash appeared in the corner.