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your boyfriend was experienced, were you? no... but of course he never ever rushed you, always pulling back when you whined in overstimulation from kissing, he wanted your first big relationship to be perfect, and to be the last. he was so handsome, gosh even him looking at you was basically foreplay for your poor body. you've had boyfriends before, were they as hot, and perfect, fuck no. you had to say though, yes you wanted to have sex with him, but just a small little make out session had you dripping so hard into your panties, if you were to place even a singular finger into your hole as you kissed you could cream everywhere, he just made you that sensitive.
"hee" you giggled as you kissed him, the pecks of your kisses short and soft, nothing more than innocent, his hands placed on your shoulders, knowing if he placed them on your waist you'd pull back, and yes it was an ego crusher for him, but little did he know you'd cream yourself.
"mm baby can we kiss with tongue?" he asked, always unsure how you would react, but he knew you, he knew you loved him and he knew he would never leave you if you never moved past making out. you were the girl made for him, nerdy about the things you loved, smart, sassy, and his favorite, ridiculously silly.
you responded with a nod, a small one with a tiny whimper, and boy did that have him hard. when his tongue brushed against yours you felt your thighs clench together, and of course it never went unnoticed by heeseung, if anything he wanted to take your thighs in between his hands and squeeze them until his hand marks were all over them.
"mmm shh baby breathe" he whispered against your lips, his breath held tight in his chest as he restrained himself from pulling you onto his lap and grinding you down against him until you couldn't see straight, and this was how every make out session ended up being, him horny and hard, and you with tears in your eyes from pleasure.
after you had caught your breath his fingers came up to rub your shoulders, whispering soft praises before kissing your cheek. "you did so good doll, just take a second okay?" he said against your cheek, his breath warm and comforting against your cheek. when you felt your heart calm down, and your chest loose you went in for another kiss.
"mm doll you feel so good against me" he smiled as he kissed you again, his fingers gripping softly against your cheeks, his eyes soft and blown out as he kissed you. you gained enough confidence to place yourself above heeseung, your knees standing next to his thighs as you kissed him.
"is this okay?" he whispered against you lips, and you whispered out a small 'yes' before kissing him again. after a while his dick was straining painfully against his jeans, the tent of his erection tall and big as he pulled small whines and moans from your lips. his body reacted before his mind could as he pulled you hard against him, his hands grabbing your hips with more strength before placing your wet core against his hard bulge.
when you first felt how hard he was against you, you whined out, breathless until your felt the warm coil in your tummy snap hard, your voice coming out as a whiney moan. with the head of his cock pressing against your clit you came, body shaking in waves as your clit was given pressure it hadn't ever felt before, your thighs tightening hard around his waist before tears rolled down your cheeks from the pleasure.
"shit sorry b-baby fuck" he groaned out as he felt your thighs tighten hard around his hips. he cooed you as you came down from your high, his body tensing as he felt you shake against him, your moans coming out against his chest, the sound bouncing off his chest into his ears.
"h-hee" you said, your voice barely above a whisper, ears bright red in embarrassment. "i-i'm sorry" you whispered, his hands coming to cup your cheeks as he noticed the alligator tears forming in your eyes, eyes glossing over, fogging your vision.
"why are you sorry darling" he whispered as he stared straight into your eyes, his eyes filled with guilt, the nickname only coming out when he wanted you to really listen to him. "darling are you sorry because you came? oh my sweet girl, i want you to feel good" he said while holding you against him. your body shook with your cries as you it was the first time you came in front of him and it was in this circumstance.
"heeseung i want to be good for you though, i feel like i never do enough and i can barely kiss you" you say rubbing your eyes against your fists, hands clenched closed tight as you cried. he waited for you to calm down by rubbing your hair, shushing you, wiping the tears that fell, and kissing your lips softly as you cried.
"shh doll, you do things baby" he said, hands rubbing your cheeks as you looked up at him. "but you never feel good" you say, your voice wavering with the last word.
"who said that doll, just because you don't make out with me doesn't mean i don't feel good. baby i'm right here with you telling you i feel good, so put those words in that pretty little head of yours" he said while kissing you. you nod but your heart still aches, of course you want your boyfriend to feel as good as he makes you feel but it's scary.
"doll look" he whispers into your ear, his eyes trailing down his body to reach the tent forming in his jeans, the tip of his cock pressing up deliciously against the crotch of his jeans. he watches you with care and goes slowly as he watches your eyes grow large at the visual of his cock.
'do you want to touch it doll?" he whispers, eyes locked onto yours. you nod repeatedly, not in wanting to prove to him but for yourself. he grabbed your hands gently, interlocking your fingers with his before opening your palm up to brush it against his bulge, the heat of him causing your to squirm in place.
"hee it's so b-big" you say letting out a breathless sigh. he chuckled deeply as he watched you shake from arousal, your hand feeling just as good if not better than he ever thought it would. "shhh baby you need to slow that brain down" he said into your ear, removing your hand from his cock.
"come on doll come sit on your husband" he groaned, hands waiting in the air for that silent permission he always wanted. you nodded slowly before crawling onto his lap, your thigh straddling him as you sat on him. he kept a decent amount of distance from your core and his cock as he held you against him.
"do you want to rub or just jerk me off, or nothing" he says slowly, causing you to slow down as well. "mm wanna touch you" you smiled. he nodded before teaching you as he wrapped your hand around his cock with his hand covering yours. he let out a groan, his cock twitching and letting out more arousal, his boxers dampening to a darker color.
"baby are you uncomfortable?" he asked loosening his hand around yours, almost putting space between your hand and his cock. you shook your head more aroused and comfortable than you've ever been before. his hand squeezed around yours, gripping his cock tighter than before.
"fuck baby your hand is so fucking small" he groaned, watching the way your smaller hand gripped his fat cock. "mmph fuck t-touch my balls doll" he groaned pulling his cock out pulling his hand down his cock, the head of his cock leaking so roughly with arousal.
"huh?" you say out in confusion, but not before he dragged his hand to yours to squeeze his balls, the heaviness of them fitting perfectly in the palm of your small hands. "hee" you whimper your lips opened in shock as you feel his balls tense in your hands.
"go on doll stroke me more" he groans, mouth leaving a trail of wet kisses down your jawline, knowing you had sensitivity on your neck more than anything not wanting to scare you.
you gave him a hand job as he held his breath, his cock twitch against you hand before spilling all over your fingers.
"good girl" *he said against your lips as he calmed you down.