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Not So Innocent

Summary:

A quiet night turns unexpectedly charged when you begin to acknowledge blurred boundaries.

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The sun was starting to dip behind the buildings, casting long slats of golden light across the living room floor. The windows were open just enough to let in the breeze, carrying with it the sound of faraway traffic and someone’s distant music.

 

You were sprawled on the couch like a cat in a sunbeam, textbook open on your stomach, pen hanging loosely from your fingers.

 

“You’ve been on that same page for ten minutes…” Caleb said from the kitchen, voice half-scolding, half-amused. “Are you reading it with your eyes closed?”

 

You didn’t even open your eyes, “I’m absorbing it through phagocytosis.”

 

He walked into the room, a mug in one hand sipping some hot beverage from it. “Oh so now you’re an amoeba, I see…”

 

“It’s a metaphor.”

 

“It’s nonsense” he replied, setting the mug on the coffee table. Then he crouched in front of you, elbow on his knee, narrowing his eyes as he began to poke your side. “Come on, you said you’d finish this unit today. We’re not having movie night unless you’re done.”

 

You groaned dramatically and opened your eyes. “You’re such a tyrant.”

 

“I’m your tutor” he said smugly. “And a very patient one.”

 

“You’re not my tutor, you’re annoying” you muttered, but your fingers twitched around the pen, ready to start writing again,

 

“And yet,” he said, tapping your notebook with one finger, “you’d be failing economics without me. Now scoot. Sit up straight. Let’s finish this before I start charging by the hour.”

 

You rolled your eyes but shifted to sit up straighter, trying to look serious while secretly enjoying his focus on you. Caleb’s grin softened into something fond, though he kept that teasing sparkle in his eyes as he sat next to you.

 

“Fine, Mr. Tutor.” You said, tapping your pen against the page. “Teach me your economic wisdom, oh wise one.”

 

He chuckled, leaning back slightly but still close enough to make you feel the heat of his presence. “First lesson: supply and demand. For example, right now, demand is high for you to focus.”

 

You snorted at the comparison, but you knew those silly lessons were your life savers in every exam.

 

He stood up from the couch then, slowly, he started circling the couch like a shark in a hoodie. “And you have to supply, don't you?” he said, his voice casual, but there was a glint in his eye.

He passed behind the couch, fingertips grazing the top edge like he was taking his time. “So, with demand at an all-time high for your concentration…” He came around the side and dropped down next to you with a soft whumph, his thigh pressing up against yours without apology. “You’re expected to deliver.” he continued, leaning back into the cushions like he owned them.

One arm lifted, landing behind you along the top of the couch, just barely brushing your shoulders. “But productivity’s down, deadlines are looming…”

He glanced sideways at you, voice dropping a notch into something mock-grave. “So now, obviously, you gotta outsource.”

His knee nudged yours. That grin was starting to creep up again. “And lucky for you…” he added, head tilting toward you with exaggerated self-satisfaction, “…I’m your best option. Premium-grade focus support. Fast delivery. Competitive pricing.”

His fingers tapped twice near your notebook like a final bullet point. “Let me help you concentrate, pipsqueak.”

 

Before you could say something, or even blink, he was snatching the textbook off your hands with one hand.

 

“Hey-”

 

But he was already moving.

He shuffled toward the corner of the couch, settling in with all the smug elegance of someone who knew he was about to be insufferable. Legs spread just enough to make room, he leaned back against the armrest like it was a throne, flipping the book open again with a lazy flick of his wrist.

 

“Come on,” he said, voice too casual.

 

You narrowed your eyes.

 

“Don’t look at me like that” he added, glancing at you over the top of the pages. Then his hand lifted, glowing faintly with that telltale blue and red shimmer.

A soft tug, gentle but firm, caught around you, and before you could protest, you were being pulled by his gravity Evol.

 

“Caleb-!”

 

“Efficient time management.” he said smugly, as you landed neatly between his legs. His arms slid around you with practiced ease, pulling you back flush against his chest, one arm loosely draped around your middle, the other holding the book up just in front of you. “Look at that. Perfect angle. We can both read. I’m a genius.”

 

You huffed, but your back relaxed against him before you could stop it. His warmth was a little unfair. His chin nudged gently near your temple.

 

“Don’t fall asleep. You’ve got four pages to go.” he chuckled, “Now, let's work that little noggin of yours…”

 

You were nestled snugly between Caleb’s legs, your back feeling the rise and fall of his breathing, his arms loosely caging you in as he held your economics book open. His chin occasionally brushed your shoulder when he leaned in to read something aloud, his breath warm, his voice low and annoyingly smug every time you got an answer wrong.

 

But you were focused now, mostly. Caleb made an obnoxiously good tutor when he wasn’t being a menace.

 

“Okay, but if opportunity cost is just-”

The front door creaked open, interrupting your sentence.

 

Both your heads turned just as Grandma Josephine stepped inside, her purse perched delicately on her forearm and a grocery bag dangling from the other hand.

 

“Well, well,” she said, setting the bag down on the side table as she took her shoes off and put on some sandals. Her eyes landed squarely on the two of you, on the way Caleb was lounging so comfortably behind you, how his legs bracketed yours, how one arm was still casually slung across your waist with absolutely no shame.

 

Caleb blinked. “Afternoon, Grandma Josephine.”

 

Her smile didn’t reach her eyes. “Studying, I see.”

 

“Mhm,” you chirped happily after a whole lesson. “We’re almost done with the last chapter.”

 

“How productive…” she said, drifting further into the room with her eyes never leaving the two of you. Then, with that perfectly measured tone of hers, the kind that could scold without ever raising its volume, she added, “So glad to see you two making such efficient use of the couch space.”

 

There was a pause. A beat of tension, was it?

Caleb straightened slightly behind you, his arm around your waist loosening just a touch. “It’s a… Very optimal arrangement” he said smoothly. “Encourages maximum focus.”

 

Grandma Josephine’s gaze flicked to him “Mhm...” Then she turned to you, smiling “I’ll be in the kitchen, darling. Call me if you need a break. Or more space.”

 

You blinked, still smiling at her “Okay!”

 

She disappeared down the hallway like a queen in retreat.

 

Caleb stretched and let out a mock sigh. “Okay, that’s enough brain work for one day. Go finish the rest in your room so you have your evening clear for the movie. I’ll get dinner going.”

 

You crossed your arms, smirking. “I’m not a kid. You don’t get to boss me around.”

 

He raised an eyebrow, smirking back at you “Tutor’s orders. Now move it, genius.”

 

Your eyes rolled but started gathering your things. “Fine. Not because you told me to!”

 

From your room, you heard him chuckle. “Yeah, yeah. Whatever you say, rebel!”

 

You tossed your pen onto the desk with a satisfying thud, music still playing softly behind you as you stretched your arms over your head. Homework, mercifully, was done. You could already taste the snacks and soda and that overly dramatic horror movie you were bound to regret halfway through.

 

You padded into the hallway barefoot, intending to call out to Caleb. Until voices stopped you in your tracks. Muffled but unmistakable, coming from the kitchen.

You stilled, the faint hum of your music fading behind you.

 

“…You’re getting too familiar with her.” Grandma Josephine said sharply. Not loud, but her tone cut clean through the air. “She’s still a child in so many ways.”

 

A pause. Then Caleb’s voice, low and tight. “She’s not a child.”

 

“She’s young.” Grandma snapped back, her voice just shy of rising. “Too young to be curled up between your legs while you whisper in her ear.”

 

“It was studying,” Caleb hissed. “We were reading a book.”

 

“That’s not all you were doing.”

 

You pressed yourself closer to the wall, heart thudding. The words weren’t shouted, but they were thick with meaning. Caleb sounded angrier than you’d ever heard him.

 

“She trusts you.” Grandma continued, voice hard now. “And you’re using that to blur lines.”

 

“Blur lines?” he repeated, incredulous, his voice rising before catching in his throat, coming out a rasp. “It was cuddling. That’s all it was. I’m her gege, I’m not blurring lines.”

 

There was silence, tense and unyielding.

 

“She’s not meimei.” Grandma said after a moment, quieter but not gentler. “You’re not family.”

 

Caleb’s answer came slower, strained. “I know that.”

 

You froze, surprised. Not just by Grandma’s words, but by him. You’d never heard Caleb sound like that before. His voice wasn’t raised, but it cut like ice, controlled, quiet, and furious in a way that made your skin prickle.

 

More silence.

 

Then Grandma, softer now. Not kind, controlled. “You’re not a bad person, Caleb. But you’re not good for her.”

 

You heard his breath hitch, like he might speak. But he didn’t.

 

“You heard me…” She said, more coolly now. “A boy like Zayne wouldn’t let things get confused.”

 

His laugh was soft and bitter. “Zayne? Really?”

 

“He knows where the line is” she replied. “And he doesn’t curl around her like some heat-starved thing pretending it’s innocent.”

 

A long pause followed, Caleb didn’t speak. He didn’t move.

 

“She sits in your lap” Grandma said, and now her voice dropped, quiet but sharp as a needle. “You touch her hair. You hold her like she belongs to you.”

 

“It’s not like that!” he said tightly.

 

“Maybe you believe that…” she said. “But I don’t. And worse. You’re teaching her not to question it.”

 

Another pause. The air practically buzzed with what wasn’t being said.

 

“She’s comfortable with you.” Grandma said, low and flat. “Too comfortable. It won’t take much for comfort to become permission.”

 

That one landed. You could almost feel the silence tremble with it.

 

Then Caleb, finally, his voice shredded at the edges. “I’d never take advantage of her.”

 

“You wouldn’t mean to” she corrected, unwavering. “But intent doesn’t stop damage.”

 

There was a scrape. Maybe the chair, maybe his hand against the counter.

 

And then, Grandma’s last blow. “You’re older. Stronger. She loves you. That’s not closeness, Caleb. That’s power. And you’re using it to take advantage of her.”

 

You couldn’t hear anything after that. Just the pounding in your ears.

You stood there after their voices faded, the air around you too still, too sharp. Grandma wasn’t wrong. Not entirely. The way Caleb touched you… It wasn’t exactly innocent. The way he held you, the way his breath sometimes brushed your neck like it meant something more… You couldn’t pretend it was all harmless.

 

But it wasn’t like he was taking advantage of you.

…Right?

 

You weren’t a child. You weren’t clueless. You didn’t stop him. If anything, you let him. Invited it.

That made it different. Didn’t it?

 

Of course it did. You knew what you were doing.

You always knew.

 

“…And I won’t have you wrapping yourself around her like that, whispering and holding her close.” Grandma said, her voice ice cold, sharp as a blade. “It’s wrong. You act like a wolf, waiting for the moment to jump at her.”

 

You froze, every nerve alert. Part of you wanted to protest, to defend him. But deep down, you couldn’t deny the unease that had been building inside you for a long time now.

 

Caleb’s voice cut through your thoughts, sharp and defensive. “That’s not true. You’re twisting things. Nothing like that’s happening.”

 

“Then prove it. Stay away from her. Keep your distance.”

 

Caleb’s reply came swift and cutting. “You don’t get to order me around.”

 

Grandma’s voice was ice cold and clear. “While you live under this roof, you do as I say. No exceptions.”

 

Caleb’s voice dropped into a bitter growl. “I’m counting the days until I’m out of here. Then you won’t have to worry about me.”

 

The soft beep of the rice cooker broke through the silence like a reset button.

 

A pause.

 

Then Caleb’s voice, low but steady. “Dinner’s ready. I’ll go get her.”

 

You shot to your feet and hurried back to your room, slipping inside just as your music track looped again. You settled into your chair like you’d been there the whole time, flipping a notebook open for good measure. Just as your heart started to settle, a familiar knock tapped on your door.

 

“Hey, rebel,” Caleb called, voice bright, almost sing-song. “You alive in there or did the grammar worksheets win?”

 

You barely had time to turn before the door eased open and he leaned halfway in, already smiling like he hadn’t just spoken like a stranger in the kitchen minutes ago.

 

“Mhmm…” he nodded at the notebook. “Look at you pretending you were actually working.”

 

Before you could answer, he stepped inside, padded over, and affectionately ruffled your hair, a little too thoroughly, enough to get a squeak of protest out of you.

 

“Hey! Rude!” you muttered, batting his hand away.

 

He grinned, not even remotely sorry, then bent a little closer, his voice warm. “C’mon. Wash up. Food’s hot, and I made your favorite. Don’t make me carry you.”

 

You rolled your eyes, but your heart twisted a little.

Because he was smiling like always, standing just a little too close like always, speaking to you like nothing had changed.

 

And for a second, you could almost believe it.



Dinner passed like nothing had happened.

 

You joked about school, Caleb teased you about the way you cut your vegetables, and Grandma Josephine chimed in with a few amused remarks of her own. The food was good. Of course it was, Caleb had made it. And the tension that had hung thick in the hallway just an hour ago was nowhere in sight.

 

Or at least, it pretended not to be.

 

After dinner, you helped clear the plates, slipping into the usual rhythm: you stacked, Caleb rinsed, Grandma wiped down the table. It was so ordinary it almost felt surreal.

 

Until…

 

“No movie night tonight.” Grandma said calmly, handing Caleb the last glass. “It’s straight to bed after this.”

 

You blinked, caught off guard. “But Grandma, it’s Friday!”

 

She didn’t even look up. “Then you can watch a movie tomorrow afternoon. After lunch.”

 

Your mouth opened ready to fight it, but Caleb was quicker.

 

“Come on, pipsqueak…” he said lightly, bumping your elbow with his. “It’s not like the movie’s gonna vanish before tomorrow. You’ll live.”

 

You frowned, not quite ready to let it go, but the warm grin he gave you made it harder to argue.

Caleb, as usual, made it feel like no big deal. Even if it still sat heavy somewhere in the back of your mind.

 

Later that night, you moved through your bedtime routine on autopilot: brushing your teeth, tying your hair up, tugging on your comfiest sleep shirt. The house had gone quiet, dim lights turned off one by one until only the soft glow of your phone screen remained.

 

You had just climbed into bed, scrolling absently through your phone, when you heard it.

Two gentle knocks, barely there.

 

Your door creaked open a second later.

 

Caleb poked his head in, hair messy, eyes bright, and a lopsided grin playing at his lips. “You coming?” he whispered.

 

You blinked at him, confused.

 

He stepped in fully, one hand braced on the doorframe. “What? You thought I’d skip movie night?” He raised an eyebrow like the idea was personally offensive. “Come on, pipsqueak. It’s tradition.”

 

Your heart gave the tiniest flutter. He was standing there with that same casual tilt to his shoulders, like nothing had happened at all. 

But he didn’t look tense. Just… Caleb. Inviting. Familiar.

 

You blinked at him, confused for half a second, but then his head tipped toward the hallway, that wordless “ come on ” written all over his face.

 

A bright smile broke across your own before you could stop it, your grip tightening around your pillow as warmth bloomed in your chest.

Quiet as a whisper, you slid out of bed and followed him down the hallway, clutching your pillow like a secret. The silence between you wasn’t awkward. It was soft. Sacred. Sneaky.

 

When you reached his room, he pushed the door open for you, just wide enough to let you in.

You darted inside, climbed straight into his bed, and vanished under the covers with a practiced hop, pillow flopping beside you like it belonged there.

 

Behind you, the door clicked shut, and locked.

 

You turned just in time to catch him leaning against it, sleeveless shirt loose around his shoulders, a barely-there smile playing at the edge of his lips.

Like this was the most natural thing in the world.

 

“What?” you muttered, suspicious.

 

“You look adorable.”

 

“Oh, piss off.”

 

Your pillow sailed across the room and he caught it effortlessly, fingers glowing faintly with Evol as it stopped midair and dropped neatly into his hands.

 

“Tsk. Violent gremlin.” he teased, tossing it back as he crossed to the bed.

 

He didn’t hesitate, just climbed in beside you and tugged you against his chest in one smooth, easy motion. Just like he’d done it a hundred times before.

 

“Now scoot. You're hogging the blanket.” He said, pulling you towards him even more as you lay your head on his chest.

 

Time passed. You weren’t really watching the movie anymore.

 

Your eyes stayed forward, fixed somewhere just past the screen, unfocused and drifting in the flickering light. Not on him. Not on anything in particular.

 

“I heard you and Grandma talking…” you said, barely louder than the hum of the TV.

 

You felt him freeze. The arm wrapped around you stilled, the fingers resting at your waist going slack as his breath hitched. A pause stretched between you, full of tension that hadn’t been there before.

 

“Pipsqueak…” he muttered, almost like a warning, or maybe an apology, like he didn’t know which one it should be. But whatever he meant to say after that never came.

 

“She's right…” you said, before he could go on. Still you didn’t look at him. You couldn’t. “It’s not okay...” you continued quietly. “The way we touch, how close we get... It’s not exactly innocent.”

You stopped there, the words lingering, suspended in the quiet dark of his room.

 

Then, slowly, deliberately, you shifted.

 

You pressed your body into his, molding closer, your cheek against his chest where his heart beat faster than before. “I’m not as oblivious as you think…” you murmured. “I know where your hand is…” Your hip shifted slightly, as to show him where his fingers were caressing before. “I know where my leg is….” Your leg slid higher over his, your knee pressing gently into the inside of his thigh, claiming space you both knew was too close to be harmless.

 

His breath caught, sharp and shallow.

 

You didn’t look at him, still speaking to the dark. Your voice was soft but clear. “I know exactly what we’re doing.”

 

You felt him hold his breath, still, braced, like the slightest move might snap the moment in half.

 

“And I know” you went on, quieter now, fingers trailing lightly along the fabric of his shirt, “How it looks. How close it is. How… Intimate it is...”

 

You shifted again. Your leg slipping more fully over his, curling around his thigh, your body rising just slightly as if climbing, draping across him. Not fully on top of him. Not bold. But bold enough.

 

Your hand settled at his side, palm warm, thumb brushing lazy circles against his ribs through cotton. “This” you whispered, “isn’t nothing.”

 

Caleb’s breath hitched, sharp and involuntary.

The hand at your waist tensed, fingers curling just slightly into the fabric of your shirt before he caught himself and stilled.

 

“Pipsqueak…” he warned, but his voice came out rough, cracked just enough to betray him.

“What are you doing?” he asked, quiet now, like it cost him something to speak. Like he already knew the answer and was begging you not to say it.

 

You shifted just a little more into him, your leg still curled, your thumb still stroking that lazy path against his ribs.

 

“Just cuddling…” you murmured, soft and sweet.

 

He didn’t speak. But his breath stuttered, barely there, and the arm around your waist tightened.

 

You shifted again, slow and natural, your leg brushing higher between his. You felt him tense beneath you, felt the way his thigh flexed, the way his whole body seemed to freeze, just for a heartbeat.

 

Still, he said nothing.

But his hand... it drifted. A little lower. A little firmer. Splayed against your back like he needed to feel every inch of you pressed against him. His thumb moved in slow, absent strokes, like he didn’t even realize he was doing it.

 

You curled in closer. Your arm tucked between you, your fingers fisting lightly in the fabric of his shirt.

It was quiet, save for the soft hum of the movie and your breathing, steady but not quite calm.

 

Then, his voice, low and unsteady. “Pipsqueak…?”.

 

You didn’t answer right away. Just pressed your forehead into his collarbone, skin hot.

His heart was beating too fast. And your leg was still draped over his hip. Your fingers were still brushing his side. And his hand was still on your waist.

 

You shifted.

 

Not away. Not back.

 

Forward.

 

Your thigh slid higher, curling more fully over his hip, until the bend of your knee nestled into the hollow beside his waist. One hand stayed fisted in his shirt, the other trailing upward, flat against his chest, then slipping to his shoulder as you moved.

 

Then you rose slightly.

 

Not fully straddling, just enough to feel him getting uncomfortably aroused under you.

You could feel the way he tensed beneath you. Not pulling back. Not pushing forward. Just… still. Holding himself taut, like a thread wound too tight.

 

His hand at your waist flexed once, then it stilled again, fingertips resting with forced relaxation.

 

You looked at him, finally. And he looked at you, eyes wide, lips parted, jaw clenched like he was afraid of what might happen if he let himself speak.

 

So he didn’t.

 

Instead, he reached up, hand brushing against your cheek. His thumb grazed your skin, tentative and reverent, and he leaned in, slow, drawn by gravity and everything unsaid between you.

 

His lips stopped a breath from yours and for a moment you could see what would happen then: your lips would clumsily crash together, his hands would grab your waist holding you close as yours would wrap around his shoulders. The tension breaking into desire, into lust, into love. The neverending kiss, the caresses, the rubbing, the gasps… You could see it all.

 

But then…

 

You pulled back. You couldn’t do it, you couldn't be the one to cross that line even when he clearly wanted you to.

 

You started to slide off, your body easing away. But before you could fully move, his hand tightened on your wrist, stopping you.

He didn’t say a word. Just tugged you back toward him, holding you close.

 

Your cheek pressed against his chest, his heartbeat pounding beneath you. You wanted to pull away again, but he wouldn’t let you. Not this time. His arms stayed around you, firm and steady. Anchoring.

You could feel every breath he took, shallow and uneven, as if he hadn’t decided whether to exhale or speak.

 

But then, you heard him. “You’re heavy…” he muttered, voice low yet soft. “Gonna crush me…”

 

You huffed, the breath catching somewhere between a scoff and disbelief. “Jerk” you said, barely above a whisper.

 

Yet you didn’t move, and neither did he. And his fingers didn’t loosen. If anything, they curled tighter, just enough for you to notice. Just enough to say “ stay ” without the risk of saying anything more.

 

You let your body settle into his, cheek to his chest, your thigh still over his. The movie played on, forgotten. Time stretched in silence.

His heartbeat didn’t slow.

And neither did yours.

 

His hand moved. Slow. Barely noticeable at first. Just the smallest shift. His palm dragging up under the hem of your shirt, fingertips brushing the bare skin at the small of your back.

You inhaled, a soft catch in your breath, but didn’t pull away. You let him touch you, keep you close.

His fingers traced lazy, absentminded shapes against your spine, gentle and grounding, like the weight of his hand could keep you tethered to the moment. No rush. No ask. Just him, and the quiet thrum of his heartbeat under your cheek.

Safe, if a little dangerous.

 

Then his voice, low and scratchy, stirred the silence above you. “…You staying here?”

 

You didn’t look up. Didn’t move, really. Just let your fingers gather a bit more of his shirt in your fist. And then, voice quiet but sure, you replied “I wasn’t planning to leave.”

 

He exhaled through his nose. You felt it more than heard it, the way his chest moved against yours. “Good” he said, his tone giving away the small smirk on his face “Didn’t want you to.”

 

There was another long silence. Not uncomfortable. Just silence.

 

You shifted again, just enough to press your body more fully into his, your leg still curled over him. His hand splayed wider against your back, under the shirt now, skin to skin.

 

Neither of you pulled away. 

 

And neither of you said another word.

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