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In the cold but sweaty gym where Hinata and Bokuto where doing pepper partners and passing the ball around to sakusa cleaning his volleyball balls before using them for spikes and the to other players practicing together you could only hear the sound of shoes on the gym floor, players hitting the volleyballs and saying good hit was only heard the gym was extremely quiet from other practices but why?. The only person that brought the light of smiling and the cockyness of trying to compete for everything was no where to be found many of the players did not notice where the setter Atsumu Miya was and they did note how the outside hitter kiyooomi sakusa was gripping the balls like his life depended on it and how intently he was looking at the locker room door to see the fake blond come out of there.
Inside the locker room
Atsumu Miya’s pov
Why the hell did u fucking do that!!
Atsumu said while brushing his hair with his hand
Why the fuck did I tell you omi-omi about my feelings!.
The blond started crying and sobbing he started placing his trembling hand on his mouth to stop the sobs that came out he tried so hard the he started getting a anxiety attack with all the pain that he was suffering he knew very well when he told sakusa how he felt he knew he would ruin a 2 year friendship the blond knew that Sakusa would never want to date someone like him and especially because he is a guy. He clearly knower that sakusas family was homophobic and did not like it when guys dated guys so he knew that Sakusa would be the same because the apple never falls that far from the tree. Atsumu was to stressed and scared but he stopped this feeling with four of his antidepressant and one of his happy pills. After he got himself together he got ready and headed out of the locker room like nothing happened.
In the gym*
Bokuto “ HEY HEY HEY Atsu could you set for me and Hinata we would like to practice with our spikes”
Hinata “ yes atsumu could you?”
Atsumu “yeah u know I’m always up to plus I want to challenge someone with their servers” atsumu said with a cocky tone and placing a hand onto his hip
Bokuto “YAYA THANK UUUU”
Hinata “YA THANK U ATSU”
Both of the men said in unison as they where getting ready in their spots
Atsumu “yeah yeah” Atsumu said while smiling
Three of the men started practicing and the other two spiking the balls and the fake blond laughing and forgetting everything that has happened in his life he only wants to have volleyball in his mind because that is the only thing that makes him happy after all of the things that happened that day.
The only person that did not forget was the curly black head that was doing ace serves in the other court next the three men’s one.
With Sakusa
The curly haired man was mad but he took it out in the serves he did he kept doing big and hard serves that boomed the gym he kept trying to forget the sob a that he heard in the locker room from the blond and the opening of feeling that the blond went through that morning he has had many fan girls telling him to date them and that they had a crush on him but never a guy nor a best friend that was close to him. But the only one that knew the curly haired feeling for the flake blond has the one and only sakusa but he did not want to say anything nor to his teammates because he knew if the said something no one will like him and his reputation will go to the shitter and will lose his spot. He was mad at himself for all of this and how he made his best friend cry but he did not want to push the blond more because he knows that if he does it will cause the blond to get further from him and then out of his reach but first he will need to find a way to get his homophobic felling out of his mind and body. After he does this he will be able to accept the blonde