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Sebastian sighs and leans back in his chair. Work has been so dull, yet somehow manages to be frustrating as well. He could have gotten this done so fast - it’s not hard work - but his client can’t seem to decide on how they want this feature to work. The annoyance and stress definitely has already gotten to him as they caused him to have a smoke earlier to calm down.
“Please just make up your mind on what you want...” he grumbles quietly to himself.
Glancing at the time on his computer, he notices that it’s about to be 4. That can only means one thing: his girlfriend is going to drop by soon. This realisation perks him up immediately.
Finally, a respite from all of this stress.
Sebastian closes the tabs he had opened on his browser and gives his eyes some rest. He has decided that recuperation is needed before his girlfriend comes over, because he knows his heart will not settle when she’s here.
“Fuck, how long have we been dating?” Sebastian thinks to himself.
It has been a whole season since he found out his long time crush feels the same way about him. It has been a whole season since they made it official. And yet, they have not gone any further than kissing. No tongue included.
Sebastian grows more impatient and more sexually frustrated with each passing day, but he doesn’t know how to express it. She is his first girlfriend after all and he’s too much of a shut-in to have ever fooled around during his teenage years.
In short, he’s a total virgin and a blind one at that.
All of his “experience” comes from porn and increasingly frequent fantasies about his farmer girlfriend. Obviously, he does not consider them to be “experience”. He can feel his cheeks get warm and the knot in his chest tightens. He covers his face with his hands in shame, feeling slightly pathetic.
He wants to ask if his beloved farmer feels the same way so badly, but he doesn’t want to creep her out. What if she’s a traditionalist and wants to wait until marriage? What if she finds him creepy and breaks things off with him?
But, what if she also feels the same way as him and has been waiting for him to make the first move?
He can feel his spine tingle with the excitement from his wandering thought. What if she also want to feel his hand on her supple skin, feel his tongue against hers, feel his warmth inside of her? Not good, he has started fantasising again. His dick pulses against the fabric of his pants, getting increasingly harder with each passing thought about his girlfriend and the noises she would make for him. He feels tempted to touch himself, but quickly snapped out of it.
This is not the time to be doing this. She’s going to come over soon and he cannot let her see him in the middle of wanking one out. He will have to change his name and move away forever if that happens.
The sound of knocking on his door wakes Sebastian up from his deliriously horny thoughts. That’s probably her. He clears his throat.
“Come in.”
The door creaks open with his permission and just as he has expected, it’s his girlfriend.
...But something is a bit different.
Usually, she comes over in her work attires, slightly muddy and ashy from her time on the farm and the mine. He doesn’t mind because he loves the way she’s always beaming with energy when she sees him. It makes him happy knowing that she wants to see him so bad that she doesn’t care how she looks.
Not today, however. She’s wearing a simple basic white v-neck t-shirt but it’s so tight that it hugs the curvature of her body and a short skirt that only reaches 1/3 of her thighs. Oh fuck, why does she do this to him? Does she know what she is doing to him?
“Sebby?”
His girlfriend’s sheepish voice jolts him awake. Wondering if she knows he was staring at him, he swallows the saliva that was pooling in his mouth and fakes a cough.
“Yeah?” Play it cool Sebastian, play it cool.
“I said hi, but you weren’t reacting.” His girlfriend closes the door behind her and approaches him, her voice is laced with concern. “What’s the matter? Is work being a bitch again?”
What’s the matter? Is she being serious or is she messing with him? There’s no way she can look this enticing and doesn’t know what she’s doing to him. He forces himself to stop that thought.
“You’re being creepy again you idiot.” The voice in his head chastises him. “She probably gussied up today because she has an event to attend to or something. This has nothing to do with you!” He keeps trying to remind himself but he can tell that he is failing to regain composure.
Sebastian can see that his girlfriend is looking at him with worry in her eyes. He tries to play it cool and chuckles.
“Nah, just thinking about how hot you look.” Fuck, that’s not what he meant to say. He can see her eyes widen and her cheeks getting flushed. Oh fuck, is she crept out? He quickly tries to reword that. “I mean, I’m thinking about how hot you must be from the heat outside.” He quickly changes the subject to not delve on this embarrassment further. “Want to join Sam and I for another campaign this weekend?”
Nice save there Sebastian, but it doesn’t look like his girlfriend thinks so though. Are his eyes fooling him or does she look...disappointed? No, he probably imagined it because she follows up with her adorable laugh.
“Yeah, you’ve better include me, considering I was the reason why you guys succeeded with the previous one.” She jokes with fake over-the-top confidence.
“Oh yes, only thanks to you.” He retaliates with his signature sarcasm and dry humour. “Not that you were the one who tried to play rock, paper, scissor with the tree spirit for the information and failed the luck roll.”
“Oh shut up, we managed anyway.”
They both laugh. The tension in the air dissipates. Sebastian keeps trying to remind himself to play it cool, don’t creep her out, don’t be weird, just try to ignore the fact that he wants to pin her on his bed and makes her squirm.
“Anyway, have you seen the latest chapter of ‘Super Mutant: New Ages’? I read it online but I’m thinking of getting my hands on the copy.” He does his best to continue the conversation so his thought stops going back into the gutter.
“There’s a new chapter already? Man, I gotta catch up tonight!”
But his girlfriend doesn’t give him the pleasure of doing so. Usually, she would leave her bag on the sofa and sit on the chair next to him. Today, however, she goes and sits on his bed – the very same bed he was fantasising about fucking her on. Her skirt gets hiked up as she takes the seat, revealing her sun-kissed thighs. Sebastian quickly looks away, he doesn’t want to be too obvious about his intentions with her. What were they talking about again? He doesn’t remember anymore.
“Hey Sebby-” His girlfriend called out to him, forcing him to look at her. “If I remember correctly, you said I’m your first girlfriend right?”
Oh dear, where is this conversation heading? Is she having second thoughts about being with him? Is she about to make him find a second girlfriend? Ignoring his irrational thoughts, Sebastian nods in confirmation.
“Yeah, why?”
His girlfriend pauses. Do his eyes deceive him or is she blushing? Now is her turn to look away, trying not to face him.
“So...are you a virgin?” She asks, trying to play it off as a casual question, but her tone betrays her. She sounds curious, nervous, and above all else, expecting something from his answer.
Sebastian freezes on the spot. He tries to answer her but no sound comes from his mouth. He has never thought it would be so difficult to admit that he’s a cherry boy to his girlfriend. It’s not something he considers shameful. Hell, his friends know he’s relatively inexperience from their talks. He doesn’t care what they think, so why the hell is it so hard to say yes to her question? He bites his lower lip to regain his composure.
“Yeah.” Now that words actually come out from his mouth. He has to know the intention behind her question. “Why do you ask?”
She still refuses to look at him in the eyes. Looks like the floor is more interesting to her than him now. Receiving no answer to his question, he feels the courage to ask something back.
“What about you? Do you have experience?”
He gets her attention now. His girlfriend looks at him in the eyes this time. Her face grows increasingly redder and she tries to hide it behind her hands. It makes his heart skips a beat, realising that he’d like to bully her a bit more. Why is she so cute?
“Depends on what you call experience.” She sputters nervously. “I mean, I do have exes in school and I had kissed them before. But since I got a job back in the city, it has so draining that I didn’t have time for myself” She laughs it off.
“The city sounds like it treats you badly.” He knows what she means. Life is hectic there.
“Yeah, you wouldn’t believe it.”
An awkward silence falls in the room. Wait, it finally clocks it in his head. She’s also a virgin? Sebastian doesn’t know how to feel about that. Obviously he’s elated because if they do make love, he gets to be her first. However, he doesn’t know if she feels the same. Does he deserve to be her first? A socially awkward shut-in in his mom’s basement in his 20s? No good, his self-doubt is spiraling again.
“Sebby?” His girlfriend’s sweet voice breaks him out of his negative thoughts.
“Huh? Yeah?”
Sebastian turns around and looks at her, but he does not expect what she does next. She leans back on his bed and gives him the look with her rosy flushed cheeks. She tugs on the collar of her v-neck t-shirt, revealing the lacy white bra underneath. He immediately forgets how to breathe.
“I wouldn’t mind if it’s you.” Why does that sound like she read his thoughts? “Would you mind if I’m your first?”
“No, of course not! I’d be more than happy to have my first time with you.” He answers that a bit too quickly for his liking. His heart is beating so loud. He can practically feel it thumping against his chest.
His girlfriend beckons him to come over with her fingers and like a marionette on a string, he faithfully follows her command. She lies down on his bed. Sebastian doesn’t know what to do. Is he hallucinating or dreaming? Is this real? He has been fantasising about this so many times that he can’t tell if this is another one of his daydreams.
Doesn’t know what to do with himself, Sebastian lies down next to his beloved, facing her. Is this what he’s supposed to do? She giggles and intertwines her fingers with his dark hair, pulling him closer until their lips meet. He shuts his eyes to fully savour the feeling of her lips against his. It’s intoxicating. He puts his arms around her, pulling their bodies together until there’s barely any gap left. But this is still not enough, he wants more. Feeling brave, Sebastian pushes his tongue against his beloved farmer’s lips, asking for her permission to enter. To his delight, she does grant him entrance, meeting his tongue with her own. She tastes like berries, dizzyingly sweet. He wonders if he tastes like nicotine or soda, it couldn’t be pleasant for her.
But he doesn’t care, this is what he has been wanting all along. Their tongues locks together in a passionate dance in his love’s mouth, fills with all senses of desire and wants. He has been trying to lock his lust for her away for such a long time, albeit very badly, now it finally can be let go. Sebastian pulls her on top of him and drinks up the small surprise yelp that escapes her mouth. She keeps her hands in his hair, feverishly tugging on it as she tries to deepen their kiss.
Sebastian cannot get over how badly she wants him as well. The erection he had tried to suppress earlier feels like an afterthought. It twitches in his pants against her inner thighs, begging for release.
They don’t know how long their make out session lasts, but Sebastian has to pull away for air. Drool escapes their mouth and drip down their chin. He looks into her eyes. They are glazed over with wants, promising him the pleasure he has been seeking. He wonders if his eyes reflect the same thing.
“Your clothes” She whispers while trying to catch her own breath. “Unnecessary.”
Sebastian chuckles and puts his hands under her tight t-shirt, hiking it up as his hands feel her supple skin.
“Yours too.”
His love rolls her eyes but helps him pulling her shirt over her head and off of her, revealing her white bra underneath. Sebastian suddenly forgets how to breathe again. He’s not religious but he silently thanks Yoba for giving him the opportunity to witness this sight. Her body is nicely sculpted from all of the hard work on the farm, yet it still manages to look so soft. He wants to put his hands all over her form, feeling every inch of her skin.
“Are you going to hold up your end of the bargain?” She snaps him out of it by pulling his hoodie up. “Off.”
Sebastian shudders at her commanding tone. This has better not awaken anything in him. He pushes her back a bit and sits up. His lover helps him take off the hoodie and the white t-shirt underneath. Suddenly, she stops in her track. He catches her eyes wandering up and down his torso.
“You like what you see?” He asks in a teasing tone.
“Yeah...” She breathes quietly, giving him a massive confidence boost. He might go so far as saying he hasn’t felt this confident since...ever. He’s glad that he occasionally goes to the gym with Alex now.
“You’re a perv.” He chuckles at her honest response.
His girlfriend is going to say something in protest but she is cut off by him nipping at her earlobe, causing her to let out a soft moan. Oh, that’s dangerous. That sound is addicting. He wants to draw more of that sound from her. His mouth trails from her ear down to her neck, gently nibbling at her skin.
“You’re gonna leave a mark.” She moaned in protest but the sweet noises coming from her mouth isn’t all that convincing.
Sebastian peppers kisses on her neck and shoulders, making sure to give his landing spots gentle nibbles and suckles. He is met with a dilemma, her bra is in the way. His hands reach behind her back, fiddling with the hooks.
“Do you know how to take it off?” His love says teasingly with her hands trailing down his chest.
Despite already admitting to being a virgin and this is his first time, Sebastian still has an ego. He wants to take the bra off without her assistance at all. His mouth works down her collarbone, hoping to distract her. From the quickened pace of her breathing, he can say he is successful. Luckily for him, the piece of undergarment isn’t particularly hard to take off. With two hands, he manages to unhook them and lets them drop on the floor.
“I got it.” He chuckles in pride.
“I’m surprised you did.”
She pulls him in for another kiss. He guesses this is his reward for the successful mission. Not like he will say no to sensual make out sessions with his beloved, but he wants to admire her breasts. Shame. If he cannot do it with his eyes, then he will appreciate her curves with his hands. Sebastian holds her breasts with his hands, feeling their weight on his hands. Taking care not to hurt her, he gently squeezes them in his hands. They are soft. She moaned into their kiss and he takes that as a sound of approval. His hands continue massaging her, feeling the shape with his palms. They feel squishy but firmer than he had thought. His fingers move to her nipples, taking notice of their stiffness. Silently hoping that it’s because of him, he carefully twists the harden buds between his digits. The muffled noises she makes along the sloppy sounds of their kisses only spurs him on further. Blood flowing down to his dick, making it twitches in anticipation.
“Fuck, she’s so hot.” He thinks to himself and continues to play with her nipples, wanting to draw more moans from her.
His girlfriend stops the long drawn-out make out session and pushes him down. Sebastian’s back hit the mattress. He wants to continue the kisses but he wouldn’t dare to complain, because he can finally admire her half-naked body. Taking notice of the red spots on her neck and collarbones, he chuckles proudly to himself. He didn’t expect to be able to leave hickeys for his first time.
“My turn.”
Leaning down, she takes his breath away when she gives his neck a kiss. Her hands reaches down to his crotch and feels his throbbing bulge. Almost instinctively, Sebastian lets out a low groan that he couldn’t control. His love seems to take pleasure in that as her hands wanders beneath the elastic bands of his sweatpants.
Two can play that game. Sebastian puts his hands on her thighs, gingerly moving them up and down, feeling her skin. Hiking up her already short skirt, he feels her ass with his hands. Damn, they are so soft as well, but unlike her breasts, they are a bit firmer, not surprising considering all of the work she has to do everyday. Suddenly, she grabs his dick through his pants and he can feel his breath gets caught in his throat. Not giving him a moment to rest, she moves her hands to stroke his clothed hard-on. Admittedly, she is too gentle for his taste, but he would be lying if he says the heat from her palm isn’t doing something to him.
“H-Hey...” His thoughts trail off, what was he wanted to say again? Probably something along the lines of Don’t stop and More.
She shifts her body to straddle his legs instead of his hip and tugs on the waistband on his sweatpants. That’s all it takes for him to understand. He begrudgingly lets go of her ass, lifting his hips up and assisting her in pulling his clothes down. His erection springs free from the restriction of his pants as she stares, hopefully in amazement. This is his first time being this exposed to anyone. He suddenly feels embarrassed. His girlfriend clearly doesn’t feel the same. Her eyes are eating him up, from his happy trails to his dick, twitching with a bit of precum.
“May I?” She gestures at his erection, asking for permission to touch it.
“Of course you can, please, oh for the love of... Please touch me.” His thoughts are raging with desperation, but all that manages to come out is a silent nod.
Need no further permissions, his love wrapped her fingers around his shaft, pumping it up and down. He can’t help but to let out a guttural moan. This is not a drill. The feeling of her hands affirms that this is not another one of his fantasy. This is real. His dick twitches in her hand, it begs for more.
“You can grip... A bit harder...” He does his best to mutter it out in-between moans.
She complies and tightens her grip. Oh fuck, that’s it. That’s exactly what he needs. His toes curl, his body tenses up, his hands tightly gripping onto the bed sheets. She is making him feel so ungodly good. He bites on his lower lip, trying to contain the embarrassing noises coming out of his mouth. The basement might be sound-proof but he still wouldn’t risk being too loud and have his family hearing the sounds he is making. As if his love doesn’t notice his best attempt to be quiet, she licks up the precum that is forming on the tip of his erection.
“Oh fuck-” Sebastian fails to contain this one and it comes out louder than he has intended.
Taking it as a sign of approval, his love puts the tip of his dick into her warm mouth, swirling her tongue around it. All of his restrains to be quiet goes out of the windows. A loud grunt escapes his lips, egging her on even more. She starts to move her head, taking more and more of his dick into her mouth. Sebastian puts his hand over her head in a failing attempt to communicate for her to slow down. Her mouth is enveloping his dick with warmth. The wetness is irresistible. She’s still a bit awkward at this but he doesn’t care, it’s doing something unholy to his body.
“You’re so perfect...” He breathes out quietly. “That feels so good, love.”
Encouraged by his words, she bobs her head up and down, her drool dripping down his shaft. He has thought it couldn’t get any better, but here she is, proving him wrong. He couldn’t help but jerk his hips, accidentally shoving his dick in even deeper. His beloved makes a choking sound but she doesn’t stop, she keeps trying to take more of him into her mouth.
He is so turned on by the sound of her gagging, surprising himself with his unexpected sadistic streak.
She picks up the pace causing his head to fall further back onto the pillow. Sebastian shudders. He could feel what she is doing to him is about to send him over the edge. He almost lets it go. He almost cums in her warm mouth. It’s so tempting, but he jolts with the realisation that he’s enjoying it very one-sidedly.
“Love... Stop-”
Luckily for him, she complies. She removes her lips from his dick, it’s now dripping with her saliva, glistening. Her eyes looks at him with concern, her cheeks are flushed. He couldn’t help but think of how ravishing she looks right now.
“Am I doing something wrong?” She asks nervously.
“What? No, not at all.” Catching his breath, Sebastian makes sure to reassure her. In fact, he doesn’t want her to stop at all, but he wants to feel his dick inside of her pussy more. “It feels too good, I don’t want to cum yet.”
His words gives her a satisfied smile. She looks so cute, she’s making him want to reward her for her efforts. Sebastian sits up to leave some room on the bed for his girlfriend.
“Lie down, love.” He helps her move herself off of his legs, which are going slightly numb.
His beloved farmer nods, lying down where he previously was. He secretly wishes he wasn’t sweating that much, or if he did, she isn’t feeling it. Sebastian kneels in front of her. Their positions have switched now. He isn’t pleased that she is keeping her legs closed with her knees bent and feet plant firmly on the mattress. He can tell that she is embarrassed, which is funny to him because she was on her knees sucking his dick earlier.
He wants to make her forget what shame means.
Sebastian coyly placed his hands on the outside of her thighs, carefully moving them around, exploring her skin. She watches him intensely. He feels like she is piercing him with her expecting gaze. He sneaks his hands in between her legs and onto her inner thighs, spreading them apart. His love lets out a small yelp, she covers half of her face with one hand in shame. Sebastian can’t let that happens, she is too cute to do that. He removes her hand, planting his lips against hers to stop her from hiding herself. Their tongues meet and fights for dominance once again. This time however, Sebastian would let her have the win. He is focusing on something else. His hands pull her panties down her thighs, exposing what he is after – her wet folds. Sebastian trails his fingers along the slit of her pussy. It doesn’t escape his mind that she is soaking wet.
“You’re so wet.” He whispers into her ears, feeling her body shudders underneath him. “You like sucking my dick that much?”
“Oh shut up...” She tries to sound tough but her moans are betraying her.
Sebastian chuckles at how cute and alluring his beloved girlfriend is. He pushes his fingers in-between her folds, rubbing along the slit until he finds that hard spot. He gets the confirmation from her loud moans that it’s what he was looking for. His index finger stays on that spot while rubbing circles around it. Her legs are shaking against his body frame. The way she squirms underneath him is intoxicating.
“Good girl.” He whispers into her ear.
Because she is such a good girl, she deserves a better reward. Sebastian places his thumb where his index finger was to continue giving her the pleasure she is drunk on. He trails his index to find where her opening is, while keeping the tempo with his thumb. It doesn’t take long, he managed to find the source of her wetness. His love is twitching with pleasure underneath him. It spurs him on even further. Sebastian pushes his finger into her pussy, eliciting a loud gasp from her.
This feeling is irresistible.
Her walls are clamping down on his finger. It’s so wet that it gives no resistance when he thrust his digit in and out. Her reaction is so lewd. She can barely keep a steady breath, her legs are twitching, and her hands are gripping his shoulders. She’s so wet, surely he can fit another finger in, right? Sebastian lets his wondering thought win, pushing his middle finger in as well. As he expected, there is no resistance.
“Your fingers feel so good...” His love lets out a breathy compliment. As much as he appreciates it, he doesn’t need her to tell him that, he can tell by the way her body was reacting. “Please... Curve your fingers – ah – a little bit”
Sebastian follows her instruction, curving his fingers upwards a bit. Her body jolts upwards and she makes a sound that’s somewhere between a yelp and a moan. He has to bite his lips to contain himself and moves his fingers even faster. Her hands move from the sheets to grab his shoulders, making her needs known.The sound of his hand hitting her soaked pussy in combination with her loud moans is so lewd. He can feel his erection twitches with precum. If he isn’t careful, he might just cum from how erotic she is.
“Sebby...” Her voice is weak, but she gets his attention immediately. “I want more. Please-”
“Eat you out?” He finishes her requests for her.
Sebastian expects her to sass him, but she can only nod. Oh, she’s turning into putty by his hands. Fuck, that is so hot. He wants to give her whatever she wants as long as it makes her melt.
“Anything for you, love.”
Removing his fingers from her, Sebastian laps up her juice on his fingers. He can see her swallowing with her eyes glazed over at the sight. She tastes slightly salty and dizzyingly addicting. It makes him want to taste it right from the source. Propping his body up, he takes off her panties along side her skirt and moves down until his face is between her legs. He can finally appreciate how wet she is. Her juices is glistening under the dim light of his room. It makes his mouth water.
“You’re so wet for me already.”
He chuckles before pushing his tongue right against her clit. It causes his beloved to take a sharp inhale. Wanting more of her taste on his tongue, he grabs both of her thighs and pushes them apart, allowing him to lap up the wetness coming from her. He flattens his tongue and gives her clit long strokes. His tempo increases along aside the volume of her moans. His curiosity gets the better of him and Sebastian adds two of his fingers in her wet, beckoning pussy. Her lips buckle, indicating that he can continue. He curls his fingers like she previously requested, pumping them in and out while keeping the tempo with his tongue.
“Ahhh- Sebby...” She grabs his hair, pushing his head closer. His assault on her works even better than he has thought “That feels really good, don’t stop...”
Sebastian might be a virgin but he knows that when a girl says not to stop, you keep what you’re doing and don’t change a thing. He keeps up the same fast-paced tempo, attacking her clit with his tongue the exact same way he had been doing. Her grip on his hair tightens and her thighs tense up. He can tell that she is getting close.
“Fuck, I’m cumming Seb-”
With her final warning, she reaches the climax with his tongue still moving against her clit, helping her ride out her orgasm. He keeps going as her body twitches with his name rolling off of her tongue so sweetly like a chant.
That gives him such an ego boost. He can probably live off of this for the rest of his life.
As he helps her calm down from her climax, his erection is twitching so much that it hurts a bit. He doesn’t want to rush her though, so he gives her body kisses, hoping he can calm down. Her hands come down to cup his face. His love pulls him up so they can meet face-to-face again.
“Hi...” She whispers, smiling from content.
“Hi yourself.” He laughs sheepishly in return, making sure to lick his fingers clean, savouring the taste of her juice on his tongue.
Their lips touch once again. It isn’t as intense as earlier, but it’s no less passionate. Sebastian lets his hands wanders on her body, caressing wherever he can touch.
“Do you have condoms?” Her question surprises him a bit.
“Yeah but...you want to keep going?” He wants to make sure she is on-board to continue. He doesn’t want to hurt her, but he would be a liar if he says he wants to stop.
With her nod of confirmation, Sebastian bites his lower lip, getting off of his girlfriend. Reaching over to his night stand, he opened the first drawer. The pack of condoms that he had bought since they started dating is in there. He was starting to doubt if they would ever see the light of day.
“Can I put it on for you?” She asks, probably curious on how it feels.
“Do you know how to?” He asks as if he knows. Well, he does have the knowledge but it’s purely theoretical.
“In theory, yes...?” So they are on the same boat.
Sebastian isn’t about to deny her so he rips off the packaging and handing it to her. He steps out of the bed to give her a better position. She rolls over and gets on her knees, fiddling with the condom to find the correct side. Her ass is attracting his attention more though. Damn, they are so smackable. He keeps a mental note to do that next time. The coolness of the rubber rolling on his dick surprises him. The lube coming from it is somehow less slippery than what his girlfriend is producing between her legs. She gently pinches the tip and rolls the condom down until it covers his entire length.
“That is correct?” The way she says it sounds like she isn’t sure.
“I think so.” Not like he knows either. He should look it up after this.
His beloved girlfriend lies down and he positioned himself over her.
“The angle is slightly off...” He thought. Her ass is flat on the bed while his dick is above her from the way he is kneeling.
He gets off to grab the cushion from his couch and puts it underneath her ass, propping her hips up to meet his dick.
“Is this uncomfortable for you?” Sebastian still needs to check with her to be sure she is okay with it.
“Yeah...” It doesn’t look like she heard what he said though. Her eyes are transfixed on his hard-on, pressing against her opening. “Please...I want you...”
Fuck, the things she is doing to him. Her sweet voice begging for him will cost him some years off of his life with how fast his heart is beating.
“Tell me if you need me to stop, ok?” This is her first time after all. He is horny as hell but he doesn’t want to hurt her in his lust.
Sebastian pushes the tip into her soaked opening. It doesn’t offer much resistance from how wet she is. His love tries to hide the noises she is making, but it doesn’t sound like it’s hurting her. A bit more confident, he pushes his dick in deeper until half of his shaft is inside of her. She is so tight and so mind-bending warm inside. The way her walls are hugging his dick is unbelievable. All of his fantasies can never live up to this feeling. Suddenly, her pained sound snapped him out of it.
“Are you ok love?” He asks in concern, trying his best to stop himself from moving.
“I-I’m ok. Just go slowly...”
With her reassurance, he carefully pushes in deeper, checking for her reaction every single time. It takes everything in his willpower to take it slow. He fights against himself to not just shove it in and fuck her brains out. His love is making it harder for him though – the noises escaping her mouth turned slowly from pain to pleasure. Finally, his entire length is inside of her, being enveloped by her warmth. It’s so hot. She’s so hot. His body is burning up with desire, wants and elation.
“Sebby...I can feel you twitching inside of me.” Her honey-like voice is dripping with lewdness.
“Yeah... You’re so tight after all.” He has to compose himself or he might just move without her permission. “So tight, so dripping wet. All for me...”
His beloved wraps her arms around his shoulder, pulling him down for a kiss. The way her tongue is moving in his mouth, his dick is inside of her, being hugged by her walls, all of it clouds his mind. He can barely think. It takes all of his restraint to not thrust into her. As if she reads his mind, his love whispers, her hot breath tickling his ear.
“Go slowly Seb...”
That is what he was waiting for. His hands grab her hips to steady her aching body and he slowly rocks his hips in and out of her. Fuck, it feels even better when he gets to move. Sebastian wonders how her body can be so divine. It’s scarily addicting how his dick feels like it’s melting inside of her. His girlfriend tries to cover up her mouth but her alluring moans still escape her lips, he’s so glad she is enjoying this as much as he does. However, this pace isn’t enough. He needs more, he needs faster, he wants to reduce her to a screaming mess of pleasure.
“Does it hurt, love?” He has to fight to contain his sadistic side.
“A bit...yeah...” She can barely keep a steady voice to response. “But it’s good as well...”
Taking her words as a sign of approval, Sebastian tries to up the tempo just a bit. The lewd moans and gasps from her doesn’t sound like she hates it. He wants to make her cum a second time. But that is easier said than done, he doesn’t know if he can hold back anymore. His body is screaming for release. He feels light-headed as his blood rushes to his erection to feel her inside hugging it tightly.
“Love...I don’t think I can-” He whispers, begging for her.
“Cum for me then Sebby...”
That is all Sebastian needs to hear. He loses every last bit of his self-control as his lips meets hers with a mind-searing kiss. His thrusts stop being slow and methodical, turning rough, sloppy, and desperate. He’s so close, he can practically taste it. The sweet release her insides promised him is frying his system.
“Love...I-” Before he can finish his sentence, he can feel the electric shock in his erection. “Fuck, I’m cumming-”
His love mutters something along the line of Yes or Please but he can’t tell. His muscles twitch, pushing cum out of his dick and into her. Sebastian fails to contain the noises coming out of his mouth. Her name comes out of his mouth like a chant. It feels so good. His thrusts become shallower as he tries to ride out his mind-blowing orgasm. Her legs are wrapped around his hips encouragingly. He isn’t sure how long the climax has lasted, but it feels like an eternity. His beloved accepts it all with her lips against his.
Finally, his nerves and system calm down. Their eyes meet as they smile and giggle through the sweat.
“Are you ok?” Sebastian asks again to make sure.
“Stop being such a worrywart. I’m fine.” She reassures him with beaming energy. “Better than fine actually...”
Sebastian chuckles as they cuddle each other’s worn out bodies. He can get used to this, but they have some cleaning up to do. Getting up, he carefully pulls his now-calmed dick out of her. The condom is filled with his cum and stained with her blood. He suddenly feels bad for hurting her. It doesn’t look like she feels the same though as her concern is for something else entirely, something that slips his mind.
“...How are we going to clean up?”
Oh fuck. Yeah there’s that too.
“Will you settle for tissues for now and wash later?”
Sebastian stands up to grab the tissue box from his desk and takes out a few sheets to wipe his love down. She winces a bit at his touch.
“Why do you have a box of tissues on your desk?” She asks in a teasing tone, it’s obvious that she already knows.
“For pollen allergy.” He answers back matter-of-factly. “And to wipe off the cum when I jerk off fantasising about you.”
Clearly, she was not expecting him to answer that honestly. Her face goes red again. Sebastian smiles to himself for successfully catching her off-guard. Two can play that game. She might be cute, but he’s not going to let her toss him around like that. He removes the condom on his dick, tying it up and placing it in the tissues for disposal later.
“Mind showing me what you fantasise about next time?”
Sebastian quickly turns to look at her. He did not expect that suggestion at all. It reheats his nerves. It should be a crime to be this enticing and she deserves a thousand years in jail for that. With him. With a bed. Or a couch, he’s not picky. He leans down to give her a chaste kiss.
“Sure.”