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Angel knew he wouldn’t escape unscathed after the little stunt Charlie had pulled the day before. You don’t embarrass Valentino in his own domain and walk out with only a scolding⸺Angel had learned that lesson too many times to count. Yesterday’s “reminder” in the dressing room had been just that: a quiet flex of control, a gentle tug on the leash to keep the dog’s head bowed. Today wasn’t a reminder; today was proof. It was ownership stamped into skin. It was the soft voice with the blade tucked in it.
“Angelcakes,” Val had murmured, that dangerous undertone humming under the sugar. “I trust you learned your lesson? Remember who you belong to.” He’d exhaled red smoke with every word, a lazy tide rolling down Angel’s body, curling into the bruises already pressed beneath the fur. Angel had smiled the way he was trained to smile⸺malleable, grateful, obedient⸺and he’d knelt between Val’s legs because that’s where the script put him. The moth’s teeth flashed; the threat sharpened. “I don’t want to see that bitch of a princess ever again. And if I do… well, you understand, doll?”
Angel’s throat had clicked around the practiced answer. “Of course, Valentino. Never again, I promise.” The smoke had slid one last time, deliberate, coalescing into the phantom of a hand around his neck, a grip that didn’t bruise in sight, only memory.
“Good boy,” Val had purred, dismissing him like he was dismissing a tool he would pick up tomorrow. “Oh, and Angelcakes,” the voice had caught him at the door, offhand, cruelly domestic, “don’t show up tomorrow. Cuts and bruises are hardly sexy. No one wants to see those disgusting things on your body.” As if he hadn’t been the one to draw every line of ugliness. Angel had nodded, choking down the insult, offering the transactional gratitude expected of him.
“Of course, Daddy, thank you.” Then he’d gotten the hell out before “Daddy” decided his toy wasn’t done.
Outside, he’d realized he was sporting a limp by how the air hit the exposed places when he moved wrong. Pain made a map of him, ribs hot and tight under each breath. A snarl of ache around the wrist where heat had kissed and rope had rubbed, the cut on his back tugging when he turned. His body was sore, but it was hardly something he was not used to. It was easy to tune it out. He flagged a cab and collapsed into the seat, and let the city smear past in the neon strokes of downtown Pride that had been a home to him for many years.
For a second, the old habit flirted like a flame; he could tell the driver to head to the clubs, to find something loud and chemical to take the edge off. But the memory of yesterday… of Charlie's goodness and the residue of Val’s fury, was still fresh enough to make his stomach turn. He needed a shower, he needed a drink, he needed his bed. Lastly, there needed to be Fat Nuggets, the warm weight under his hand and the stupid, honest sound the little pig made when Angel said his name.
The hotel's outside lights bled into view. He closed his eyes, leaning back. Only then did he fully take stock of himself: the way the seat dug into the bruises on his thighs, the lightness in his head, and the tiredness deep in his bones. The cab rolled to a stop, and he quickly slipped out, turning up his charms to the max.
“Thank ya, sweetheart,” he crooned, chest fluff on full display as he handed over the bills with just a enough flirtation to distract from the lack of tip⸺and half the payment, for that matter. “Call me sometime." The line was authentic; the wink accompanying it was muscle memory.
The lobby doors sighed open into quiet. Angel told himself that the lights over the bar didn’t mean anything. People forgot the lights. People left things on. People did not wait. But the gold glow in his chest made a promise he did not want to believe, and his feet traced a line straight toward it before he could talk himself out of the hope. He pushed the door the rest of the way, and there was a Husk-shaped silhouette waiting for him there, wings collapsed close, ears tipped back, scrubbing a glass with a towel that squealed at every pass. Angel knew that sound; he also knew enough about Husk’s hands to notice when the pour went crooked, when the circles turned too tight. Something in him warmed and knotted at the same time.
So, he put on the mask and said, “Babycakes, how happy I am to see you and your wonderful bar!” It was sing-songy, a little breathless, but he let the line glitter in the air anyway. He slid into a stool, carefully lowering himself so it looked languid and not necessary, leaning just so to take the pressure off his back. He was a professional after so many years with Val. He knew just the ways to lessen the pain without making it obvious. “I could suck some dick right now for a nice drink, any takers?” He asked with a wink, settling his chin in his hands. Crude was easier than honest; crude kept people interested, but never close.
Husk looked up from his glass, and Angel caught the moment the old cat saw the injuries and seemed to instantly dismiss Angel's little performance. He never could get anything past Husk, especially not now. It was there and gone, a short, sharp reveal of anger that somehow did not feel directed at Angel, exactly, before Husk smoothed it back into his normal scowl. He’d already started mixing without any comments. Something pink, fruity, with a bit of a bite under all the sugar. The familiarity snagged at Angel in a way that made him want to laugh if laughing didn't feel like it would pull a rib. Husk knew what he liked. Of course he did; Husk catalogued everything everyone in the hotel drank, how they held it, where their eyes went when they did, and where their eyes went when they lied
“Thought we agreed you’d stop doing that,” Husk muttered, not biting, not even glancing at the hook that Angel so easily hung before him.
The mixer for the first pour splashed and bled over the rim of the glass, seemingly due to Husk's distraction; he dumped it, unceremoniously wiping sticky juice from the counter and rebuilding the drink from scratch. It was weird… Husk never messed up drinks like that. Something must have really thrown him off to cause him to overpour; the mere thought that it could have been Angel was almost enough to make him laugh in disbelief. Instead, however, Angel did nothing but gawk as Husk slid a second pristine, violently pink drink across the bar.
“Go slow,” he instructed. “It's a double.”
The first mouthful uncoiled something low in Angel's spine. Only for Husk to speak up once again.
“You look like shit.” As always, Husk spoke blunt as brass.
“You really know how to make a gal feel pretty, don't ya?” Angel shot back, a soft glare aimed at the other man.
Angel felt the automatic, bright retort climb the back of his throat, then he let it hang there. Everyone loved Angel Dust; not many people had anything to say to just… Angel. Yesterday, Husk had gone looking for him when he was sliding toward the edge, said a stupid, simple line⸺Because this guy… ain't half bad⸺and the words had lodged somewhere they weren’t supposed to. It would be easier to pretend Husk had lied then, that the cat wanted something, that all this was the setup for a punchline, but Husk didn’t waste his breath on lies. He didn’t care enough to lie, which perversely made everything he said hit harder.
“And you're late,” Husk added, pulling Angel back to the present with a glance at the clock. After three in the morning now. “That blind prick not own a watch?”
“Yah, yah,” Angel managed, letting a hand flick dismissively, trying to shoo the whole tender mess away. He took another sip, longer, steadier, because the burn demanded his attention more gently than the rest of his thoughts did. “Don’t tell Charlie I was in late. She’s already so stressed about yesterday, I don’t need her on my back more than she already is. You would think that girl was some type of STD with how hard she is to get rid of.”
He saw Husk’s eyes slide from the clock down to Angel’s hands. He was suddenly aware of the faint rope burn around his wrists and wished he’d remembered to powder them out better. The cat’s hand dipped out of sight under the bartop and emerged with a battered first-aid kit, like it was a normal thing to have on the bar next to the good liquor. Angel stared at it for a moment that felt too long and then sighed. Maybe something in him was tired of pretending he wasn’t tired.
“Val was still a bit… touchy about what happened yesterday,” he said, aiming for breezy and missing the landing by a few inches. “Nothing I won’t bounce back from. Hell, I even got the day off tomorrow. I could not be happier.” He flashed the small porn-star smile that lived on his face like a second skin, then finished his drink in one clean go because he wanted the glass out of the conversation. “Speaking of being late, why are you still at the bar? Hoping you were going to get lucky or something?”
Husk snorted. The sound came out more like a rough purr, annoyed and somehow worse, bearing a hint of fondness.
“No, dumbass,” he said, heaving a particularly affected sigh. “I'm up late waiting to make sure you didn't end up dead in a ditch somewhere.”
He tilted the neck of his bottle toward Angel's empty glass when he raised it, even though he had barely taken half a swig while Angel had killed the double in no time at all. For a heartbeat, Angel braced for the lecture⸺You should have gone to the strip, you should have done your usual, why are you here, why are you wasting my time⸺but Husk surprised him yet again.
“Don't worry,” he hummed. “Secret’s safe with me. What good’s a bartender who goes snitching every little thing he's told, huh? ‘Sides, last thing either of us need is the princess getting freaked out and showing up at the studio again.”
Husk set the bottle down then and began busying himself pulling out a few things.
“Valentino did this?” he asked, and the disgust was clear in every word. “Does he not realize fucking up his star’s face probably ain't great for his bottom line?” Angel gave a thin laugh that felt a lot like glass.
”Believe me, if Valentino cared about anything more than his own sick sense of amusement, we wouldn't be having this conversation. If there is one thing that man loves more than sex and money, it's power. Honestly, I can't help but wonder what he was like on earth—probably a blind fucker even then.” He shook his head slightly. “But anyways, what’s a little torture between ‘friends,’ right?”
Husk's lips tightened at the word "friends"—like someone had tugged a seam too hard. He didn't push, and he didn't pry. He only reached, then stopped, his paw hovering between them.
“I just want to take a look at that eye; that okay?” The four letters—okay—went off in Angel's chest like some type of small, bewildering firework….
Asking... Husk was asking.
The quip that had been forming in his mind–wow, so desperate to get your hands on me, are ya?--shattered as his train of thought slammed into a brick wall.
He stared at the hand in the air for a breath too long, and the cocktail he’d already finished had suddenly become fascinating.
“Yeah, sure, knock yourself out.” He said, trying to find the grin he could usually conjure on command. “Just promise you won’t make me look any worse than I already do, alright? This face is worth a lot of money, I'll have you know.”
Gentle as a thing with claws could manage, Husk cupped his chin and tilted his head toward the light. Close up, at this angle, Angel couldn't hide the flinch when antiseptic kissed split skin, but he held still because he knew how to hold still. He held still for two reasons: one, because the touch was so careful, so foreign, and so gentle, but two, because he was scared that if he moved, the fragile truce that had somehow formed between them would break if he dared to breathe, let alone flinch from such a small pain as a sting to a cut.
The wipe in Husk’s clawed hand blushed pink with blood; the sting sharpened and faded, sharpened and faded like the ocean was lapping at his wound. For the first time that night—for the first time in a long time—he did not have some clever thing to say. During a shoot—any shoot—he could keep his mouth moving through anything. He could talk through pain and ride it to the end of a scene. But the bartender's hand on his chin, steady and deliberate, turned language into wet paper in his mouth.
“That fucker,” Husk muttered, more to the bloodied pad than to Angel. He ripped another packet open with his teeth. “Sorry. I know it stings.”
Angel pointed under his eye. “I ain't had the chance to look in a mirror yet. Is this cut healing all right?”
“Not exactly,” Husk admitted, his voice warmer than it had any right to be. “But I’ll make sure it does.” He held the fresh wipe there, the pressure just enough to help. Each time he shifted his gaze, Angel saw him notice something else—bruising under makeup, the faint lattice of burns along the wrists, and the swell on the cheekbone.
Angel kept his eyes on the bar lights and let his thoughts slide where they always tried to go when someone was kind to him: Backward. Before the contract, when he’d thought what he had with Val was, if not pure, then at least theirs. Fresh in Hell, he’d bar-hopped and hustled and traded his mouth for his nightly dose of drugs.
Valentino had been kind in those days. Clothes. Food. Safety, you could buy. And anything he wanted, Val gave him. Angel had thought they had been dating. Then, the idea of sex work came up: “Think how much money you could make, baby.” Angel wanted that. He wanted to be seen, and to be loved. The contract had been presented as protection–“just a precaution”--the ridiculous promise of security, of something official, of something real.
Months later, he’d watched Val lay the same hand on another new sinner’s back, the same grin, the same voice, and the shape of the delusion had cracked open. He’d been a fool. He could say it now because saying it didn’t change the fact that the bargain had his name on it and his throat under its stiletto-heeled boot.
For the first time that night, Angel was quiet. He did not trust his words, and that was a feeling he was not used to.
Husk finished with the antiseptic—Angel felt the moment the last wipe left his skin—and stepped back like he’d felt the line appear. Angel didn’t chase it. He watched as Husk tossed the pads, shut the kit, and turned his face away for a second to give Angel the space to put the mask back on. It helped. A little. The burn on his skin was clean now; some ache had shifted from sharp to dull. The attention was worse than the pain—no, that wasn’t true, but it was close enough to feel true in the moment. Attention meant witnesses; witnesses became liabilities; liabilities got hurt. Old math, carved deep.
“Got a cream you can put on some of these bruises, too,” Husk said finally, as if announcing a drink special. “Fix the discoloration a lot faster, get you back looking like your pretty self in no time.” He handed the jar over, and Angel’s fingers brushed his for a heartbeat. Warm. Immediate. He pretended he hadn’t felt it because if he acknowledged it, he might do something reckless like lean in.
“Thanks, Gattino," he said, slipping into the mother tongue of his youth and human days. He knew that if Husk knew the language and what that little nickname meant, he would hate it, but something about letting that little endearment slip made pretending so much easier. “I think I'd best head up to bed. I would offer for ya to join me, but I knew you would turn poor me down⸺see I’m learning! I kept ya up late enough.” The joke helped him find the ground under his feet again. Flirt, deflect, retreat: the holy trinity.
“Yeah, you should… get some rest,” Husk answered, and Angel didn’t examine why the cat’s voice sounded rougher at the edges. “Long day. Don’t worry about me—I’d have been up anyway.” That was probably a lie, but Angel let him keep it because lies could be kind when they were small and well-placed. “G'night, Angel.”
Angel set the empty glass on the bar and stood, carefully. The skin of his hand tingled in a way that was familiar and strange; touches lingered on him for hours sometimes, but this one sat warmer than it should have. He didn’t look back. If he looked back, he’d see Husk watching, and that would make this feel like something he wasn’t ready to name.
“Night, Husk,” he said, and, though he meant it to sound careless, it came out softer than that.
His room was the same riot it always was⸺pink everywhere, clothes draped on chair backs, makeup in piles around the vanity, posters that looked like they were flirting with each other, and a bright, obscene toy on the bedside table that he should have put away days ago and never did. Under the mess was the thing he’d wanted since he’d left the studio: a little lump on the bed that sat up and blinked wide eyes when the door clicked.
“Fat Nuggets,” Angel breathed, the word breaking into something like relief. The pig oinked, offended at the lateness, then delight at being consulted, and Angel scratched him behind the ear with a hand that felt steadier than it should have. “My baby.” The sound Nuggets made didn’t belong to Hell; it belonged to some innocent pocket universe where love was uncomplicated and belonged entirely to whoever fed you.
Angel peeled off his clothes with mechanical care, wincing when the fabric found the scabbing cut on his back and pulled. The shower’s heat was a benediction that didn’t ask questions. He braced his palms on the tile, let his head hang, and watched the water turn pink at his feet before disappearing down the drain, taking the smell of the studio and the touch he didn’t want to think about with it. He let himself imagine the rest of the night was scalding clean. That was a lie, too, but a useful one. Twenty minutes slipped by without shape.
When he stepped out of the shower, he dabbed cream onto every bruise he could reach and stared at the unreachable spot between his shoulders like he could will an extra arm into existence—well, he could, but not one that could reach that spot. The gash in his back would have to wait. Things healed fast down here. Not fast enough, sometimes, but fast. It was a joke. Sinners could heal relatively quickly, just in time for more pain! One of the many “benefits” of being in Hell.
The bed pulled him like gravity. The bedside drawer slid open easily enough, and three pills went down his throat with no water. Just a little something to help him sleep… something to let him stay asleep. He climbed in on the left to protect the sore places and tugged the blanket until he felt warm and covered but never pushed down, never too trapped. Nuggets crawled up his chest and settled there with a snort, all warmth and trust and the kind of need that didn’t take anything from him in return. Bone-deep tiredness cinched around him. He let it. Thoughts crowded the edges—Val’s smoke-hand, Charlie’s bright face in a dark doorway, Husk’s careful touch at the bar, the tiny shock where fingers met—and he did the only thing that worked when the mind wouldn’t shut off: he pressed his cheek to the top of his pig’s head, feeling the warmth seep into his skin, and let himself sink.
Sleep took him like a stagehand killing the lights.